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Characters: Jake Kiszka/Chris Turpin (Slash!)
Word count: ~2.3k
Content tags/Warnings (18+ Minors DNI): Pirate AU, Explicit sexual content, explicit language, foreplay, nakedness, passionate kissing, banter, touching, sensual massage, mentions of gags and rope bondage
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Christopherâs heart thumped at a breakneck pace inside his chest, outrunning the slow, steady rhythm of his leather boots against the weathered deck of the Marauder. His swollen cock stretched uncomfortably against the fabric of his trousers. Each unhurried step deepened his need to have Jacob beneath him again. To feel the soft give of his captainâs skin beneath his fingertips. To watch his loverâs chocolate eyes turn black with desire. Each footfall pulled him closer, as though Jacob were the moon and he were a tide in the ocean, helplessly caught in a magnetic pull beyond his understanding.
Heâd relived the gorgeous expressions on Jacobâs face again and again in the roughly twenty minutes that heâd waited to make the walk to the captainâs quarters. In his mindâs eye, he wound time backwards and watched the moment he had taken Jacob into his mouth under the masthead. The way his head had flown back and his entire body had rippled with waves of pleasure at Christopherâs skilled touch. The way the silver moonlight had washed Jacobâs skin in a milky glow. The mesmerizing moment when the captain surrendered to his building orgasm.
Youâre so beautiful. Heâd thought as he stared up into the manâs moonlit face.
Heâd given Jacob all the time he needed to come down from his climax, his face glowing under the light of the stars. Christopher had stayed there, his cock pressed deliciously against Jacobâs thigh, until cuddles turned into neck nuzzles and Jacobâs teeth found their way to Christopherâs ear, sending fresh throbs of desire coursing through his erection. A few more minutes of teasing and Christopher may have given in to the urge to bend the fearsome Marauder over the railing of his own ship and fuck him until the whole ocean heard him crying out his first mateâs name in the throes of ecstasy.
Instead, heâs insisted that Jacob go ahead to bathe, freshen up, and gather his strength for the next round. Jacob had obliged, but not before turning to wink over his shoulder and shamelessly let his gaze linger on his first mateâs trousers, standing resolutely at full mast.
Christopher quickened his pace the last few feet to the captainâs quarters, his heart pulled forward by a heavenly body driving him mad with frenzied need. He opened the door without knocking, turning quickly to latch it behind him.
He spun on his heel, facing the spacious room, and stopped as though caught in a spell. Lanterns and candelabras were scattered throughout the space. They lined the desk and peaked out from the corners of bookshelves. The wall sconces on either side of the bed were also alive with flame. Flickering firelight danced across the walls, bathing the wood in a golden, honeyed glow. Cool, silvery moonbeams cast ethereal light through the porthole window.
And there, crowned in silver moonlight and bathed in the glow of amber flames, lay the most beautiful creature Christopher had ever seen. Jacob was strewn across the bed, completely nude save the captainâs hat on his head. He lay on his left side, chocolate waves spilling from beneath his hat and kissing his shoulders. He was propped up on his elbow, a book held delicately between his fingers. His right foot was planted on the bed, knee bent, a fresh cloth neatly bandaged around his wounded thigh.
Light glinted off the silver necklace that collared Jacobâs throat. Two longer chain necklaces, each with a Spanish peso at the end, dangled down his smooth, naked chest. His skin reminded Christopher of soft, buttery caramel, the way the surface of the candy shines like polished marble before entering oneâs mouth. It looked as though it would melt on his tongue, filling his taste buds with sugary pleasure. Teasing a whisper of salt.
If not for the bandage around his thigh and the thin, dark scratch across his left breast, there was scarcely any evidence of the harrowing battle they had fought early that morning.
Christopher held back a moment, drinking in the sight. When he spoke, his words were low and reverent. âHello, love.â
Jacob glanced lazily up from his readings, though the smirk playing at his full lips and the black spark in his eyes betrayed his eagerness. âWhat took you so long?â
âItâs been twenty minutes, just as I promised.â Christopher strode casually toward the bed. Unhurried, as though he hadnât just had this beautiful manâs dick down his throat barely a quarter of an hour ago.
âI didnât need that long to recover.â Jacobâs words oozed like honey as he gripped his own cock with his free hand and tauntingly stroked it from tip to base and back again. âI was hard again as soon as I reached this cabin and set eyes on the bed where youâre going to fuck me.â Jacobâs hand wrapped harder around his cock, pausing the stroking motion to grip at the base, showcasing his length.
Chrisopher felt his erection strain against the confines of his trousers.
âSo I see.â Christopher stopped at the foot of the bed, the bulge in his trousers at eye level with Jacobâs head. Jacobâs stormy gaze flitted briefly to Christopherâs trousers before returning to his eyes. His chest heaved, breathing growing heavier.
Chrisopher leaned down so that his lips were just out of reach of Jacobâs. âBut whoâs to say Iâm going to fuck you on the bed?â He plucked the book from Jacobâs hands, eyes on the manâs parted lips as he stood. He noted the catch in Jacobâs breath as the anticipated kiss was temporarily denied.
With a smirk, he snapped the book closed and strode a few steps to place it gently on a nearby table.
âWhere else do you plan on fucking me?â Jacobâs voice was teasing, laced with curiosity and lust.
Christopher crossed back to the bed, maintaining his slow, measured gait. He reached down, cradling Jacobâs cheek in one hand while the other tipped his hat back, revealing dark chocolate eyes gazing back beneath the brim. He bent down, his lips brushing Jacobâs ear as he whispered, âWherever. I. Want.â He punctuated the breathy declaration with a gentle nip at Jacobâs ear lobe. The captainâs body shivered at his touch, a gasp of pleasure escaping his lips. Christopherâs hand moved from Jacobâs cheek to the back of his neck and pulled him in for a long, promising kiss.
His captain smelled of cocoa butter and tasted of rum. Warm, sweet and decadent, the hint of sea salt providing an added bite. Christopherâs fingers glided up Jacobâs neck and through his hair. Their tongues slid against each other. Jacob slid a palm against Christopherâs trousers, cupping his bollocks through the thin cloth and massaging them in a way that prompted a hungry moan from his lips. A moan that was immediately swallowed by Jacobâs kisses.
Chrisopher rocked his hips forward, pressing himself into Jacobâs touch.
âI was sorely tempted to bend you over the railing of your own ship and fuck you until the whole ocean heard you screaming my name.â He leaned in for another hungry kiss before lowering himself onto the creaking mattress, positioning himself alongside Jacob, laying on his side to face him.
Jacob lowered his bent leg and shifted to lean closer. âWhy didnât you then?â
âBecause I remembered that I donât like sharing you with anyone.â His fingertips roamed gingerly along Jacobâs side, following the dip of his waist and rising with the curve of his hip, dipping again along his thigh. He paused when he reached the edge of the bandage.
âYou should have let me re-bandage this for you.â His voice was soft and tender, not an admonition so much as a wish spoken aloud.
âIâm perfectly capable of dressing my own wounds.â Jacobâs tone was playful, but beneath his enchanting eyes was a flash of defiance. It was that all-too-familiar independence. That fiery determination that had led a penniless orphan from grimy streets to the deck of his own ship.
âYou are amply capable.â Christopher slid his hand around the curve of Jacobâs ass, giving it a squeeze. âBut itâs my job as yourâŚâ He paused, the word âpartnerâ lapping at the edge of his brain, then quickly course corrected, â⌠as your first mate ⌠to make sure youâre taken care of.â
âWell thenâŚâ Jacob leaned in close, his lips just nearly touching Christopherâs as he spoke, like the soft brush of fairy wings, âI guess youâd better take care of me.â
âWith pleasure, Captain.â
His fingers pressed into the muscle of Jacobâs glutes, applying just enough pressure to ease the strain built up from the dayâs battle. Tender and sensual enough to draw a moan from Jacobâs lips, a beautiful sound of immediate relief mixed with unbridled need. Chrisopher quickly closed the whisper of distance between them, muffling his captainâs moans with his own mouth; slipping his tongue into Jacobâs open mouth and kissing him with deepening passion. Jacobâs moans lowered in tone, growing hungrier. He devoured Christopherâs kisses like a feral creature, unsure of when its next meal will come. Craving more.
Christopher drug his fingers across Jacobâs ass, down his hip, then reached down between them to wrap a hand around his swollen cock. Jacobâs entire body seemed to pulse at Christopherâs touch. His cock throbbed. His back arched, hips pressing forward. His tongue left Christopherâs as his head flew back, a sound that was part cry, part groan escaping his lips.
Chrisopherâs own pulse quickened at the sight ⌠and the sound. Releasing his grip on Jacobâs throbbing erection, he moved his hand up to playfully cover Jacobâs mouth. Jacobâs groans of pleasure turned to frustration at the sudden absence of Christopherâs hand around his cock.
Christopher chuckled, amused and pleased that he had the power to drive this demi-god-like creature into such a frenzy. âWe still need to be quiet,â he gave a little nod to the wall at the head of the bed, âSorbello could be listening just on the other side.â
Jacob pulled Christopherâs hand from his mouth, planting a kiss on his knuckles. His dark eyes flashed with mischief and defiance. âFuck Sorbello.â
âIâd much rather fuck you.â
âWhy does it matter if he hears us? Let the man speculate. Let him think that Iâm a woman if he wants. Let him hear the rapturous sounds you pull from my body. Let him imagine me as a fair maiden, my breasts bared to you, my lips wrapped delicately around your pulsing cock. Let him writhe in jealousy at the thought of you buried to the hilt in such a fair and fearsome Captain.â
Chrisopher felt his entire body grow hot with jealousy, despite the teasing tone. The memory of Sorbelloâs leering expression when he suggested that Jacob may be a woman flashed through his mind. He pulled his fingers from Jacobâs and reached up to tenderly cup his cheek. Jacob leaned into the touch.
âI would rather rot in the Red Raiderâs dungeon than let Sorbello or any of the men imagine what you look like when you cum.â His thumb traced gently along Jacobâs plump lips, tinged a rosy pink from Christopherâs rough stubble. âI would sooner plunge myself onto his sword again than share the symphony of your moans and cries with anyone who hasnât earned the right to hear them.â
And above all, I wonât allow our time in each otherâs embrace to sully your reputation. He kept the last fear to himself.
Jacob was silent for a moment and Christopher was half worried that he would retreat inside his own head once again. There was no witty repartee, nor a flippant dismissal of his dramatic confession. Instead, his eyes were pensive, gaze locked on Christopherâs for a beat before shifting to the bandage on Christopherâs shoulder.
âThen gag me.â His soft eyes met Christopherâs again.
âYou ⌠want me to gag you?â Before he could fully process the suggestion, his mind was already conjuring images of a white cloth covered tightly across Jacobâs mouth, or between his lips, his desperate moans muffled by the gag. Chrisopherâs pulse surged with fresh desire.
âGag me. Tie me down. Fuck me however you see fit.â A devilish grin spread across his face, flashing teeth like saltwater pearls. âBecause if you donât, Iâm going to start begging for your cock as loudly and sensually as possible, until you have no choice but to fuck me into oblivion against that wa-â He started pointing toward the wall at the head of the bed, but Christopher grabbed his hand and drew it against his chest as he silenced him with another kiss. They chuckled lightly against each otherâs lips, the kiss starting out playful before quickly devolving into raw need.
Chrisopher felt a sharp twinge of pain shoot through his wounded shoulder as he shifted his body toward Jacob, drawing his mind immediately to his captainâs injuries. He pulled out of the kiss to speak, âWhat about your wounds?â He glanced down at Jacobâs freshly wrapped leg. âI donât want to re-open any wounds and cause you more pain or ⌠hurt you even worse.â
âI trust you to navigate around my wounds.â Jacob reached to cradle Christopherâs cheek, his thumb lovingly stroking the rough stubble. âI donât think you could ever hurt me, Christopher.â
Christopherâs heart surged, nearly overwhelmed by the new levels of trust afforded him. First Jacob sharing the secret about his powers, and now this? His captain was opening himself up in new ways and Christopher was acutely aware of the responsibility on his end to nurture that trust.
âAs you wish, Captain.â Christopher hauled himself off the bed, careful to avoid rolling onto his wounded shoulder. He crossed to a shelf filled with a selection of lotions and fine oils, collected throughout their voyages. He selected a bottle of ruby-colored glass, filled with perfumed oil, and tossed it lightly to Jacob, who caught it easily. âStart rubbing yourself down all over with this.â
Chrisopher pulled a coil of rope from a metal hook on the wall and began unwinding it. âWe wouldnât want you to get rope burn while youâre hanging from the rafters, now would we?â
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A collaborative work by @i-choose-the-road , @bentleywilde , and @pavartijanuswrites
Characters: Jake Kiszka/Chris Turpin (Slash!), Josh Kiszka, Mikey Sorbello
Word count: ~3.3k
Chapter tags/Warnings: (18+ Minors DNI) Pirate AU, plot stuff, nighttime talks, secrets revealed, graphic smut (I promised you would have it soon đ), m/m, nudity, oral sex, tenderness and fluff
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The sky mottled and darkened into the navy blue of an Englishmanâs coat. A gauzy haze fell over the still water as night brought cooler air.
And Raider departed, leaving the ship in silence. An odd mood settled in as the crew realized heâd come alone on a boat that shouldâve taken two to row. Was the creature beneath them now, mere inches from the glassy surface? Had it helped the hull along like watery stallions drawing Poseidonâs chariot? It might be caressing Marauderâs underside now, its hideous appendages groping, curling, writhing in its silent nest.
âWhat do we do now?â Someone asked quietly.
Jacob did not answer. His eyes were vacant and his pensive expression was turned toward the enemy ship, his face a silver circle in the night. Either he didnât hear, or he was too entrenched in his thoughts to respond.
âGo below, for now,â Sorbello volunteered, âRest. Collect yourselves, and await the Captainâs next orders.â
There was a moment of pause, as though this moment represented a turn of a page. A transition from before to after a moment of revelation. Every soul on board seemed stuck in place where they stood, Jacob against the railing, Christopher in the crossbreeze on the stairs, Sorbello leaning solidly against the mast.
Then the crewmen filed away to their individual corners of the ship, their voices a low swell on the wind.
Christopher held eye contact with the Second Mate. He wanted to ask him why heâd come to Jacobâs defense, when only hours ago heâd accused him of sorcery, of disguise and manipulation.
But with a curt nod it was understood between them: Whether the accusations were true or not, the outsider had no place in the private dealings of this ship. It would be advantageous to keep this secret between the two officersâAt least until theyâd learned more. There were too many loose questions. Too many Jokers in the deck.
Sorbello sniffed and withdrew to his quarters.
