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a warning for my tumblr: I write a lot about pregnancy! women, men, nonbinary characters; pregnancy kink, omegaverse, infertility, teen pregnancy, abortion, miscarriage, pretty much anything. I know these topics aren't for everyone and that's okay, but just know that you're going to see a lot of that here
re: sending asks:
please send asks about specific mcs, not just "whichever ones you want" or "any mcs that xyz". i have way too many mcs for that, will get overwhelmed, and either take a million years to answer it or just delete it.
i love nsfw asks, but please don't send them about any characters who are minors. i will delete them.
i will usually take longer to answer angsty asks. i have to be in the right mindset for angst and i heavily prefer writing about fluff and smut most of the time. you can definitely still send angsty asks! just know that it'll probably take me longer to answer them.
also see:
which ships have kids
Characters/Ships I'll Write For
Pixelberry
All of Us
Alex x m!MC (Dexter Del Rossi)
Tess x f!MC (Jo Moreno)
Alpha
m!Channing Lowe x m!MC (Kalani Mochizuki)
America's Most Eligible
Carson Stewart x f!MC (Juliet James)
Big Sky Country
Sawyer Oakley x m!MC (Kennedy Oakley)
Blades of Light and Shadow
Nia Ellarious x f!human!MC (Iris of Riverbend)
Mal Volari x Tyril Starfury
Dirty Little Secrets
m!Carpenter (Emmett King) x m!MC (Brooklyn Peters)
Do No Harm
m!Dom Coine x m!MC (Aqua Montgomery)
High School Story
Wes Porter x Ezra Mitchell
Hannah x f!MC (Lola Williams)
Mia Warren x Katherine
Wes Porter x nb!MC (Dez Novikov)
Autum Brooks x f!MC (Penelope Torres)
Michael Harrison x nb!MC (Jamie Baxter)
Caleb Mitchell x m!MC (Ryan Stevens)
Aiden Zhou x nb!MC (Celeste Lu)
Ajay Bhandari x m!MC (Matty Wright)
f!Rory Silva x f!OC (Sasha Wright)
Skye Crandall x f!MC (Phoebe Orsini)
m!OC (Preston Orsini)
nb!Rory Silva x f!MC (Christine Zimmerman)
f!OC (Olivia Zimmerman)
Hollywood U
Thomas Hunt x f/nb!MC (Jackie Winters)
Didi Lekota x f!OC (Tiara Remington)
f!OC (Hadley Larson) x f!OC (Nikki Clarke)
nb!OC (Carmilla)
Hot Couture
Marco Di Vincenzo x f!MC (Analise Moore)
It Lives Anthology
Noah Marshall x m!MC (Harry Spear)
Ava Cunningham x f!MC (Raven Adams)
Noah Marshall x Connor Green
Connor Green x m!MC (Jesse Harrison)
Stacy Green x f!MC (Ivy Lovelace)
Noah Marshall x m!MC (Devon Yasuda)
Noah Marshall x f!MC (Bella Potter)
m!MC (Isaak Vance)
Imogen Wescott x f!MC (Fiona Vance)
Tom Sato x m!MC (River Vance)
Danni Asturias x f!MC (Merliah Vance)
f!MC (Bailey Vance)
Tom Sato x f!MC (Pearl Vance)
Abel Flint x nb!MC (Ollie Bridgers)
Lincoln Aquino x nb!MC (Keagan Burke)
Amalia de León x nb!MC (Lottie Hamilton)
Jocelyn Wu x f!MC (Eleanor Wilkins) (slowburn)
Matthias McQuoid x m!OC (Ezra Wilkins)
Jocelyn Wu x nb!MC (Benni Locke) (fwb)
nb!MC (Erin Klein)
Murder at Homecoming
Donovan Navarro x nb!MC (Jupiter Stone)
Open Heart
Ethan Ramsey x m!MC (Sydney Valentine)
Ethan Ramsey x Tobias Carrick
Aurora Emery x Sienna Trinh
Queen B
Zoey Wade x f!MC (Quinn Hughes)
Ian Kingsley x f!MC (Quinn Hughes)
Untameable Anthology
m!Kit Jackson x m!MC (Jules Rojas)
Mandy Martinez x Ryder Wilson x m!MC (Barrett Kemp)
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lore about jamie's relationships with their parents, partner, and best friend
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Scott Baxter & Whitney Shaw (Parents)
Scott and Jamie have always been very close. Before their parent's divorce, Scott was a stay-at-home dad. Because of this, Jamie was always closer with him than with Whitney. Growing up in Westchester, Jamie's life changed quite a bit when Jane died. They didn't know each other or anything, but when a child in your town dies, it kind of affects everybody in some way. It was scary for everyone and Whitney's response to it was to become very overprotective of Jamie. She was controlling and rarely let Jamie go out. If Jamie wanted to do an extracurricular, Whitney would only let her if either Scott or herself were able to help out with it. Scott coached Jamie's baseball team and was a parent volunteer when they started cheerleading (bringing snacks and stuff, helped with fundraising, etc.). When Jamie wanted to learn drums, they were only allowed to once they found a teacher who could come to their house for lessons, so Jamie wouldn't have to be alone with them. Jamie was never allowed to go to sleepovers until after her parent's divorce.
