everytime i eat i feel guilty for doing it. like why do i even deserve to feed myself and enjoy it? since last wednesday i’ve had 4 meals. i had a taco bell breakfast burrito and hash brown, a b&c and half a quesadilla, half of in n out, and 1 farmer boys kids cheese burger. couldn’t even eat the fries. i’m getting lunch right now and going to my sisters for dinner and i feel sick about that.















