Perfect Disaster

"work in a field that interests you" okay well it pays two dollars

feeling empty

If I'd known this was how it would end, would I have done it all again?

I sleep to escape.

“why are you so upset?” idk man. maybe bc i have i get super upset disorder

Do you ever miss someone and automatically feel stupid because you know they probably don’t?

I really want to kill what’s inside of my head. I hate living like this day after day. Just kill me instead.

I just want to give up I’m tired from the bottom of my fucking soul like I don’t want to do this shit anymore like let me rest please I’ve had enough

kinda tired fighting for a life i don’t even want

I can feel that ache in my chest again.