Christopher shuffled numbly up the stairs and placed a steadying hand on his Captainâs shoulder. âHe is gone. Weâll turn in and plot a new course. Then you need to rest.â
Jacob looked up. His profile caught a pale sliver of moonlight as the crescent above them awakened, illuminating every curve of his soft features like a hilly horizon. But he seemed so thin and withered under Christopherâs hand, as though the Raiderâs presence had leeched something from his blood.
He gave a wan smile, âI think we both know I wonât be able to sleep.â
âYou must. I insist,â He squeezed fondly, âWe will live until tomorrow. The events of today will not change if we neglect ourselves.â
Jacob nodded mutely. Then the silver on his face winked into darkness as the tilt of his hat blocked the light.
***
âThought Iâd find you here,â A soft, rugged voice accompanied the creak of the hatch behind him. Jacob could feel Christopher before he could see him, his proximity almost a palpable warmth on his back.
âI so hate to become predictable,â He murmured, having been tugged from the mire of his thoughts. But he smiled. It was a welcome distraction.
âWell, it wasnât much of a mystery; You are perturbed, and when you need solitude there are limited places you can go,â Christopher sidled close to him, his ribs meeting his own like the fond nudge of standing cattle, âIâm just glad you didnât climb the fucking jibboom and perch on it like a crow, because I certainly wouldnât be able to follow.â
Jacob exhaled a gust through his nose - the closest thing to a laugh he could muster. Indeed, heâd thought to take a shift in the lookout nest atop the world and watch the horizon until it blushed with the sunrise. But his injured leg felt leadened and dead beneath him, his adrenaline and stubbornness having finally yielded to pure weariness. He wouldnât be climbing anything for a while.
There was hardly room for the two of them on the narrow foredeck beneath the shipâs figurehead, where the bowsprit thrust like a spear into the dark. The carved woman at their backs leaned eternally forward, her wooden hair streaming, her blind gaze fixed upon the horizon. Beneath her outstretched hands the water peeled away in silver-capped ribbons, parting around Marauderâs prow.
The rail curved tight against their hips; the timber underfoot was damp with brine. Each slow rise of the hull lifted them, then lowered them again, so that they swayed in an unconscious rhythm.
The air changed around them in the few moments of silence. Jacob could feel Christopherâs shift in mood and could sense the dreaded question before it had even formed on the First Mateâs lips.
âWe didnât outrun the Starcatcher by our own strategy, did we?â
Jacob fidgeted with the ring on his finger. He pulled an uneasy breath, âNo, we did not.â
âI see,â Christopherâs neck bobbed, âAnd the skies were clear this morning. Storms donât move in out of the clear blue.â
âNo,â He agreed numbly.
âNeither doâŚâ A swallow, an exhale, âKrakens.â
âIndeed not,â Jacob felt too warm, too trapped on this narrow ledge. But he knew there was no escaping his First Mateâs deductions. Heâd lived through the same day, and had seen all the same unnatural events unfold. What else could be done, but to confront it?
Christopher faced him, then waited for the eye contact that Jacob couldnât muster yet.
âI do not know why I hold sway over the patterns of the ocean. I have never understood itâOnly that I canâŚfeel it, hear it,â He kept his voice barely above a whisper, lest some unsuspecting soul atop the main deck overhear, âI can guide it.â
âGuide it,â Christopher echoed thinly, âIs it magic?â
He lifted one shoulder, then dropped it.
âRaider said he was your brother. Perhaps it is hereditary?â
âPerhaps,â He mused, âBut I have no family line to speak of, no surname, no home. Neither of us do.â
âSurely you have a father,â Christopher scoffed, âYou two didnât just appear out of sea foam like in the Greek storybooks.â
Finally, Jacobâs eyes alighted on Christopherâs blue ones, now steely rings of moonlight, âPerhaps you can see why I kept that secret close. I donât understand it, so how could anyone else? It would only make this ship a target for someone like Red RaiderâSomeone who would seek the glory of conquering a demigod.â
âA demigod,â Christopher seemed to taste the word in his mouth, to feel the way his tongue fit around it. How strange it must be: for a man to learn his lover was a different creature than the one heâd come to knowâperhaps one that wasnât even human to begin with.
âI am sorry. I had hoped there would never be occasion to use my influence over the seas, and therefore never an occasion for it to come to light,â Jacob could feel his chest getting tighter, so he soothed himself with the repetitive, smooth glide of metal on his skin, rotating around and around the axle of his finger, âBut Raider had other plans.â
âMmm,â Christopher waited, as if for more words, more explanations.
And as he waited, the pressure of his silence seemed to coax them out. Jacob squirmed. The firmness in that steely gaze was like the oil press to an olive - a constant, gentle pressure that would open even the most unwilling of fruits.
âHis name is Joshua,â He confessed, âEven our names match, as though someone intentionally gave them to us - though we can never recall what happened at our birth.â
âOr who birthed you,â He finished.
Jacob gave another shrug, inhaling weakly against the squeeze in his chest, âSome things we can never know.â
Christopher picked at a fraying edge of his sleeve. Jacob was relieved that he didnât move away, but instead chose to remain alongside him, his side a solid plane of warmth.
âHow does it work?â
Jacob took a chance at levity, âWell, you see: when a man and woman love one anotherââ
Christopherâs elbow drove lightly into his ribs. âDonât be clever.â
âI am not,â Jacob said, though the ghost of mischief lingered at the upturned corner of his mouth. âThough I admit the temptation to let you believe I was instead hatched like some sea creature, and rose fully formed from the tide.â
Christopher shot him a look.
Jacobâs smile thinned. His gaze drifted past Christopherâs shoulder to the water below, to the dark swell sliding along the darkened planks of the hull.
âIt would be easier,â he added quietly, âif it were something so simple.â
âJacob.â
Jacob held his gaze. Those ice-blue irises held the weight of shared storms, of narrow escapes, and of quiet nights spent with hands clasped in the dark when the rest of the ship slept. Christopher had followed him without question into waters that no sane man would chart willingly. He had bled for him. If there was any soul aboard the Marauder to whom he owed the entire truth, at least as he understood it, it was this one.
He let his gaze drift outward, beyond the silvered wake.
âIt isâŚlike standing in a crowded room and hearing one voice clearer than all the rest of the noise. The ocean is never silent, not to me. She groans and chatters and mutters to herself. Most men hear only the bubbling upon the surface.â
Christopherâs jaw tightened, but he did not interrupt.
âI can feel the tension in a current before it turns,â Jacob continued softly. âWhere pressure gathers. Where it will break into a wave. If I focus - if I open myself to it - I can manipulate it. Only slightly, though. A degree to starboard. A swell lifted here, a trough softened there. Enough to spare us from a razor-sharp reef. Enough to coax a storm into skirting our path instead of swallowing us whole.â
âAnd this time?â Christopher asked.
âThis time I called upon the lightning to assist.â
âI could feel it in the air this morning,â he continued. âThat the conditions were too still. The water had a cross-current beneath it, though the surface lay smooth. You know that feeling before a squall? The way the world seems to pause, as though it has drawn breath and forgotten to release it?â
Christopher gave a small nod.
âThat is when it is possible,â Jacob said plainly. âI cannot summon lightning from a truly clear sky. The charge must already be building between cloud and sea. The wind must be waiting to turn.â His eyes flicked upward briefly. âWhen the tension gathers and lightning is searching for its path downward, I canâŚpersuade it.â
âYou knew of this ability as well,â Christopher said quietly.
âIt is indeed not new knowledge to me.â
He exhaled, shoulders lowering as the admission hung between them.
Jacobâs fingers clumsily fidgeted with his ring again, and the small, habitual motion betrayed his anxieties.
âYou could have told me,â Christopher said quietly.
Jacob stared past him into the seam where the sea met the dark, moonlit sky.
âI did not know how,â he admitted, âAnd I did not want you to look at me differently.â
A flicker of disbelief crossed Christopherâs face. He stepped closer, until the fabric of their coats brushed together.
âI am looking at you differently,â he replied.
âJacob,â he continued, âI just watched you drag a storm out of what the naked eye would perceive as a clear sky and hurtle it towards an enemy. I already know that youâre different.â
âThatâs precisely my point.â
Christopher shook his head once. âNo. Your point is that you decided for me what I could handle.â
The ship shifted beneath them. Jacob shifted his weight from his injured leg onto the other and Christopherâs hand came to his waist automatically, steadying him. He didnât remove it.
âI wasnât trying to shut you out,â Jacob said, âI was only trying to keep you safe.â
âFrom what?â Christopher asked. âFrom you?â
Jacob flinched almost imperceptibly.
âI donât even understand it fully, whatever this is,â he said, his voice cracking in frustration. âHow was I meant to explain it to you? âGood evening, by the way, I can turn the tide and redirect lightning when the airâs right.â It sounds absolutely mad when spoken aloud.â
He swallowed before continuing. âAnd I was afraid.â
Christopherâs jaw tightened. âOf me?â
âOf losing you,â Jacob said plainly. âI thought if you saw the whole of it - of me, of what I can do - you might decide it in your best interest to step away.â
Christopher stared at him, as though the suggestion were clearly absurd and he was waiting for his Captain to realize it.
âDo you really think Iâd run?â he asked.
âI think youâre sensible,â Jacob replied, âAnd this is not.â
For a moment neither spoke. Then, Christopher lifted his hand from Jacobâs waist to the curve of his neck.
âListen to me,â he said. âYouâre not just some kind of dangerous weapon lying in wait until an opportune moment to wreak havoc arises.â His voice dipped lower. âYouâre the man I chose, and you are still him despite the weight of what you hold inside.â
Jacob closed his eyes, and for a moment, he let the weight of Christopherâs touch anchor him to the railing. The night was growing ever colder, but his skin buzzed with heat along the places where their bodies met. He could almost believe, in this moment, that he was just a man and not a thing to be studied, not a mechanism for violence, not a problem to be solved.
Then Christopher drew him in until their foreheads touched and spoke,
âYou could directly command every storm that I encounter in this life and it would not scare me away, but if you ever try to spare me from yourself again, Iâll throw you overboard myself. Understood?â
Jacob nodded against Christopherâs brow. The words "the man I chose" reverberated in his mind, ricocheting into the deepest parts of him that had always ached for belonging. He let the silence linger between them, not wanting to break it with an ill-fitted joke or to shatter this rare, pure stillness. The ship rolled lazily beneath their feet, but with Christopherâs hand still at his neck, and their bodies aligned, Jacob felt capable of braving anything.
It was only then that he stopped to consider how impossibly close they stood, which was far beyond plausible deniability or the guise of simple camaraderie.
It was completely dark now, the sky a mottled shade of deep blue and black. Under the main deck Sorbello and the others would be long abed by now, or at least in quick pursuit of the bottom of a bottle. Up here, beneath the figurehead, they might as well be the only men in the world.
Christopherâs thumb moved to trace the line of Jacobâs jaw - a slow, deliberate motion that sent heat pooling low in his belly.
âChristopher,â he breathed a weak warning, unable to care about how desperate the name sounded as it rolled off his tongue.
âI know, love,â Christopher muttered. His other hand slid to Jacobâs hip, fingers curling into the fabric there. âTell me if you want me to stop.â
Jacobâs answer was to close the remaining distance between them, capturing Christopherâs mouth with his own. The kiss was far from gentle; it carried the weight of the dayâs revelations, of the fear knotted in Jacobâs chest now seeking release. Christopherâs tongue slipped into his mouth, causing him to utter a sound that was half gasp, half moan. His hands found purchase of their own in the lapels of Christopherâs coat. He could feel the evidence of his first mateâs arousal pressing against his thigh, and it made him weak at the knees.
âHere?â he asked, though the tone of his voice held no real protest. They had been reckless before in their encounters but never quite so exposed as this, with only the cover of darkness to shield them from anyoneâs wandering gaze.
âHere,â Christopher confirmed. His hand slid to the front of Jacobâs breeches, cupping him, causing his hips to jerk forward involuntarily. âUnless youâd rather I take you back to your cabin, where Iâll have to keep you quiet.â
Jacobâs breath hitched at the suggestion.
âYou bastard,â he said weakly.
âYou love it,â Christopher smirked. There was such warmth in his voice, such affection beneath the air of teasing, that he thought his heart might burst.
Christopher kissed him again, slower this time, as his fingers deftly worked at the fastenings of Jacobâs breeches. The night air was cool against his flushed skin as he was freed from the confines of the fabric, and he shuddered at the contrast. The thought was cut short as the warmth of Christopherâs palm wrapped around his length.
âLook at you,â he murmured, his voice turning low and reverent the way it always did when they were able to sneak in a moment alone like this. His hand stroked once, then twice, and Jacob had to bite down on his lip to keep from crying out. âSo perfect and responsive for me.â
âChristopher, please -â
âShh,â Christopher soothed, âI will take care of you.â He immediately sank to his knees, his hands steadying Jacobâs hips as he took him into his mouth.
The first touch of his mouth sent a shudder reverberating through Jacobâs entire frame, and he was almost brought to his own knees. Christopherâs tongue traced the underside of his cock lazily before taking him deeper, and Jacobâs hand flew to his uninjured shoulder in response. He gripped him almost hard enough to bruise, bracing his other hand against the base of the figurehead. Her carved eyes stayed fixed on the horizon, almost as if sheâd agreed to keep watch as they stole this moment for themselves.
Christopher worked him with the practiced ease of a man who had learned Jacobâs body as thoroughly as heâd learned the Marauder's rigging.
âGod,â Jacob gasped, tangling his fingers in Christopherâs windswept, flaxen hair. âChristopher, I -â
Christopher hummed around him, and the vibration sent sparks up Jacobâs spine. His hands slid around to grip his ass, pulling him in deeper still. Jacob clamped a hand over his own mouth in a mostly fruitless attempt to muffle the sound of the loud, broken moan that suddenly tore from his throat.
Christopher had set a maddening rhythm, and Jacob knew that he wouldnât last long at this pace. His injured leg throbbed, but the pain was becoming distant now, drowned out by the overwhelming pleasure of Christopherâs mouth on him, by the pressure, the wet heat, and their shared obscene sounds. Jacob's fingers tightened in his hair - a silent warning - but he didn't pull away. Instead he doubled his efforts, and Jacob finally came with an audible, strangled cry. Wave after wave of pleasure crashed through him, leaving him shaking and boneless, held upright only by Christopher's hands and the railing at his back.
When he finally came back to himself, Christopher was rising to his feet, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. There was a satisfied smirk on his face that Jacob wanted to kiss off of him, and so he did. He gently tucked himself back into his breeches, then pulled him close, pressing a kiss to mouth and then another to his temple. He buried his face in Christopher's neck, breathing in the familiar scent of him. He could feel the hard line of his neglected arousal still pressed against his hip.
Christopher's hand came up to cup the back of Jacob's head, his thumb stroking through the hair at his nape. The simple touch held an unspoken promise - later, it whispered against Jacobâs skin, when we're somewhere I can take my time with you - and Jacob shivered in response.