Scott really tried to get Whitney to go easier on Jamie, especially as they got older and proved they were responsible. He really didn't want to divorce Whitney for a few different reasons, but mainly because he was afraid she might get custody of Jamie. He still wanted to be prepared though, so when Jamie was in middle school he went back to work. Scott and Whitney got divorced the summer after Jamie's freshman year of high school, so that's when and why Scott and Jamie move to Cedar Cove. Scott is the one to tell Jamie about the divorce and the first thing she asks is if she can live with Scott. He tells her that he will do everything he can to make sure she gets to live with him. And he does, he's able to get full custody of Jamie :) After they move to Cedar Cove, Jamie goes low-contact with her mom. She wanted to go no-contact, but that felt "too mean". After she graduates high school, she does switch to no-contact though. Scott and Jamie are always close though :)
Michael Harrison (Partner)
Michael and Jamie meet on the first day of school after Jamie moves to Cedar Cove. They hit it off right away and officially start dating at the end of the winter quarter. Their relationship is t4t, with Jamie being genderfluid and Michael being a trans man. Michael is on the football team and Jamie does cheerleading in the fall and they love cheering extra loud for Michael :) In the winter, Jamie does band (percussion, specifically) and Michael goes to all of the concerts :) In the spring, Jamie is on the baseball team and Michael goes to all the games :) He's not a big baseball person and honestly doesn't even really follow the games that well, he mostly just cheers on Jamie lol. Michael also does the morning video announcements at school and sometimes Jamie will help out with them or just hang out in the newsroom while Michael and Maria work.
After high school, Michael and Jamie go to different schools, but they're both in the same state, so they do medium-distance for a while. Once they've both graduated, they move in together. Jamie proposes about nine months after moving in together and they get married about a year after that. They have their daughter, Poppy, three years later, and their son, Cyrus, another two years after that :) Jamie carries both of the kiddos :)
Emma Hawkins (Best Friend)
Emma and Jamie meet on Jamie's first day at Berry High. They get along well and Jamie is really happy to have someone to help them navigate their first day. The two of them decide to try out for the cheerleading team together in the fall and even though Jamie does other activities throughout the rest of the year, Emma decides to stick with cheerleading. They hang out a lot outside of school. They really like going to the mall together and watching YouTube videos.
Emma and Jamie also really bond over having divorced parents and having a really bad relationship with one of their parents. They both felt very relieved when they found out they weren't the only person who just. didn't like one of their parents. Emma is a little jealous that Jamie isn't forced to spend time with their mom like Emma is with their dad, but she knows that's out of Jamie's control, so she tries not to get too upset about it.
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i was watching an episode of criminal minds and immediately recognized an actress from a film that i have never seen and only know because danny gonzalez made a youtube video about it
was thinking about how funny it is that pixelberry directly stole the "rival school burns down and the students have to be transferred to the protagonist school" plot line from degrassi. at least no one from hearst stabbed a berry student. and killed them. before said fire
Saw yet another “darkfic means you’re secretly dangerous” take, so here’s the longer version of what I wanted to say.
COVID-era fandom discourse did real damage to people’s ability to separate discomfort from danger.
The landscape of online spaces underwent a major psychological shift around 2020. Hyper-isolation, heightened anxiety, and constant digital proximity accelerated a harmful trend: treating psychological discomfort as though it were the same thing as physical danger.
In digital spaces, we have largely forgotten how to coexist with things that upset us. Instead of navigating public spaces with personal boundaries, modern fandom increasingly operates like an ideological panopticon, where consuming or creating “dark” content is treated as a moral confession.
01. The Purpose of the Sign: Informed Consent vs. Normalization
The core of this modern moral panic lies in what a content warning actually represents.
The door sign analogy: A warning label on transgressive fiction, or darkfic, is a door sign. It clearly states what is on the other side. It is one of the clearest tools we have for reader autonomy.
The normalization fallacy: Critics argue that tagging and publishing dark content “normalizes” harmful real-world behavior. This is a basic failure of media literacy. Depiction is not endorsement. A warning label does not say, “This behavior is acceptable in society.” It says, “This fictional narrative contains heavy themes; proceed at your own discretion.”
The “Dead Dove” contract: The whole joke of the “Dead Dove: Do Not Eat” tag is that you found exactly what was written on the bag. It is a contract of absolute transparency. To look at a sign that says “Keep Out,” walk inside anyway, and then demand that the building be demolished is not activism. It is entitlement.
02. Curation vs. Policing: The Loss of Digital Sovereignty
Healthy internet use requires personal sovereignty. You are the absolute ruler of your own dashboard, feed, inbox, blocklist, and filtered tags.
Healthy curation: Using tools like blocklists, muted words, and tag filters is a mature way to manage your own experience. It honors the statement, “This makes me uncomfortable, so I will step away.”
Authoritarian policing: Changing that statement to “You make me uncomfortable, so you should be put on a list” transforms a personal boundary into a social punishment. It replaces individual responsibility with censorship and public suspicion, echoing the anti-comic-book crusades of the 1950s and the Satanic Panic of the 1980s.
03. Fictional Sandboxes and Psychological Safety
Fictional harm has a body count of zero.
Writing or reading about dark themes can create a controlled space for exploring fear, grief, powerlessness, anger, trauma, taboo, and survival without causing real-world harm.
When fandom polices these fictional sandboxes, it can ironically harm the very people it claims to protect. Many survivors use dark fiction as a private, controlled environment for processing complicated feelings. Forcing those narratives underground does not protect anyone. It strips creators and readers of agency, nuance, and context.
04. Reclaiming the Right to Walk Away
Fandom does not need to be a monolith of pure, unproblematic comfort. It needs to be a space that respects adult autonomy.
We need to reclaim the distinction between a threat and a trigger.
If you see a door with a warning sign, you have every right to turn around and walk away. What you do not have is the right to lock everyone else outside with you.
A warning label is not normalization.
It is a door sign telling you what is inside.
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