They stood there for a long moment, wrapped in each other's arms, the ship rocking gently beneath them and the stars scattered across the night sky like diamonds on velvet. Whatever came next, whatever Raider had planned, they would face it together. For now, that was enough.
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The door swung open with a creak like a crypt gate, as though the ship knew what weighed on Christopherâs heart.
But then he entered candlelight, warmth, and Jacobâs scent, the ceiling hanging low and enclosing him into the intimate familiarity of these quarters. He sighed wearily, like a man coming home from a long journey.
The table was worn and cluttered, just as it had always beenâwith journals and maps and diagrams of the stars. The bed had been stripped of its bloody sheets and a fresh set beckoned him into their fragrant warmth. Lantern light wrapped him in flickering gold. It was impossible not to feel at ease here, where heâd always found such respite and comfort. This place had begun to feel more like home than any place on land.
And there, in the chair at the head of the table, sat his Captain. Jacobâs clothes were loose, his neckline open, shirt long and untuckedâAs though heâd begun to undress but had been distracted by a more pressing task. He was positioned sideways in his seat, one heeled boot beating a soft rhythm against the floor. The other thigh was flung over an armrest, upon which rested a hefty tome, its leather cover cradling delicate yellowed pages. Jacob slouched low over his writing.
âThat canât be comfortable,â Christopher smiled.
As Christopher neared, Jacob tilted the book shut. Entrancing dark eyes flicked up at his entrance, âHello, love.â
âYou never dressed your wounds,â He gestured, âI shouldâve returned the favor and seen to them for you.â
The shadow of an endeared smile toyed at his lips, âYou were in no condition.â
âEven so,â He shrugged, âI wouldâveâShouldâve.â
Jacob kept his face downcast and dropped his gaze, his fingernails distractedly tracing the borders of the intricate design on his journal. His heel tapped unevenly. His leg bobbed against his armrest. Ever a bundle of untapped energy, every gesture revealed a mind tumultuous with thoughts, a man wound as tightly as a rope.
A rope being pulled, pulled, pulled from both ends.
âMay I?â Christopher knelt.
Stoic coffee eyes melted with warmth, their corners crinkling, âIf you like.â
For a few heartbeats he just watched upward, soaking in every swell of breath, every nuanced detail in his expression. Heâd shaved the wispy remains of his facial hairâperhaps in defiance of his doppelgängerâand now his face was as smooth as a babeâs, reverting his years. Dark hair framed Jacobâs soft features like the mane of a lion, the chocolate waves tumbling freely down his shoulders. His sun-bronzed skin soaked up the candle light. Lips the delicate pink of a childâs hair ribbon hung ajar, as though almost forming words.
âI would. That is, yes. I would like to.â Christopher murmured gently, âAnd to remind you this: While you have so faithfully been my caretaker, I am also yours.â
Jacob smiled fullyâa genuine, truthful one.
How had Christopher ever thought that the Red Raider had been a doppelgänger? Surely that face could never match the pure beauty that radiated from his lover now? How had he seen anything but malice in the strangerâs eyes, when they were incapable of warming with the same fondness he saw here? No, Raider was simply a shadow of his love.
Christopher took Jacobâs thigh and guided it off the chair arm, then eased the molded leather boot off his heel. It fell with a clumsy thud behind him.
Jacobâs pupils seemed to dilate at the gesture, the metered rhythm of his breathing catching in the silence.
âGive me the other,â He coaxed.
Jacob obediently offered his wounded leg. Its muscles were far less willing, his foot dragging against the wood like a lame animalâs.
âThatâs it,â He grunted as he slipped the opposite boot off, wincing in sympathy as it came away bloody, âOh, you bled everywhere. Fuck, itâs all over your stocking.â
Indeed, the metallic tang of a battlefield filled his senses as he revealed the extent of the damage. So much had been concealed by the dark fabric of Jacobâs pants and the cleansing waters of the storm.
âI thought it was rainwater,â He shrugged indifferently, eyes flat and cold. Defensive.
âTake off your trousers?â Christopher steeled himself to face the injury. He could not bear it if Jacobâs wounds had been deeper than his own, and yet he had been the one to sleep like a babe. If heâd been the one swaddled in warm sheets, his wound lovingly stitched and bound, had Jacob been wordlessly suffering? How could Christopher have been so oblivious?
Jacob unfastened his belt, his pants, then shimmied the garment out from beneath his hips, his long shirt hem concealing all but the topmost aspects of his thighs.
Christopher took over, easing the fabric away one fraction at a time. Then he reached the blackened and dirtied paste of dried blood. Here he paused and pulled an uneasy breath.
âYou donât have to, Christopher,â He sighed, pearl colored teeth gnawing the pinkness of his lower lip into a bruised shade.
âNo, I just needââ He found the bottle of liquor, which still rested there on the table from Jacobâs earlier efforts, âI think the cloth is fused to the skin. I need to wet it again.â
Jacob nodded in acceptance, breath bated as the bottle hovered in midair above the gash.
âReady?â
âMmm,â He nodded.
âIt will hurt dearly,â He clenched his teeth in preparation, in empathy, knowing the way it would feel, âYou can slap me if it helps,â He joked.
Brown eyes converged on his blue ones, offering an encouraging smile, âI am no stranger to pain.â
Christopher barely had time to register that statement before the alcohol dribbled in a pungent, vaporous stream.
Jacob merely let his eyelids flutter shut. His teeth pressed two symmetrical divots in his lip. His hand clenched down tightly on the spine of the book at his side. Otherwise there was no reaction, just the sound of his strained breaths in the quiet of the cabin.
âAch, Iâm sorry,â Christopher pulled back the cloth from the glue of his hours-old injury, taking scab and flaky blood with it. âBlast, Iâve started it bleeding again. Iâm so sorry.â
âStop apologizing,â Jacob winced, âJust do as you must.â
The pants came away completely, leaving him bare, exposed, his smooth skin streaked and stained like a rusted barrel. The cut at Christopherâs eye level wept droplets like ruby beads at a ladyâs throat, and the incision ran deeper than he could say. All he saw was scarlet and black in a horizontal ribbon across his thigh.
He poured more liquor and tried to ignore the aromas mingling into a nauseating blend of iron and alcohol. Of sweaty skin, severed and oozing. It was the smell of pain, and he was the one inflicting it.
âAlright, Iâve got to clean it,â Christopher took a handkerchief and a rolled bandage from the table and drew nearer. He mightâve been distracted by how intimately close he was, surrounded by the warmth of his Captainâs bare legsâa place heâd been many times before. But all he could see was the terrible wound before him. Each pass with the kerchief came away red with both old blood and new, revealing more and more of what lay beneath.
Jacobâs back arched involuntarily as Christopher poured, wiped, and poured again. A wrinkle set itself firmly between his eyebrows. Then a shudder betrayed his well-concealed agony. But he never made a sound, his voice dormant behind slow, meditative breaths. So he was accustomed to hiding pain. How much more lay hidden inside him, to be peeled away and exposed like this physical wound?
âYour men suspect you may be a woman,â Christopher made an attempt to distract him, careful to hide which man had divulged this information.
Jacob frowned, in confusion or in pain, Christopher couldnât say, âAnd why do they suspect that?â
âBecause you are beautiful,â He said frankly, âAnd they envy me that I warm your bed at night.â
âThey say beauty is like a fruit treeâs blossoms; Flowers have their season, but their true purpose runs deeper than their face.â
How very cryptic, Christopher noted.
âPerhaps thatâs another reason the men suspect: Youâre a poet and a beauty,â The cloth finally exposed the wound in its entirety, and now the alcohol ran unhindered through the bed of the incision. It was not too deep after allâOnly ugly and weeping with neglect, âYou are full of pretty words.â
âI see,â Jake mused over this awhile, breathing slowly, allowing a silence to brew and build and stretch the seconds. Then, âLet them suspect, I suppose. It does no harm.â
Christopher dared a look up into that youthful, bronzed face, âYou arenât dishonored?â
âWhy would I be? There is no dishonor in being a mystery,â He leaned his temple against one fist, propping his elbow against his armrest and holding his eye contact with an amused smile, âOr in being found feminine, if thatâs what you mean? Nay, the feminine is the birthplace of the world; the very creator of humanity.â
âThe Christians disagree, Jacob,â Christopher laughed lightheartedly. He had never been religious and their pious mythologies amused him.
But above him Jacobâs smile decayed, âTell me, Christopher, is Calypso not feminine? The very womb of the ocean we tame?â
He glanced upwards again, attempting to decipher whatever hidden meaning resided behind those solemn eyes, âCalypso, yes, but also sirens. The deadly vipresses of the blackest seas. Harlots. Temptresses of myth and lore.â
âThe myth and lore are written by men who crave creationâor credit for it, rather. They would demonize one to glorify the other: a male god they cannot prove,â Jacob began that old habit, releasing his journal from his grip and instead spinning the signet ring on his finger, âBut the ocean breathes, does it not? Does the world not teem with life that sprang from some womb? Can we not see the proof before us?â
Christopher just watched him, his hands falling to rest on the meat of his Captainâs upper thigh. He suddenly felt like a saint kneeling at his altar, privately worshipping a god all his own.
âNo, I am not dishonored.â
The ring kept spinning, his thumb pushing the metal over and over, as repetitively as a millâs wheel. So Jacob was indeed thinking of something deep and private, but Christopher could not connect his words with anything of substance. Instead he had more questions than answers.
âWell, you are an enigma, Jacob,â He thoughtfully chewed his lip and began to wind a bandage around the thigh, âWhy let them believe youâre something other than what you are?â
âThey have believed me to be many things in my life on the seaâA demon, a philosopher, a soothsayer, all of which I am not,â He spoke plainly now, but it revealed nothingâIt only made Christopher dizzy, âThe illusion is the game. The reputation is everything. The mystery is what keeps their fascination, and in turn their obedience.â
Pay attention. Our Captain has been keeping secrets. And he is much more powerful than we know.
âAnd what are you?â
Jacob leaned forward and slouched low over his wound. Those gentle lips touched Christopherâs with an intoxicating, amorous softness, a kiss that was over far too soon, âA man. One with a thirst for the unknown and the unexplored. One who has gained a crewâa First Mateâby his own merit and wiles.â
âAnd what else?â He hardly spoke the words.
Jacob stilled, the spiced rum pigment in his eyes roaming studiously over Christopherâs features. Candlelight flickered through the silken curtain of his hair. For one so fidgety, he was also capable of such stillness, such pregnant silences. He ran his tongue over his lower lip, whetting it in preparation, âWhat else? A twin, I suppose.â
A twin. So Raider was not a doppelgänger, and not an inhuman monster from the sea. Sorbello had been right in that regard: both Captains were of the same blood, the same wombâWhoeverâs womb that might be.
âOh,â His voice shook. He couldnât properly enjoy Jacobâs closeness, his thighs surrounding Christopherâs ribs and his pulse soaking into his skin. He was remembering Red Raider the instant theyâd clashed swords, when heâd been caught, petrified by marble-white eyes, âI didnât know you had any living kin.â
âNeither did I,â He confessed thinly. His newly shaven jaw revealed his revulsion for the man, however, as though Jacob had done it purely to separate his likeness from Red Raiderâs. This detail was a comfort to Christopherâevidence that he wasnât alone in his distrust of the masked one. That perhaps Jacob hadnât sold them out willingly, but had instead been forced into a stalemate.
âIs that why he spared us? Is Red Raider a friend, simply hunting family ties?â
His gaze darkened, his pupils swelling with hidden memories. There was a distant growl, barely on the edge of Christopherâs awarenessâA roll of thunder on the horizon.
âI thought surely that was the end for us. How did we walk away from that?â He was all too aware of the advice heâd been givenâto pay attention, to listen well and glean whatever information he could. So many lives hung in the balance of Jacobâs secretive arrangement, âWhat did you say to him?â
Warm, gentle hands cradled either side of Christopherâs face, the blown pupils gazing fixedly into his own, âLove, can I trust you?â
He swallowed thickly, âImplicitlyâ
âYou will stay by my side? Always?â An intensity crept into his expression thenâThe same thinly veiled panic heâd worn at their bloody reunion.
The ship groaned beneath them and they could feel a change in its monotonous rocking as it tipped over a stronger swell of the sea. It was the kind of swell that made his insides feel as fluttery as butterfly wings. A loose coin slid from the table and skittered away in a looping, lazy pattern. Either the moon pulled the tides stronger tonight, or the winds were changing.
âYes,â He said, even as Jacobâs pupils enlarged further. The honey sweetness in them was being swallowed by pitch and fear, until only the outer rim retained its rich brown hues. He looked like a prey animal ready to bolt. He looked terrified.
He opened his lips, held his breath, âIââ
âCaptain?â
The color returned to Jacobâs eyes in a blink as a heavy-handed fist thudded thrice at their door.
âLifeboat approaching portside,â It was Sorbello, his voice distinctive and clear through the wood, âIt is Red Raider. He requests permission to come aboard.â
âRaider?â Christopher gasped, a sudden fear slicing in his chest. His shoulder ached anew at the mere mention of the man.
Jacobâs inhale fluttered unevenly through his throat. But then he passed a hand through his chocolate mane, and whatever emotion had soaked through his stoic front retreated again behind a mask of stone, âLet him aboardâAnd be hospitable toward him, lest you bruise the jackanapeâs pride!â
âI thought we were rid of him,â Christopher frowned deeply as Jacob stood and slipped dexterously around him, shirttail billowing in his wake. Even wounded and tired, he barely moved with any limp, and his soft footfalls were completely inaudible without his boots.
âAnd Sorbello?â Jacob hurriedly stripped his bloody stockings off. Then his shirt came over his head in a wad of linen, wrinkled by the rainwater that had dried across his sloped shoulders, âTell him I only require a quarter hour more. Placate him with the rum if you have to.â
There was a grumble of confirmation before the man lumbered off, lightening their threshold of his shadow.
âFuck,â Jacob cursed. He crossed to the vanity, where a low table stood laden with a shallow basin and pitcher of water. There, he poured the sudsy mixture over its accompanying cloth and haphazardly began to bathe himself, âI had intended to have more time, beforeâŚâ He faded off as he determinedly cleaned the center of his chest, the sides of his neck, under his armsâanywhere particularly smelling of sweat and human.
âBeforeâŚ?â Christopher could only use one arm as he pulled himself from the floor, wincing as he enlisted the help of Jacobâs empty chair. He could feel the stitches stretch with the motion, the chapped heat of his severed edges flaring.
Dark eyes sliced his way, âYou will hear it soon enough. He intends to address us all.â
A weight settled into Christopherâs stomach. He nodded slowly, realizing just how entangled they must be. They were to be occupied by the enemy, and Jacob would allow it.
âOh.â
âHe gave me a few hours to gather myself, but it wasnât enough fucking time,â Jacob passed a sopping rag down the bloodstained streaks on his leg. Loose droplets of water fell to the floor around him, tinged the rusty brown of his aged blood.
Christopher chewed the inside of his cheek as he took in Jacobâs smooth, narrow shape, watching the golden softness of his skin disappear behind fresh new garments. One moment he was naked as a babe, save for the white cloth ribbon around his thigh. Then a loose new shirt hid a birdlike chest. Jacob slipped his agile, leanly muscled legs into plain burgundy breeches, then hopped in place as he tucked the bottom hem of his blouse.
Christopher smiled. Though he favored his good leg and the motion was endearingly crooked, Jacob still managed to have the grace of a dancer.
âMy belt please, Christopher?â Jacob asked. His voice was tight and clipped, but he spared the First Mate a shred of warmth through the gaps in his defenses.
âHmm? Oh, of course,â He found it there, the leather strap snaking through the discarded garments on the floor. He watched as slender, spidery fingers fastened buttons and ties with jerky, distracted movements, but he didnât really see them. Christopherâs mind was away with his thoughts.
âLove, can I trust you?â
What had he been ready to say? What had he been writing in that book he held so close? So much had transpired today, and the questions ate holes in him.
âChristopher,â Jacob drew near, crossing the floor in two brisk strides. Suddenly he was within his reach again, those magical eyes mere inches from his own and the warmth of his proximity warming his skin. That velvet smooth face was set again in a panicked, hollow stare, âPromise meâI must warn you not to believe anything he says. He is a gambler behind a snakish smile, and will say anything to achieve an end.â
Christopher nodded and allowed his hands to fall naturally at Jacobâs waist. He understood gamblingâThat anyone was capable of hiding behind a front. All humans wore masks in their own right.
Jacob searched his features as though hunting for whatever doubt hid behind them. Then, satisfied, he nodded tensely, âI will explain when I can. Tonight, aye?â
âAye, tonight,â He whispered. He felt a sudden rush of affection as he beheld a tanned and lovebitten breast, silver necklace pendants collecting there in the depression at its center. Christopher had left those marks. He still remembered the way that golden skin had felt under his lips, sweating and then bruising and then trembling. And tonight, he might leave more.
Jacobâs expression shifted slightly, as though he saw Christopherâs thoughtsâAs though he was joining him there in his fantasy. He breathed gently between soft lips, the short gusts playing at Christopherâs neck like a spring breeze.
Suddenly he seemed so small, his dainty stature made even more evident in moments like theseâwhen Christopher still wore his boots and Jacob stood barefoot. Now, Christopher could see the pale stripe of skin in the off-center part of his hair. He could cup his face and look down on him like the sun looks on a daisy. It made him human. It brought him from his lofty, unreachable glamour as a guarded Captain in his regalia, and placed him within armâs reach.
Like this, Christopher felt closer to him. In this dim, intimate room the two could set aside their status as Captain and First Mate. Here they could just be fellow creatures of passion, equal in their lust and affection.
âI want to throw Raider overboard and fuck you until tomorrow,â Christopher murmured, voice husky with desire. He wanted it so badly it hurt. Could they not just hide awhile longer and ignore the dangers and mysteries of the world around them?
This earned him a half-laughâA beautiful, buttery smooth sound that vibrated low in his chest, âIf only.â
***
The sky was beginning to bruise with purple-pink shades, and the Raider fell upon them like a shadow. He stood at the railing of the top deck, a silhouette overseeing his conquest, drink in hand and broad cavalier hat casting his face in darkness.
The sea lapped at the shipâs hull, a constant watery metronome. A heartbeat. Masts rose like cathedral steeples above them, their dark looming shapes forming naked spires toward the heavens, but in a way they felt safe. A canopy to guard them from the great monsters and terrors that had yesterday been only legend.
But they did not protect from the monster in their midst. The one who wore scarlet silks and ruby velvets, encrusted with glass beads and embroidered designs in gold thread. He had changed from his battle gear and now he was dressed in his finery, a king dipped in blood.
âFriends!â The silhouette trilled gaily, almost musically, âA word, if you please.â
Begrudgingly, each battle-wearied man turned at the voice.
âWell, multiple words, rather, chained together in succession,â He laughedâA bright and syrupy one, like a hyenaâs chortle, âI wouldnât dream of being misleading.â
Christopher perched on the stairs between decks and propped his injured arm against the banister. Already he felt nauseous with distrust. Raiderâs voice was identical to Jacobâs, but he used it so differently that it hardly matteredâThe two were worlds apart. Jacob laughed so sparingly, so politely, that it heightened the sense of falseness in his twinâs character.
âI wouldnât dream of being misleading.â
He was already weaving his web of deception, using his words to stack his deck at its foundation. Fucking snake.
âBrother, dear? Care to join me?â Raider gave a large, theatrical gesture, âYour men need to hear this from you too, you know.â
A murmur of confusion passed over the crewman like a blanket, their voices a dull hum on the briny twilit wind. Brother.
Jacob stepped forward, his boots thunking hollowly on the deck. He walked heavilyâuncharacteristically so, as though this night weighed him down. His back was as straight as a bayonet blade, his face as unreadable as a blank page. Then he stilled, hands braced on the banister, his only movement the gentle ripple of his hair in the breeze and the flutter of the fresh scarf at his throat like a flag of surrender. He stood rigidly, unwillingly, a statue by his twinâs side.
Raider stepped into the light of a nearby lantern and the murmuring rose louder. He wore no mask now, and his facial features were unobstructed, revealing his perfect likeness to Marauderâs captain. Duplicates, standing like matching towers above them, one bearded and one smooth-faced, one befeathered and embroidered and one practical and plain. Both wearing the same bone structure and the same willowy frame. The same dark eyes surveyed them all in tandem.
Christopher tried to ignore the burn of Sorbelloâs gaze on him, boring holes into his neck. You see it yet?
Then Red Raiderâs face split into a devilish grin, âI know you are frightened of me. Confused. Angry. I upset your voyage and disrupted your day. How very rude of me.â
Christopher had to chew his lip to keep the protests in. Voices erupted around him, but they dulled into silence as the flamboyant man cleared his throat. They all wanted answers. Assurances. Any future other than this lonely death in an uncharted sea.
âBut you see, it was all necessary. Nobody was irreparably harmed, and I have made my case to your benevolent Captain, here,â At this, he flung an arm around Jacobâs shoulders with the familiarity of an old friendship, âIâll allow him to tell you himself.â
Jacob didnât acknowledge the embrace, nor the brim of the hat that crowded him. He opened his lips, his voice steady, âMen, I commend you. Those of you that fought, you did it bravely. Those who rowed or toiled to save our sailcloth, I thank you deeply.â
Raider nodded enthusiastically along, as though it wasnât his own monster that had attacked them so viciously. The longest feather in his hat batted at Jacobâs ear like a kittenâs paw.
âAnd those of you that lost your wits, well,â Jacob didnât react to the comical intrusion of the rogue feather, only pressed solemnly on, âIt is excused under the circumstances. And I hope youâve found them again, for theyâll be needed in the time to come.â
âThere was a Kraken, Captain,â A scratchy voice came from the back.
âIs it really true?â Another asked, âI was below, and the ship heaved as though weâd run aground!â
âI saw it!â This voice cracked in fear, beginning low and ending like a pubescent boyâs, âI saw the tentaclesâbig around as an oxâs ribs!â
âOh, that was just my pretty pet,â Red Raider gestured vaguely at the water, âYes, itâs true that It has an affinity for eating sailors and squashing boatsâGreat fun, reallyâBut It obeys Myself alone.â
âWhich is whyââ
âWhich is whyâŚâ Raider shook Jacob fondly, silencing him with a glance, âIt is imperative that my life and limb remain intact. I know you havenât the kindest idea of me yet, but think on what would happen if that chain link were to break and the harness on the beast released? It has smelled you, and It was denied.â
More murmuring spread like ashes whipped up by a wind. Fear swelled almost tangibly in the air. Distrust. But, Christopher mused, that was by design, wasnât it? Raider was only stacking his cards and playing them one by one.
âMarauder hereâMy beloved brotherâunderstands the nuances of this delicate situation,â He fixed his attention on the man beneath his arm, as though he no longer addressed the crew, but instead spoke directly to his ear, âIsnât that right, beloved? You know the stakes here, and why we must work together to achieve a common goal?â
Christopher could practically see the poisonous honey dripping from his words, the smug glee in his coffee brown eyes. He was reveling in this, in having won, in having Jacob pinned, a moth with its wing tacked down in a gilded frame.
âAnd what is that common goal?â Christopher spoke with his teeth gritted. He wanted to separate his lover from the grasp of his venomous twin and protectively place himself between them. But he would have to make do with simply drawing his attention away.
âAn excellent question,â Raiderâs eyes slid reluctantly to his own crystal blue ones. Then his hand tightened on Jacobâs shoulder like a talon, his knuckles armored with a collection of bulky, gaudy rings. He was like a scarlet dragon guarding his hoard, âShall you tell them, or shall I?â
There was an almost imperceptible flutter of emotion across Jacobâs features. Was it fear? Anger? Perhaps resignation. The twilit sky painted his skin a sickly grey.
âMen, we are abandoning the voyage for now,â Miraculously, Jacob kept his voice steady despite the ensuing uproar, although Christopher could see the change in his breath and the pink blotches on his chest, creeping slowly above the scarf he wore to hide his bruises, âWe will adjust our course and make for the nearest port. We need to resupply, make ourselves ready, and repair the Krakenâs damage before we can set out anew.â
âOh the Kraken didnât set your ship aflame, dear brother!â Raider smiled broadly, another musical cackle carrying brightly across the deck, âLetâs not lie, now. You owe your crew your honesty, since they so nearly died in your service.â
Christopher caught Raiderâs implication, bringing him back to the conversation in Sorbelloâs quarters. Who do you think started the fire on the deck and chased off the beast? Who do you think called the lightning bolt? I saw Marauder point and shout his command. It was almost undeniable now, short of hearing it from the man himself. Heâd heard it from too many independent sources. But he didnât want it to be true. Because if they were right, Jacob had indeed used a kind of magic, and Christopher didnât know him at all.
The damage in question was a deep, splintered hole in the deck nearest the shipâs prow, still smelling of smoldering ash and smoke. Its edges were encrusted with charcoal, signs of a once raging fire. But extending onward like petrified ripples, were random, spider-web patterns like painted tree limbs, etched deeply into the deck.
âIt was lightning, Sir,â A voice came gruffly, like the bark of a guard dog, âWe were caught in a storm. Lightning struck us. We were saved by natureâs wrath, nothing more.â
All eyes flashed toward the mast, where a burly man leaned his solid shoulders against it, arms crossed above the furry expanse of a muscular chest. Sorbello.
âAnd we are very lucky it did, as your monster so nearly had us,â He paused to draw a long, deep inhale, the vertical sword tattoo on his breast rising as if in defense of his heart. Then he let his air out in a huff, âPerhaps we should take it as a sign that the skies object to your unnatural beast.â
There was a beat of silence. Two.
Christopher locked eyes with those shining obsidian ones, hidden like beetles under the manâs stony brow. He gave a tight nod. Thank you, friend.
Then Raider relinquished his twin, straightened to his full height, and strode down the steps. Dainty embroidered boots clicked on the planks. Then he stopped for a tick alongside Christopher, who fought to keep himself from shrinking back from his strange, imposing aura. It was instinct, deep and primal, and he could barely resist it.
A hand hooked directly atop the bandage on Christopherâs shoulder, squeezed, then released. âExcuse me, good lad,â He smiled broadly, as though he had enjoyed Christopherâs gasp of surprise and pain, then strolled confidently on.
âAnd how lucky you were,â Raider slid within inches of Sorbelloâs tattooed forearms, eyes regarding the man like he was appraising a cut of meat, âHow wonderful it is to have such loyal men, so willing to stick out their necks.â
Holy hell, heâs going to kill him.
Christopherâs head swiveled between each twinâHis Captain and his enemyâHis breath catching in fear. His mouth dried out. He could almost envision the moment when Raider would draw his bladeâA straight, dainty one to match the tiny man who wielded itâAnd bring it down across one of Sorbelloâs jugulars in a blurred flash. The blood would stain the floor the same color as Raiderâs tailored coat.
But Jacob, normally so fearsome and stately in his tri-cornered crown and smoky kohl lined eyes, seemed deflated and subdued.
âDo not forget, Raider: You are protected by pirate code,â Christopher interjected, willing his voice to boom with authority, âYour protection extends until you break it.â
As if in answer to his rally call, crewmen placed rope calloused palms to sword pommels, their grips braced for battle. Relief softened the sharpness of Christopherâs breaths. Loyal men, indeed. He wondered if Raider could say the same about his own, over on the gilded Starcatcher.
The feathers on Raiderâs hat seemed to twitch of their own accord, as though they belonged to an animal. An angry, threatened animal. But the Red Devil simply turned, the same bright, gleaming smile stretched across his features, âAnd how fortuitous for myself that you are men of honor. The code is gospel.â
He took a step forward, then another, until he was wreathed on all sides by weathered crewmen, all in various states of unrest. Some fidgeted in silence. Some grumbled profanities. Even more gleamed with nervous sweat, glimmering in the lantern light as they waited, poised in the silence before the stormâWhen Raider would attack again.
But there was no storm. There was no attack. Just a calm, quiet return to the top deck, with Raider meandering through the crowd, a bird poking through tall reeds.
âI will join you in your voyage, lads,â The impish smile shone as he encircled Jacobâs shoulders once again, âWeâll get that ugly burn hole patched, rejuvenate ourselves, and set out for an adventure, aye? We travel as one, and this ship is under my command.â
An explosion of protests nearly split Christopherâs ear.
But nothing rang as loudly as Jacobâs silence, for his silence meant his surrender.
***
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This strangerâs ship felt so foreign under Jacobâs feetâso unlike the living motion of his own vessel. This one felt dead and still. Its planks were more solid than a lighthouse, the sheer weight of its hull and its cargo neutralizing the oceanâs dipping motion. Compared to the constant cradle rocking of The Marauder, Starcatcher felt ironically earthbound.
And Jacob felt imprisoned within its impersonal walls.
The battle had been lost, yet his life had been spared on one condition: To board this enemy ship and entertain its Captainâs questions. Christopher lay tied and bleedingâperhaps dyingâon Marauderâs deck with the rest of her crew, waiting for the diplomacy of their leader to save their skins. So what choice did he have but to strike a bargain?
Now he sat, rigid and silent in an opulently carved wooden chair, legs crossed in a weak disguise of repose. His molded leather tricorn was settled precariously on his knee, as though the thing had grown sentience and was trying to escape this stifling room. A brief image flashed through Jacobâs mindâof the hat transfiguring into a nervous lap dog and leaping free with a terrified yip. But there was no humor in it.
He felt like a cornered animal himself.
Would he be questioned and tortured? Killed outright? Had he been reduced to a nameless prisoner, another slave to Raiderâs whims to be used and discarded, then hung from the mast as an example?
The room around him wept wealth and pretense, the air thick with incense smoke. Wrought iron lanterns glowed merrily from their sconces. The morning sun through the tall windows cast swaths of gold in the air, catching the undulating currents and curlicues of smoke in shifting patterns. There were velvet curtains and tapestries in rich jewel tones at every turn, clinging to the painted wooden walls like a ladyâs skirts. And before Jacob stood a table, its surface littered with paper scrolls, books, and wax drippings, along with various trinkets from the depths of this manâs pocketsâcoins, dice, a lone ivory chess piece, a glass bauble full of dyed streaks. The clutter was suffocating.
Jacob practically vibrated with tension as he waited, on the edge of snapping from his chair and retreating to the familiarity of his own quarters aboard his own ship. At least the clutter there was his own, the papers useful and the trinkets sentimental. Here, he felt like he sat in the center of a dragonâs poisoned hoard.
âSo tell me:â This stranger flapped the tail of his exquisitely embroidered coatâlikely a motion of flamboyant habit, as he made the gesture with such ease and confidence. Then he flopped into the high-backed chair at the tableâs head, âHow does a man with an exact replica of my face evade me time and time again? And in my own territory?â
Jacob said nothing, choosing instead to glower in a sullen rage.
âMy face isnât quite so beautiful when itâs so sour and hostile,â He warned, âI thought we were friends by now.â
Off came the nameless figureâs wide-brimmed hat, then he dropped it unceremoniously on the mess of litter between them. The hatâs loud, befeathered presence made a show of almost laughable extravaganceâthough levity escaped Jacob in these present circumstances.
Jacob only drummed his fingers against the cup of rum heâd been given as a thin display of hospitality. But despite its alluring draw, he didnât partake. He knew it would dull his mind and thin the blood that still beaded up from the gash at his thigh. So instead he absently fidgeted as his mind raced, his eyes measuring the man across from him as a lynx measures its prey. He imagined the lynxâs teeth sinking into that smooth, tan neck, the blood spurting across the table and ruining that hideous hatâ
âI know. Iâm wasting your time. Youâll be wanting to get home to your loverââ
Jacob bristled defensively.
His mirror image smiled, those full, pink lips spreading into an almost inhumanly wide grin. A neat row of clean teeth the color of sun bleached whale bone gleamed back at him.
âOh, was that a secret? I see his kisses all over your chest,â He flashed his matching one, its smooth, hairless contours an exact duplicate of Jacobâs slight build, only without the scattered red-purple marks, âPardon my deductionâonly he practically threw himself on my blade for you, and those bruises are fresh. Youâve been sailing for a third fortnight, so you havenât a bonny lass at a port town, aye? No buxom bosom to rest your mangy headââ
âYou and I are twins,â Jacob supplied dryly, âEstranged from birthâif we were born at all.â He didnât humor the obvious bait, meant to antagonize and belittle and establish dominance. No, Jacob wouldnât be buried by this manâs glamour and bravado.
The man leaned back in his gaudy upholstered chair and propped his closely fitted boots on the table, momentarily silenced. He tapped their narrow soles together with three brisk clicks, âIt would appear to be so, Brother.â
âI make my own deductions,â Jacob spat, âLike why a man needs to call upon a beast to intercept his opponent.â
âWhy does a man call upon a lightning bolt to save his sweet blonde love?â
âA threatened bear bites.â
âAh,â Starcatcherâs Captain stood and circled the table. His fingers, gaudy with rings and mixed metal baubles, traced the wood with a soft whisper. Then he took the cup from his identical counterpartâs hand, the sickly sweet smile never leaving his dark, shining eyes. He drank deeply and placed one ruffled sleeve against Jacobâs headrest, drawing intimately near. So near that Jacobâs senses were filled with whatever exotic oils perfumed his disappointingly un-bitten neck, âAnd what does the bear do when heâs kept in a cage?â
Jacob felt a sheen of sweat dampen his underarms. He smelled his own fear oozing from his traitorous body, and it was all he could do not to lash out like a snake in a trap.
The man grinned, wry and wide, and exhaled a sour plume of liquor vapor, âHe dances.â
***
Christopher slept deeply beside him, his battered body nestled securely into Jacobâs sheets. His face was weathered and the corners of his eyes were carved with lines from years of squinting against harsh sunlight, but now his features were soft and smooth in rest. He looked so tranquil, so distant from the agony heâd surely wake to.
Jacob reached out and smoothed a lock of fine, brassy hair away from his forehead, then studied every facet of his features. The line of his jaw was strong and his brow bone was stronger, the structure of his face so plainly visible beneath his fair English skin. Blue eyes hid behind delicate kohl-lined lids, the lashes pale and sun bleached. Short, coarse facial hair surrounded soft pink lipsâones that had given kisses so freely.
Jacob smiled. Those sweet lips had lavished him with beautiful words and the tongue behind them had given such blinding, knee-weakening pleasure. And Jacob had freely taken it.
Guilt knotted his insides and the smile died. His heart felt choked, like its chambers were full of stones rather than blood. Stones heavy enough to drag him down, down into the oceanâs depthsâŚ
âIâm so sorry, Christopher,â He murmured, barely a whisper, âYour wounds are my own fault. Why do you love me, when all I have brought you is pain?â
Christopher answered only with his rhythmic, gusty breaths.
âWhy do I take from you, when I cannotâŚâ Jacob thoughtfully fingered the necklaces at his own sternum, the chains and medallions clinking gently in the dark. Then he reached higher, where his solid silver circlet rested snugly at the base of his neck. It had no closure, no latch and no lock, simply a metal band that was too snug to fit over his head and too thick to break. It had rested there always, just above the notch in his collarbonesâa permanent shackle and a cruel heirloom.
Jacob slipped his fingers beneath the band, taking comfort in the fact that he could easily fit four digits between the metal and the skin. He inhaled deeply and focused on this narrow slot of safety. It was far too easy to imagine the metal constricting like the hangmanâs noose and collapsing his windpipe. But it offered some measly relief to have his fingertips wedged in the void between life and death, as though he could simply hold back the irrational fear with his hands.
Jacob swallowed and tightened his grip on the necklace as his pulse fluttered erratically against his fingers.
And that was his answer.
When Christopher slept, the nightmares crept in, his mind a leaky hull. Jacob took from his ruggedly beautiful First Mate because Christopher closed up the cracks and took away the fear. He offered distraction. His breaths were a metronomic lullaby that hid the siren song of the ocean. His arms offered safety from the terrors and his cock filled him up so there was no room for anything else.
Oh fuck, his cock.
Jacobâs eyes roamed there now, where Christopherâs lap was hidden beneath the coarse woolen blanket. He longed for it now. He wanted to get lost again, to stop this wretched panic that threatened to close his throat. He wanted to join that warm pocket of his body heat amid the sheets and feel both his softness and his hardness against him. He wanted naked skin to touch naked skin, to be fucked in the way only Christopher could fuck himâas though Jacob was something precious and beautiful, and not the despicable monster heâd become.
âIâm sorry, dear friend,â Jacob sighed and wearily passed a hand over his face, âI donât know how to stop this. I donât know how to stop needing you.â
He gave no reply. Only the sigh of a man contentedly at rest.
***
âDoes my twin have a name?â Jacob asked, his voice dangerously low and even. He focused on the identical necklace wreathing this manâs identical neckâthe same silver shackle that Jacob always wore at the base of his throat.
It would appear that they were duplicates in many ways.
The man pulled back, and Jacob could finally take a breath that wasnât full of his heady perfume oils.âThereâs power in a name, is there not? Child Pirate? Ghost? Bonny Mackey?â
Jacob inwardly flinched at every title, each one bringing with it a host of recollections. He was a sickly child, his willowy frame so gaunt and malnourished. Heâd passed from fishing boat to fishing boat, as lost and waif-like as a wayward spirit, living on whatever scraps he could pinch. Then starvation had taken its toll on his early adolescence, limiting his growth and forever stunting his stature.
But heâd learned to market his traitsâhis small, lithe form and sharp, too-large eyesâtrading his lookout capabilities for a steady food supply and half the wages of a fully grown crewman. It had named him Ghost Boy, for the way heâd gracefully traversed the rigging, as though his body was an incorporeal as vapor. For the way his dark pupils stood out against his face in the night, always watching and always aware.
âI like Marauder best. Itâs fitting that my perfect match at the duel would have a fearsome name to go with it.â
He tries intimidation, then insults, then finally flattery, Jacob thought with a shred of satisfaction. A duller man mightâve missed these tactics. It meant the stranger wanted something, and would chip away at Jacobâs sensibilities to get it. Which meant heâd be kept alive and breathingâAt least for the next few heartbeats.
âShall I only refer to you as Red Raider, then?â He pointedly diverted the conversation back to the man across from him, âRather a pretentious label, there; Did you choose it yourself? Marauder was earned.â
A muscle ticked in his jaw, âIâm called Joshua, with no surname to call my own,â He pantomimed tipping his hat in greeting, âMeans âYaweh is Deliverance.â Yours means âMay God protect.â Interesting, donât you thinkâThat our names have biblical roots, when God has all but forsaken us?â
Jacob swallowed, at a loss.
âGod didnât save us when we were motherless children, left to chew seaweed and soothe our wounds with saltwater,â The manâs eerie smile finally decayed into something fiercely angry. Something deep and wounded. He sank into his chair again, this time with none of the pomp and flair, âGod didnât stop me from nearly succumbing to the wasting illness as I fought for my survival. And God didnât stop me from losing my brother, when we couldâve grown as boys together. Think of the fun we couldâve had, you and me.â
A pang of loss struck Jacob then. He was disarmed by the shedding of Joshuaâs puffed up persona and the sudden display of genuine emotion. Now he saw himself in those huge solemn eyes. He saw his own hardened visage there, hiding a reservoir of memories and agony.
âMy Godâor Goddess, ratherâis the sea. Calypso. She has watched over meâusâbetter than God ever has,â Sparks returned to those eyes and the smile stretched his face back into its smug carnivale mask, âShe gave you lightning and currents, and I a Kraken to command.â
âYou think Calypsoâ?â
âYes, of course!â He chirped.
His voice was much more animated and expressive than Jacobâsâa surreal thing to hear when he was so accustomed to his own calm, even tenor in his skill. This one was jubilant, forming words like there were sparks on his tongue, every syllable coming out like an over-enthusiastic street peddlerâs call. âCome taste the sweetest fruits in all of the continent! Only a few coins and youâre a scurviless man! Oranges here!â Jacobâs vibrant imagination filled his mind with the sound, almost causing an untimely snort.
âWho else would bestow us with gifts such as these?â
Or curses, Jacob thought (âOne beast from the deepest, foulest pit of the oceanâand it only costs one human soul!â).
âHow else would we have such power at sea, but not on land? You and I are two halves of Her,â Joshua leaned forward on the table and propped his chin on his palms in a mannerism that almost made him look childlike. It made his face rounder, his brow innocently tickled by the ends of a bramble of chestnut curls, as silky as a babeâs hair, uncorrupted by age or sea-brine.
Jacob found himself watching a perfect ringlet as it wagged against Joshuaâs brow, dancing with the motion of his jaw in his decorated hands.
âI daresay that land gods donât tamper with Her playing field. Perhaps thatâs why âYawehâ doesnât interfere: we are outside their jurisdiction and simply Her playthings, here to do as She chooses.â
Calypsoâs playthings. The thought had occurred to him already, but it was disconcerting to hear his private musings aired out by a voice so similar to his own. It felt like a violation, as though this stranger was reaching into his head and rummaging around, dislodging each piece of logic to add to his dragonâs hoard of trinkets. How many more pieces would he rob from him? How deeply would this man burrow his claws into Jacobâs secrets?
Unnerved, Jacobâs eyes followed those slender fingers as they plucked the lone chess piece from the tabletop and slid it along the irregular borders of a pile of coins.
âTell me, darling, treasured brother,â He smiled again as Jacob frowned at the name. They were yin and yang. Perfect opposite expressions reflected in the same faceâChildlike glee and reproachful hatred, âDo you have gut-twisting nightmares?â
The hat in Jacobâs lap finally fell.
He jerked in surprise.
Joshua didnât.
***
âWhat in the Nine Hells happened on that ship?â The Second Mateâs robust black beard wagged over his robust chest. He had rounded cheeks, a balding head, and sloped shoulders, which gave the man an appearance like a jolly shopkeep. Indeed he mightâve looked too round, too soft for the high seas, were it not for the muscle beneath the deceptive belly and the stern ice in his eyes, âWhat did the Captain trade away for our lives?â
âSorbelloââ Christopher began, his voice much steadier than he felt. Already, he could feel his blood heating his cheeks and his throat clot with doubt. Because in reality he had no answer to give, only Jacobâs cryptic excuses.
Heâd been asked to the Second Mateâs cabin under the pretense of a shared drink and a card game, but now the true motivations were laid bare. Now they sat in the humble, but tidy room, its floors newly oiled and the bedâs linens turned down with militaristic precision. Even the table at their elbows was neatly arranged, as though Sorbello spent free moments organizing matchsticks in their box, coins in their stacks, and linens in their designated trunk.
âWe were terribly outmatched. The battle hadnât begun before it was lost, yet still we live. Why?â
All truths, Christopher winced.
âI was not privy to that meeting,â He hid his pink flush with a deep draw from his tankard and cursed his fair, transparent skin for betraying him, âI was occupied elsewhere, remember?â
Sorbelloâs dark eyes flicked downward to the bulky bandages beneath Christopherâs neckline, then up again. These eyes were deep-set and small, shadowed beneath the convex curve of his meaty brow. They werenât long-lashed and sugary as the Captainâs, but cold, scrutinizing, reflective like a beetleâs chitinous shell.
How different brown eyes could be.
âYou were privy to another meeting,â The broad man folded furry forearms on the low table between them. His chair complained beneath the solid muscular heft of himâa strength that served him in both battle against their foes and in peacekeeping amongst their own. And now, it made him into a dense, frightening wall.
âRight, you are. I was,â He rolled a few words in his mouth with another draw of ale as he contemplated which ones to spit out. Would he speak plainly and relay his version of the truth? Or would he spin a lie to spare his Captainâs reputation?
âHe told me nothing. He wasnât given an opportunity, as he was preoccupied with stanching my bleeding.â
âOh, so heâs a surgeon as well as a sailor?â Sorbello drawled.
Christopher bristled at the smugness in the Second Mateâs voice, âHe sews like a surgeon. Nay, an artist,â He snapped back.
Well, perhaps he had been too quick to defend. Too like a guard dog at his masterâs feet, eager to bite at anyone who came too near. Fuck this infernal blush. I must look like a lady in rouge.
The corner of Sorbelloâs mustache lifted, granting those cold eyes a glimpse of warmth, âMust be nice. Having a touch after so long at sea.â
âAre you implyingâ?â Christopher sobered and coughed up an errant droplet.
âMy cabin shares a wall with his, did you forget?â The ice in his gaze was thawing, âBut you neednât worry; I havenât told a soul.â
Christopherâs jaw set as he noted the Second Mateâs implication: He hadnât told a soul yet.
âI see,â He absently swirled his drink. Surely by now the flush had spread to his hairline, like the rosy burn the sun left behind. Surely he couldnât take this bait offered to him now: information for information in an even exchange.
âYouâve seen what lies beneath that scarf he wears so scrupulously. Does he have a soft womanâs breast? Is that what he traded away to this Starcatcherâs Captain?â
This time Christopher paled, his blotchy redness bleeding away, âPardon? You thinkâthat is, you presume heâŚ?â Words failed, guttering to a halt on his tongue.
âIt is only a speculation. He is so small, so graceful, a frail little doll, bird-boned and all,â The ink in Sorbelloâs forearms flexed as he distractedly cracked one knuckle at a time, one hollow crick after another, âOf course, his disguise is a sensible one. Bad luck to have a woman on board. And there are many on this ship that would leap at a chance to find him out.â
Christopher only stared, wide-eyed.
âAnd Iâve heard you in the night, bedding him oh-so-sweetly. Are we to have a babe Captain heir playing at the crewmenâs heels soon?â
Christopherâs stomach roiled and the air tasted bitter.
âBlonde, like you, with pretty Spanish eyesâor is he Romani? Polish? Shall we build a nursery in the cargo hold? Tend his labors as his midwives as well as his officers?â A merry smile cracked his face until crooked teeth showed beneath the soot black of his mustache, âShall the babe suckle at the Captainâs teat whilst he commands from the helm?â
âI see your point. You have garnered a piece of incriminating information there, Sorbelloâthough I will do you the courtesy of ignoring your speculation, since you and I are friends,â Christopher composed himself. He was painfully aware of how much he stood to lose, should he drop one misplaced word, âBut be cognizant of how you speak of our Captain.â
Sorbello raised his hands in a silent Alright, then, leaning back from the table and earning another creak from the chair beneath him. He swigged from his own tankard and cleared his throat, âClearly I donât contest his right as Captain. Woman or not, he is as fearsome as a viper, clever as a fox, and I will use âheâ or âsheâ as he likes; It makes no difference to me.â
The implicit But it might make a difference to others hangs unsaid in the air.
âI have my own life to think of, and the lives of our men, you understand. And today we were nearly crushed by a Kraken,â The beetle-black shine of his eyes returned, âSo just swear me this: if you learn the Captain traded the Marauder, or put the men in danger to save his own hide, youâll tell me so we can act. I will not serve this new, pompous idiot of a Captain, with his deep sea pet,â He spat.
Act. Again, he didnât need to clarify his meaning.
Christopher did what he knew he must, if only to delay the truth a while longer: He nodded and clinked his tin tankard against his Second Officerâs. They both drank deeply, sealing their tentative alliance. But Christopher felt a deep uneasiness settle into his bones.
There was silence between the two, with nothing but the creaking of the pendulous lantern on its hook and the satisfied slurps echoing hollowly from the bottom of Sorbelloâs cup. Then he set it down with a metallic thud, emptied and yawning. The jarring baby-pinkness of his tongue came forth to tidy the froth from the forefront of his mustache. The beetle eyes stared.
âIâm glad we agree,â He nodded, âBecause there was more than one sorcerer on this ship when the Kraken surfacedâluckily one who fought on our side.â
âWhatever do you mean?â Christopherâs eyes narrowed, teeth gritting.
âThe viper himself. Who do you think started the fire on the deck and chased off the beast?â Sorbello murmured softly now, almost as though he was afraid to speak the words into reality, âWhy do you think this Red Raider fellow so closely resembles our Captain? Same height, same weight, same skin and eyes. It is evident that they are of the same bloodâand the same magic.â
âFirst you speculate on the matter of his sex and then you accuse him of sorcery. Jacob is not of that manâs blood,â Christopher reasoned gruffly, âIt is a trick of these hellish watersâa doppelgänger or a shapeshifter sent to muddle up our minds.â
âOh a shapeshifter,â Sorbello chuffed like a horse.
âHell, I donât know!â He ran a sweating hand through his flossy hair, âWe were attacked by a vile creature of lore already, is it so hard to imagine two?â
âBut I ask again: Who do you think called the lightning bolt? I saw Marauder point and shout his command.â
âI saw nothing of the kind.â
âYou had already fallen. And I was at the helm, taking charge as you so gallantly tripped over your feet.â
An anger lit a fire beneath him, heating his blood and striking him mute. But he could not contest the fact that heâd fought about as valiantly as a wagging daisy. The shock of the doppelgängerâs face had been enough to disrupt his thoughts and disarm him so completely.
How could he strike the face of the man he loved? The man whose smooth amber body heâd kissed and caressed, sucked and bitten countless times? How could he behold that face without the memories of sweat sodden nights and slow, gentle mornings?
Another long creak came from the manâs broad center of gravity shifting forward, forward, until he braced both hands on either edge of the table, âI am simply relaying what I saw while you were in need of your smelling salts. Believe it or donâtâYou are responsible for your own foolishness.â
Finally, Christopherâs eyes fell, catching on the candle on the tabletop, the wooden planks below them, the tattooed meat of Sorbelloâs armsâanywhere that wasnât those scarab thorax eyes. His shoulder ached terribly as his heart thumped in his ears.
âA storm stirred up when there was nothing on the horizon. And I saw him command lightning,â He insisted solemnly, âPay attention. Our Captain has been keeping secrets. And he is much more powerful than we know.â
***
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A collaborative work by @i-choose-the-road , @bentleywilde , and @pavartijanuswrites
Characters: Jake Kiszka/Chris Turpin (Slash!), Josh Kiszka
Word count: ~2.6k
Content tags/warnings (18+ minors DNI): Pirates (and all the violence it entails), Night terrors, nightmares, panic attacks, emotional hurt/comfort, emotional baggage, sea monsters, sword fights, action violence, hurt/comfort, major character injury, tending wounds, blood and injury gore, eventual smut
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Christopher surfaced from the darkness like a creature dragged suddenly from deep water, gasping, unable to tell horizon from hull. The world swayed before his eyes, his peripheral vision cloudy and mottled at the edges. It took only a fleeting moment for him to become aware of a steady, throbbing pain pulsing across his upper torso. It was sharp enough to steal his breath, and sheer instinct had him scrambling to find the source. His muscles tensed in pause, but his hands didnât follow their lead. For a heartbeat he couldnât understand why, as his consciousness was still slogging through its post-battle fog. Then the ropes reminded him, tight and coarse against his wrists. Why had he been tied? What had happened to the crew? To Jacob?
He strained again uselessly as he tried to free himself, to contort in an attempt to survey his wounds, but the effort rewarded him only with a deep, nauseating throb across his chest, the heat of fresh blood spreading beneath his shirt fabric. He let his head fall back against worn shiplap, breathing heavily through clenched teeth. Somewhere above a line snapped in the wind. The ship groaned, and the sails whispered like spirits floating on the wind. He closed his eyes, succumbing to his fatigue, and eventually found himself counting the waves as they crashed against the Marauderâs sturdy hull. Three, then four, then, five - his wound almost seemed to throb in time with the count.
Bootsteps cut through his quiet dysphoria. Slow. Measured. Deliberate.
The captainâs shadow fell over him before the man himself came into view. His expression was mostly unreadable, but his eyes held a flicker of something Christopher couldnât quite place. The boots stopped beside him, and for a moment, neither man spoke.
âWhat a mess,â Jacob finally said quietly.
Christopher tried to straighten and failed before uttering, âYou should see the other man.â
That earned him the faintest curl of a smile before Jacob crouched beside him.
âYou disobeyed me,â he said, abandoning the air of fondness and remnants of his smile for sternness.
Christopher let out a faint, humorless laugh that was cut short by a wince of pain. âWould have been a rather short battle if you had gone down in my stead.â
âThat was not your call to make.â
âI made it anyway.â
Jacobâs jaw flexed once before he looked away.
âYou think too damn much with your heart,â he muttered angrily, reaching out to carefully press his hand against the bloodied fabric clinging to Christopher's shoulder and chest.
Christopher let out a gruff groan. The touch was slight, but even that was enough to set a fire ablaze under his skin.
âAnd you donât think with yours at all,â he replied finally.
Jacobâs gaze flicked upward at that.
âThinking with hearts is often enough to get men killed,â he said, stone-faced.
Christopherâs lips twisted into a weak smile. âThen I suppose Iâm already halfway there.â
For another short moment, neither spoke and the sounds of the ship and the sea filled the silence. Jacob drew in a long breath and let it out slowly.
âYouâre bleeding too much,â he said finally. âAnd havenât the patience to wait for you to lose consciousness again.â
He reached for the knife at his belt. The blade glinted as he slid it beneath the ropes binding Christopherâs wrists. With a swift pull the cords gave way.
âDonât move just yet,â he warned.
Christopher flexed his freed hands, grimacing as blood rushed back into them. âDidnât plan to.â
Jacob sheathed the knife and shifted closer, slipping an arm behind Christopherâs back. The movement was matter-of-fact, but his grip lingered just long enough to betray his concern.
âCome on then,â he said. âYou are of no use to me bleeding out on the main deck.â
Christopher tried to protest - something about being fine, about handling it himself - but the words died on his tongue as soon as Jacob pulled him upright. The world seemed to tilt on its axis, and he stumbled to find his footing. He caught himself on Jacobâs shoulder, breath coming in sharp gasps.
âEasy,â Jacob murmured, âIâve got you.â
Christopherâs fingers bunched in the fabric of his coat. âDonât suppose this is standard procedure for a first mateâs insubordination.â
Jacob gave a quiet snort that was half amusement, half exasperation. âYouâre lucky that I donât make you swab the deck with holystones before I piece you back together.â
They moved in slow, uneven steps. When they reached the captainâs quarters Jacob nudged the door open with his boot and guided Christopher inside.
The door closed behind them with a muted thump, shutting out the wind and the creak of rigging. The room was dim, its single porthole admitting only a muted shaft of afternoon light that did little to illuminate the space. Jacob guided Christopher to the edge of the bed and eased him down, his hands firm but careful. His gaze lingered on him a moment before he turned and fastened the door, the latch softly clicking into place. He crossed to his desk and lit the oil lantern there, adjusting the wick until adequate warm light spilled across the cabin.
The following change in his demeanor was immediate.
Jacob turned back to him, the barely upheld mask of stoicism fracturing under the new privacy of his quarters.
âYou stupid, reckless bastard,â he said, low and furious, hands braced on either side of Christopher, continuing on before he could muster a response.
âDo you have any idea what it would have done to me had they chosen to end your life?â
His jaw was set hard, fury etched into every line of his face, but his eyes betrayed him - they were glassy and rimmed with wetness. The tears didnât fall; they gathered instead, held in place by sheer force of will. An unmistakable fear lived within those coffee-brown irises, old and deeply ingrained, born of too many years spent watching everything he loved be claimed by an unforgiving seafaring life. Anger burned alongside it, not only at Christopher but at a cruel world that demanded more and more sacrifice until a man hardly knew what it meant to be whole. Beneath it all was a flash of relief twisted tightly with want.
The sight of him, of all the emotions reflected in his eyes, struck Christopher harder than the pain of the wound had, causing a tight, aching pull deep in his chest. He had never seen Jacob - always so steady and sure in his role - so close to breaking.
He knew with certainty in that moment that it was all for him, and heâd never felt so guilty in all his life.
He swallowed sharply, finding his throat to be suddenly dry. He drew a careful breath, wincing as his ribs protested, and tried to summon his usual playful words of defiance. âJacob, Iââ
Jacob shook his head and kissed him.
It was sudden and fierce, all of the captainâs performative restraint snapping at once. He moved swiftly forward and his mouth crashed into Christopherâs, cutting his words clean off, stealing breath and thought alike. Christopher startled, then melted into it instinctively, fingers clutching at Jacobâs coat. He felt Jacobâs hand come to rest at the back of his neck, a gentle, grounding touch, holding him there as he deepened their kiss. When Jacob finally pulled away, he did so slowly, reluctant to sever the connection. For a moment longer, neither man moved. Jacobâs thumb brushed once at Christopherâs jaw, a fleeting touch, and then the moment was over.
Christopher understood at once. Whatever had broken loose between them was already contained again, forced back under the rigid control that had become second nature between them. Jacobâs attention had moved away from his mouth, from him, and fixed itself instead his shoulder.
Jacob stepped back, allowing himself a practical amount of space to work. He reached for Christopherâs shirt.
âArms up,â he said, and Christopher obeyed.
The fabric of the shirt was darkened and stiff with dried blood, which clung stubbornly to the wounds beneath. Jacob guided the movement with a steady hand, slowing when the fabric resisted, pausing when Christopher flinched despite himself. He worked it free inch by careful inch, easing the cloth away from torn skin until it finally gave. When the shirt came loose at last Jacob set it aside.
The wound was now clearly visible under the lanternâs glow. The long, ugly slash cut across Christopherâs shoulder and continued halfway across the smooth plane of his chest. The edges of it were ragged, the surrounding skin blooming with bruise-toned hues, the flesh beneath dark with blood that had slowed but not stopped flowing entirely. Jacobâs jaw tightened, but he said nothing.
Christopher glanced down at the wound and then quickly averted his eyes. His stomach churned at the brief glimpse, and he fixed his gaze on the wall ahead.
âIâve had worse,â he managed meekly.
Jacob neither agreed nor corrected him. He simply cast him a sideways glance, and that was enough.
Jacob reached for his discarded shirt, tearing an unsoiled strip of fabric from it. He crossed to the desk, where a dark, amber bottle - likely of brandy, Christopher thought - sat. He uncorked it with a practiced ease, soaking the makeshift cloth.
âBest grit your teeth,â he warned, âThis will sting.â
Jacob didnât wait for a response before he pressed the cloth to the wound. Christopher sucked in a breath, knuckles whitening where his hands gripped the edge of the bed.
âEasy,â Jacob soothed.
He worked the cloth along the length of the cut, and the sharp sting eventually settled into a dull, relentless ache. When the wound was clean, Jacob set the cloth aside and retrieved a small leather case from the desk drawer. Inside lay a slightly curved needle and a spool of thread. He threaded the needle with practiced efficiency, his movements precise despite the slight tremor in his hands.
"Try not to move," Jacob said quietly, positioning himself closer. His knee pressed against Christopher's thigh as he leaned in, steadying himself against the ship's gentle sway.
The first pierce of the needle drew a sharp hiss from Christopher. His fingers dug harder into the bed frame.
"Tell me something," Christopher said through gritted teeth, desperate for a distraction. "Anything."
Jacob's brow furrowed in concentration as he drew the thread through. "Like what?"
"Like why you insist on doing this yourself." Another stitch. Christopher's breath came faster. "Surely the ship's doctor -"
"Is likely drunk below deck by now," Jacob finished, his voice tight. "And I trust no one else with this."
With you, the unspoken words hung heavily in the air.
The lantern light flickered as the Marauder rolled lazily over a larger wave. Jacob's free hand came to rest on Christopher's uninjured shoulder, steadying them both. His touch lingered there even as he continued his work.
"Almost done," he murmured.
Christopher watched Jacob's profile - the set of his jaw, the crease between his brows, the way his lips pressed into a thin line with each pull of the thread. There was something achingly tender in his focus, in the careful way he worked to minimize the pain even as he inflicted it.
The final stitch pulled through. Jacob tied it off with deft fingers, then reached for another clean strip of linen from the discarded shirt. He wound it around Christopher's shoulder and chest, his hands brushing against bare skin with each pass. When he secured the bandage at last his palms flattened against Christopher's chest, just for a moment, feeling the steady beat of his heart beneath.
"There," Jacob said softly. "I think you'll live."
Christopher's eyes were beginning to grow heavy, the adrenaline that had sustained him finally fading away now that the worst had passed.
"Come on then," Jacob said, guiding him back against the bed. "You need rest."
Christopher allowed himself to be maneuvered, though he groaned softly as his back met the mattress. Jacob adjusted the pillows behind him carefully, propping him up at an angle that would put the least strain on his wound. His fingers lingered at Christopher's temple, brushing back a strand of golden, sweat-dampened hair.
"The Kraken," Christopher said suddenly, his voice thick with exhaustion. His eyes struggled to focus on Jacob's face. "How did he...the Red Raider, he was controlling it. I saw him, plain as day."
Jacob's hand stilled for just a fraction of a second before resuming its gentle motion through Christopher's hair. "You took a hard blow to the head," he said carefully. "The mind often plays tricks in battle."
"No." Christopher's brow furrowed, fighting against the pull of sleep. "I know what I saw. The beast responded to him. To his cry. Like it was...bound to his will somehow." His words were beginning to slur at the edges. "How is such a thing possible?"
Jacob's jaw tightened. He reached for Christopher's hand, threading their fingers together - a distraction, an anchor, a deflection all at once.
"The Red Raider has many tricks," he said. "Smoke and mirrors to frighten his enemies. You know how superstitious sailors can be."
"But the Kraken - "
"Is a revered creature of the deep," Jacob interrupted, his thumb tracing circles against Christopher's knuckles. "Wild and unpredictable. Perhaps it was simply drawn to the noise. Perhaps the Red Raider is skilled at reading the signs of its presence."
Christopher's eyes searched his face knowingly, even as they grew heavier.
âWhat do you know, Captain?â
"Rest," Jacob responded curtly. "We can further discuss the Red Raider's theatrics when youâve had proper time to recover.â
Christopher tried to protest, but the post-battle exhaustion was finally beginning to claim him. In that final moment before he was pulled under, a fleeting thought surfaced. An unbidden image of the Red Raider's face as heâd been slashed. The resemblance to Jacob had been uncanny.
The observation dissolved before it could fully take root, lost to the pull of sleep.
-
âWhat do you know, Captain?â
Jacob felt the weight of his secret press against his ribs like a physical barrier. He thought of the way that the lightning had answered his desperate call, the feeling of the electric charge building in the storm clouds like an extension of his own will, the power that had thrummed beneath his skin. He thought of his forced meeting with Raider and the truths he'd revealed with such casual certainty. They had chilled Jacob to his very core. He attempted to push those thoughts away, but they clawed at the edges of his mind like a caged animal desperate to make its escape.
Christopher deserved the truth. Christopher, who had thrown himself into harm's way without hesitation, who had kissed him back with equal fervor, who trusted him completely.
But the truth was dangerous. The truth could get them both killed.
Jacob remained there, perched on the edge of the bed, watching the steady rise and fall of Christopher's chest. His thumb continued its absent pattern against the sleeping manâs palm. In the low light, with the ship rocking gently beneath them, Jacob allowed himself this moment of quiet guilt.
He had lied. Not outright, perhaps, but through omission, and that felt worse somehow.
He wanted to tell him. Ached to, but the world had proven time and time again its unkindness to those who wielded power beyond its understanding. And Jacob had seen too many good men burned, drowned, or hanged for far less than what had been stirred within his blood.
He squeezed Christopher's hand once, gently, then settled himself more comfortably beside him on the bed. He wouldn't leave. Not while Christopher's breathing was still shallow with pain, not while the memory of a narrowly avoided loss was still fresh.
Jacob closed his eyes and listened to the sea beyond the hull, feeling its familiar pull. When Christopher woke there would be more questions. When he woke, Jacob would deflect again.
But for now, he would simply keep watch.
***
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Content tags/ warnings (18+ minors DNI): Pirates (and all the violence it entails), Night terrors, nightmares, panic attacks, emotional hurt/comfort, emotional baggage, secrets, eventual smut, sword fights, sea monsters, action violence and gore, additional tags to be added later
Read chapter one and two here.
Squid-like tentacles as tall and wide as trees burst through the oceanâs surface on all sides of the Marauder. The writhing monstrosities surrounded the ship like sentries. Screams and yells rose from the crew as the rubbery limbs reached higher, rising through the fog. A demon of the depths, stretching toward the angry heavens.
Jacob remained in a low crouch, his body swaying fluidly as the boat rocked.
The masked invader cackled, his gaze alighting on the nearest massive tentacle. âThere you are, my gorgeous monster!â He addressed the wriggling mass of flesh as though speaking to a beloved family dog. His head swiveled back to Jacob, drilling him with a menacing grin. âLetâs show our new playthings who is the real master of the sea.â
Fear clutched at Jacobâs throat. Cold, unrelenting fear, sliding like ice through his blood. His palm turned clammy and slick against his sword hilt, as though the leather grip itself had also sprung a nervous sweat. Hair at the nape of his neck flattened against his skin. He was too conscious of the borders of the scarf across his brow, the snug fit of his hat around his skull, the hollow, tinny drum of rain against his leather crown.
Time seemed to hold steady as Jacob took account of each factor in its turn. The drunken tilt of the deck beneath his feet. The raindrops falling in a conflicting slant, setting Jacob off-balance as the whole world became crooked. Horizon, deck, human, rain, they all were a jumble of mismatched angles.
Jacob leaned with the natural balance intrinsic to his body, drawn back into himself. On instinct he let the Ghost Boyâhis childhood personaâtake over, retreating again to his mind. Back to his lookout perch in a world of black tar rope and netting, crosstrees and swaying yardsâthe skeletal wooden arms that held sails the way a birdâs bones held its feathers. Balance ran deeper than the wrongness of these angles, after all. It was there in the center of his head, in his off-hand as it poised, waiting, palm down, sensing the pressure shifts in the air. In the balls of his feet as he sank into a fighting stance.
The man lunged, his blade nothing but a flash of steel the same stormy blue as the sky above.
Jacob reacted with equal speed, instinct honing into a needle point as his adrenaline quieted the noisy places in his mind. He batted the blade away with a flick of his wrist, a harsh and abrupt clash of metal.
Then stillness. Watching, waiting.
The Red Raiderâs eyes were still an otherworldly milky white behind the scarlet ribbon of his mask. His pupils were gone and his bone-chilling stare was fixed steadfastly on his opponentâthough Jacob wondered if he could see at all with that horrific blankness, that empty barren snowfield.
Then he stepped forward with startling speed, another jab aimed straight for Jacobâs heart.
He reacted in turn, a parry and a slash through the air the Raider had been standing in only a moment before. Heâd sidestepped with a dancerâs grace, in boots so dainty they might be more fit for an opera than the deck of an enemy vessel.
So he can see. Jacob adjusted his hold on his sword, lest his sweaty grip betray him. Heâd been holding back, watching, studying, observing the manner in which this enigma of a man would fight. But then he retaliated, reflecting the same lightning-fast strikes and aiming for the open flaps of the strangerâs long embroidered coat. Anywhere soft and vulnerable, where his blade could meet flesh and blood.
But Red Raider responded in kind, dodging every blow and matching his advances with a vicious accuracy. It was like a dance, as though the two were learning the steps of an elaborate choreographyâalthough they had no teacher, and could only learn it by guessing at the otherâs footwork. Matching paces. Forward, forward, back, sidestep, jump as if over a deadly steel skipping rope.
Though Jacob suspected no dance had been performed on as crooked a stage as this, or as disorienting of a playing field.
Those white eyes stared, unblinkingly. The shoes he wore seemed to have earned their merit as perfectly sensible now, given the swordplay style he adapted. The boots were dainty because he was dainty, his movements nimble and almost beautiful in their deadliness.
The thunder rolled above them, as though the heavens were a cavernous box and a colossal marble was rolling within it, picking up speed, crashing against its walls. A metallic scent rose, stirred up by the briny wind. So the storm had been obeying him, then, the winds following the command of his downturned palm. Of his darkened eyes.
Because he knew, just as this strangerâs eyes were milky white, that his were inky black, pupil-less, a void. His eyes were the inverse of the Raiderâs. Raider was snow and absence, while Jacob was fathomless dark. An abyss.
He mightâve wondered at their similarities deeper, had he not been pulled back to the fight as the Raider gave a howl and a lunge.
Jacob guarded the blow. The Marauder pitched, sending crewmen and bottles and debris across the deck to collide with the railing.
The beast. It obeyed the Raiderâs voice.
There was a waft of death, heavy and pungent, as though the air was made of it. It rolled across them like a mist, saturating clothes, clinging to skin. Then a tentacle as big around as The Marauderâs mast groped blindly along the deck.
The fear raced in earnest, Jacobâs heart like a hammer in his ears. The creature held the hull of the ship like a mother holding a babe, its meaty wet limbs slowly encircling it from all sides. The tentacle flesh was soft, pliant, and the color of a beached whale, decomposing and expanding, exploding its entrails onto the sandy bank. It smelled the sameâof something long-dead.
Perhaps the monster had feasted on something beached and rotting and this stench was its breath. Perhaps it had swallowed a whale whole, snatching it from where it floated under a cloud of hungry gulls. Perhaps it had encircled it first, the way its limbs wreathed their vessel now, and dragged it to the depths. Any moment, now, and the Thing would feast again. It would pull them under, crush the ship into pieces as though they were no stronger than an eggshell.
There was screaming all around him, grown men giving up shrieks like abandoned children. Someone was vomiting over the rail. The weight of the tentacle tipped the nose of the ship seaward, raising its hindquarters above the water line.
The Raider advanced again, and in Jacobâs moment of terror, his focus had been pulled away. He was too slow to react this time, and he only deflected the blow enough to redirect it away from an artery. Instead it skimmed his thigh, biting into flesh and opening a white-hot, searing line.
Jacob cried out, a sharp, short bark of shock. But he didnât have time to acknowledge the warmth and coppery scent of fresh blood on his pant leg, so he returned his concentration to the foe at hand. He couldnât stop the Kraken from feasting unless the storm built enough to dissuade it. And he couldnât build a storm if he died mid-tempest.
Christopher was somewhere on the bridge deck, likely holding on to the wheel for dear life. Jacob wouldnât let this stranger winânot when so many relied on him for their very lives. Not when Christopher watched.
Renewed, Jacob joined the dance, another flurry of movement, of clashing blades and complementary steps. They were matched, adapting to one anotherâs style and exchanging strikes in rapid-fire. But Jacob was higher, his stance aided by the tilt of The Marauder and granting him leverage. He managed to land a stripe of scarlet across the sleeve of the strangerâs coat.
Then, in a movement so graceful he seemed to walk on air, Raider leapt onto the rail, crouched low for balance, and raced along the banister. He was like a tightrope walker. An acrobat in his fancy, dainty boots.
âNo!â Jacob growled, alight with anger as he realized he would lose his advantage. He slashed at the passing ankles, but only met air as the masked man dodged him.
Then there was a hand on his shoulder, using him as leverage as the acrobat cartwheeled over his head and landed softly behind him. Suddenly there was a palm across his jaw and his tricorn fell, clumsily forced off as the back of his skull met an embroidered shoulder. Cold steel flashed toward his throat, which he barely intercepted with his own weapon before it could lacerate him open and bleed him dry. Both swords paused, forming a crucifix, an âX,â locked in a stalemate above Jacobâs pulsating carotid.
âYou look familiar. Have we met?â The strangerâs narrow body pressed against his own, his wiry strength trapping him close. There was a laugh in the Red Raiderâs voice. Some kind of sweet fruit on his breath. A musical chuckle bubbling up from his throat, âOr havenât you noticed, yet?â
âWould I know? You donât even have the honor to show your face,â He panted heavily, taking this short pause in the fight to regain his breath.
âIâll show you my face if you ask nicely,â He pulled at Jacobâs jaw, exposing more throat, more bare, tender skin for the cutting, âThe least you can do is wine and dine me first.â
Another giggle, fruity and fragrant. Childish. Insulting.
Jacob reached back, took the man by the back of the neck, and pulled. He engaged his core, squatted low, and forced the full wiry weight of his opponent off his feet.
The stranger made an undignified yelp as he was thrown, bucked as if by an angry mule, to land flat on his back in a mess of feathers and coattails. His air escaped with an âOof,â hat dislodged and boots pointing skyward.
Jacob swept up his own hat from where it had spun, abandoned on the deck, then seated it firmly back into place. Dignity restored, he flicked the water from his blade and untied the knot of the scarf around his neck.
He would have to bring out his own fancy tricks.
His opponent was on the floor for a mere moment, but it was enough for Jacob to re-establish the advantage of the high ground, to align a corner of his scarf with the grip of his sword and hold it between leather and palm. Its tail hung long and limp, taking on rainwater and gaining weight. But Jacob didnât need it for long.
Again, the pair clashed, blades crossing and blazing and feet dancing. But this time Jacobâs scarf flashed white, following his movements in a dizzying halo.
A smile lifted the corner of Jacobâs lips. He could feel Red faltering, losing focus, distracted by the disorienting whirls of fabric. To him, the fabric was just a flapping sail in his periphery. To the Ghost, the sails were friendsâsomething to hide behind, up above the world.
But to an outsider Jacobâs scarf was like a threatened bird bristling its plumage, an animal raising its hackles to appear bigger. Jacob called on nature to come to his aid and became the stinging scorpion tail behind the claws, the big cat behind the reeds. And he could feel it turning the tide in this battle.
âI can crush you right now!â The Raider roared, âI can just say the word and youâll be nothing but splinters!â
So why didnât he?
The creatureâs tentacle was encircling the mast now, its groping tapered point curling around a bundle of rope, suckers flaring in grotesque symmetry.
âPull up the mainsails!â Christopherâs powerful voice cut through the stormy din. It sounded far away, a mere echo in the chamber of Jacobâs skull. He was standing at the helm, still commanding in Jacobâs stead, his blonde hair rain-darkened and plastered against his skull, âThe storm will ruin them!â
Men were scattering to the ropes, working hard at the rigging. Some were slashing feebly at the slimy meat of the krakenâs limbs. Some others were cowering, waiting for their untimely doom.
The entire vessel groaned at the strain of it all.
âYou can save them, Jacob,â The masked man guarded, jabbed, parried, âI donât have to kill them.â
He used my name, Jacob startled, alarmed. Who was this man, to board an enemy ship alone and attempt to slit its captainâs throat, only to plead armistice when the battle turned unfavorable?
Why wouldnât he just crush The Marauder and have it over with? He could ride his pet homeward once the damage was doneâanother conquest to add to his glittering belt.
And how does he know my name?
âDoes she whisper to you too, Jacob?â There was a note of desperation there now, as though Raider was throwing this information out in a frantic bid to regain some ground in this fight, âDoes the ocean speak to you?â
As intended, Jacobâs heart fluttered as his organs seemed to flip inside him. He hadnât even told Christopher of this, and now some stranger was dangling it like bait.
Raider saw an opportunity and took it, using the gap in Jacobâs focus to strike. He lunged past the silken scarf, past the grip of Jacobâs sword, and closed in on the center of his bare chest.
Jacob ducked back, tilting the alignment of his shoulders until he became too narrow of a target, steel whispering past his chin. Scarf gone, his shirt left an open âV,â where a smooth triangle of hairless amber skin exposed him from neck to xiphoid. And there, across one peaked pectoral, bloomed another bleeding seam.
It dripped slowly. A shallow gash, then, but it burned mightily. His pant leg was soaked, but it was impossible to tell if it was blood or rain without breaking his gaze on the white-eyed monster before him. And he couldnât take that chance. He could assess his wounds later, if he made it out of this alive.
The Red Man smiled, pert pink lips parting to show a perfectly neat row of teeth. Around them was a crop of brown facial hairâA combed mustache, a patch beneath his lip, a short groomed beard at the very point of his chin. His skin was amber and without blemish, his lashes long and dark.
Then the white of his irises cleared. For a moment they were only brown, as plain and human as Jacobâs own.
âYou really havenât noticed, yet?â
He did look jarringly familiar. The mask obscured his features, but the wide-set mouth, the eyes that seemed too large for his face, the deep brown pigment in his irisesâŚ
Then he blinked and the eyes turned milky again as a defiant roar came from their left. Another sword joined the fray, its owner a protective and furious First Mate.
No, Jacob gasped. Christopher was a fierce fighter, and a formidable foe on any other day. But now Jacob knew how lightning-fast, how dizzyingly dexterous this Red Raider could be. If he himself had already come so close to losing, surely Christopher was no competition.
But if the odds were now two against one, maybeâŚ
It was over before the hope could even quell the sinking feeling in his gut.
Christopher met his blade once, then jolted as he beheld the face of his enemy. For a moment he was suspended there in time, crystalline eyes wide in terror and confusion, sword faltering. His color paled, his shock leeching it away as he made the connection at the same moment Jacob did:
This strangerâs face was a perfect duplicateâA mirror image of Jacob himself.
Raider easily broke Christopherâs guard and struck. Blood sprayed in a macabrely beautiful arc.
Jacob reached for him, an anguished scream tearing through his throat. His fingertips snapped with static. The great marble rolled. The sky darkened. The rain seemed to stop, the droplets hanging, frozen in midair.
Then a crack of lightning split the world before him, his vision going white.
***
His vision returned in spots, then in a telescope wreathed with silver. His hearing was reduced to a chorus of wheeling notes like cicada season in his head, their insect rattle clacking as if exoskeletons and brittle wings were crashing inside his skull. Jacob tugged helplessly at his ear and winced against the constant surging song.
Raider stood there before him, his stance blasĂŠ, seemingly unphased by the lightning crack. Perhaps heâd shielded his eyes at the same moment it came, or perhaps heâd simply been protected by the snowy whiteness drowning out the pigment in his irises. Because theyâd stayed as glossy and impassive as cut quartz as they scrutinized Jacobâs identical features.
Then that striking mouth twisted into a wry smile, an expression that erased all traces of Jacobâs likeness and replaced it with something sinister.
âI knew it,â The lips formed words in the telescope of Jacobâs vision, but the cicadas drowned out the sound.
Fire burned somewhere behind the Red Devil, illuminating the underside of his jaw and the starched felt underbelly of his cavalier hat. The feathers on his crown seemed to burn as they, too, were haloed in flickering orange light.
Why doesnât he strike?
Raider could plunge cold steel through Jacobâs gut. Heâd fall to his knees then, a mighty Captain brought low as he watched his entrails slither out all over the polished wood of his precious Marauder. The storm would turn docile and die alongside him. Then his crew, each man reduced to a lump of fleshâA feast for a hellish monster.
Heâd so terribly failed.
Raider pulled Christopher up by his shirt collar, primly avoiding the blood blooming there across the meat of the First Mateâs shoulder. Jacobâs eyes locked on the vibrant scarlet that flowed with gravity across Christopherâs breast, staining his white linen shirt the color of rose blossoms. It hadnât been a death blow, then. But no matterâRaiderâs sword met the pale skin of his throat.
No.
His only relief was that Christopher was limp and vacant with unconsciousness, head lolling, and wouldnât feel the pain of his death. He mustâve been knocked back by the force of the lightning strike, having cracked his head against the deck like a heavy bucket being set down too abruptly. Good. Let him die in his sleep, and I awake to watch it. Let it be my penance for my failures.
Jacob fell to his knees, sword clattering hollowly amongst the wing-chatters of the incessant insects in his head. The wind caught his scarf and stole it away. His eyes turned coffee brown again, his defenses stripped. There was nothing to defend anymore.
âNow, since you couldnât speak civilly without a threat to sweeten the pot,â Raider still smiled, still stared, still spoke in a smug, bright tone, âAllow me to make you a deal.â
Jacob frowned. Heâd seen enough on Raiderâs lips to piece together his sentence. A deal? When the battle is so clearly lost? He can take what he wants, now.
âIâll call off my pretty pet. Your man escapes my sword. And all I ask for in return is an audience with the Great Marauder, aye? What say ye?â
He blinked, erasing some of the silver halo in his vision. The words didnât make sense.
âJust an audience aboard my humble sailboat,â He giggled in that ugly childish way, then gestured to the beast of a ship with all its guns and majesty, bobbing there with the faltering storm, âYou and me. Captain to Captain. Itâs fated that we should meet.â
As if in accordance with its master, the tentacles of the creature below them poised for his reply. Death caressed the deck as the monster breathed, waiting, ready to crush them like so many cicada husks, should Raider only ask.
Jacob nodded tensely, then hung his head in defeat.
It was over now. What else could he do?
***
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Characters: Jake Kiszka/ Chris Turpin (slash!), Josh Kiszka
Word count: ~2.3k
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Jacob didnât need to see the approaching shipâs flag to know what it was. He didnât need a spyglass to know that the flag was stark black, in pristine condition, with a cruciform long sword printed in white in the center. The crossguard bent downward toward the blade in a slight âvâ, drawing the eye to the eight-pointed star near the center of the blade, the starâs bottom point extending down its length. Jacob didnât know the name of the three-masted ship, but he knew in his bones that the symbol proudly taunting him from the masthead would be that damned sword, piercing through the crimson sunrise. The same symbol that had been chasing him, dogging him for weeks. Pursuing him across the vast waters with what could only be nefarious intent.
The ship crackled with unsteady energy, the tendons of its masts and rigging creaking softly as the entire crew tensed. There was nary a sound save the murmurs of the crew, the lapping of the waves against the hull, and the rhythmic tap, tap, tapping of Jacobâs fingers against steel. Beside him, Jacob knew that his loyal first mate was watching him. Studying him. Patiently waiting for his Captain, as he always did. Christopher was on edge, but there was an innate trust hanging in the tension between them. Jacob knew instinctively that if he turned to look into Christopherâs eyes, heâd find those crystalline blues gazing back, as ever present as the sea. Jacob also knew that clouds of worry would be forming in those eyes, just as he could feel the morning air shift before the sky changed her colors.
Jacob had always found the term âcalm before the stormâ to be a misnomer. The air may be still before a storm but it is anything but calm. Itâs heavy and stale and thick with unnatural silence. But Jacob could feel the static charge in the sea air, sense the imperceptible ocean mist that rose to the clouds. The sea itself seemed to hold its breath, swaying gently with the crew. Restless. Waiting. Holding for orders.
Jacob⌠The waters whispered.
He shifted on the balls of his feet, feeling the sway of the sea. Below the glassy surface, the angry depths were begging to be released. To be unleashed.
Jacob forced a huff of frustration through clenched teeth and the graying clouds matched with a low rumble.
JacobâŚ
The enemy ship was picking up speed.
JacobâŚ
His crew was counting on him.
JacobâŚ
He couldnât let them down. Couldnât lose control. CouldnâtâŚ
âJacob?â A new voice broke through the whispers on the wind, low and gentle. Quiet enough that only he and Christopher could hear it. It grounded him, pulling him from his stormy thoughts, anchoring him to the present.
Christopher cleared his throat and spoke again, âCaptain?â His tone was a little less soft this time, more formal. âYour orders, sir?â
Jacob closed his eyes and took a deep breath, shoving his fear and anger so deep that he hoped not even his eagle-eyed first mate would be able to spot it.
âWeâre going to run.â He turned to meet Christopherâs patient gaze. âWeâll be outgunned and outmanned if we face a ship that size head on. But we have the wind and speed on our side.â He gestured to the horizon, forming his hand like a rudder to indicate their heading. âWeâll cut to the northeast just before we pass them. By the time theyâve turned around, weâll have a headstart.â
Christopher gave a tense nod and began to move past Jacob, patting his shoulder as he passed and letting his hand rest just a breath longer than a first mate typically would when touching his captainâs shoulder.
âSteady as she goes and wait for more orders!â Christopher barked to the crew as he walked along the deck, checking that everyone was in position.
The sun had crested over the horizon, kissing the sea and spreading a ruby blush across the waters. The mist grew thicker, the encroaching storm at odds with the vibrant sunrise. A scarlet haze settled around the ship, the mist diffusing the light and washing the crewmen with splashes of color.
Jacob glanced down at his hands, tinged red by the angry mist. For a split second, his nightmares broke through the haze and his hands were drenched in blood. Screams echoed in his ears and fire crackled around the ship, the glow of the flames taunting him. He snapped his eyes shut quickly, blocking out the unwelcome images. Sucked in a breath. Clenched his fists so tight he thought his fingernails may actually draw blood. When he opened his eyes again, they were black and bottomless. Anger and determination hardened his smooth features.
âNo blood will be spilled this day.â He whispered into the mist, his dark gaze focused on the approaching ship. Grabbing hold of some nearby rigging, Jacob hoisted himself up the ropes, climbing the ratlines with the speed and grace of a spider traversing its web. He paused halfway up, leaning out over the waves.
The larger ship loomed ahead. Closer every second. So close that Jacob could make out a hull of sturdy, dark oak beneath the crimson fog. So close that he could spot a pop of bright colors atop a pretentious cavalier hat.
So close that behind him on the ship, some of the crew gasped and murmured and fidgeted nervously at their posts.
âHoldâŚâ Christopher commanded the anxious crew, his voice thick with warning.
Jacob paid them no mind. He trusted Christopher to handle the crew. His focus was not on the enclosing ship nor on his own crew. It certainly wasnât on whatever self-important mercenary was captaining the sturdy oak ship.
Jacobâs focus was pulled to the sea. He watched it, his eyes black as pitch and endless as the waters. He hovered one hand over the waves below, his fingers gently gliding through the breeze as though plucking invisible strings on some grand instrument. He knew the distance between the two ships without anyone yelling out how many knots they were traveling. He could sense them cutting a relentless path toward each other through the waters.
Then he felt it. The hint of a pulse beneath his fingertips. A current just ahead to the left. Just where he knew it would be.
Jacob twisted his lithe form toward the deck and nodded pointedly at Christopher. Immediately, his first mate called out: "Hard to port!â
The ship pitched sharply to the left, narrowly missing their opponent. The dual vessels groaned in protest as they passed impossibly close. The Maurader took to the current just as Jacob had intended, her slight form slipping into position and riding the momentum.
The smaller ship rushed past the brute beside her. A devilish smirk spread across Jacobâs face as he watched his opponentâs crew scrambling to adjust their course, looking frazzled and likely cursing their flea-infested heads off.
A flash of colors caught Jacobâs eye. A flurry of movement. A figure soared through the air between the two vessels, stirring the fog, the tail of a long black coat fluttering behind them. The intruder landed against the web of rigging opposite Jacob, snatching hold of the ratline rungs and quickly finding footholds to steady himself. A stray bit of rope whipped through the mist and swung back toward the passing enemy ship, a loose piece of rigging used as a pendulum swing to launch the stranger onto his ship.
Clouds roiled in the heavens as rage flashed through Jacobâs body like lightning. His free hand sprang to the hilt of his sword on instinct. The man looked up, matching his gaze, and the two stared each other down from diametrically opposing shrouds, Jacob on the port side and the invader on starboard. The sky was a clash of day and night, the storm stubbornly fighting against the sunrise.
A fluffy, scarlet ostrich plume danced tauntingly atop his foeâs cavalier hat, surrounded by a rainbow assortment of smaller feathers and sparkling jewelry. Intricate golden stitchwork adorned the wide brim, wrapping around from the slouched side of the hat and curving along the pinned up side to disappear under the mass of feathers. Swaths of dark curls peeked from beneath the elaborate hat. A blood red mask wrapped around the top half of the manâs face. The stranger flashed a wicked, toothy grin and began to scurry down the ratlines. He had landed further down the opposing shroud, much closer to the ground than Jacob.
Jacob quickly maneuvered to the edge of the shroudâs webbing, deftly positioning his hands and feet around the outer rope. He loosened his grip enough to slide down, abseiling quickly toward the deck. He grit his teeth as the friction from the rough hemp fibers bit his palms. His feet burned inside his boots where they squeezed together against the rope, controlling his descent. He increased his grip just before reaching the bottom, stopping short and finding a quick foothold on the rungs.
Jacob watched as his opposite reached the bottom rung of the ratline he was climbing and hopped down. Knee-high, leather boots hit the deck with a soft thud. The man strode toward Jacob with unhurried steps. He wore trousers the rusty color of dried blood, a dark red that matched the mask obscuring his features. A velvety black coat swished around his knees, the same intricate gold stitching lining its edges as his matching hat.
âWell, I must say,â the masked man approached with his arms raised casually at the elbows and his palms facing up. âThis game of cat and mouse has certainly been entertaining.â
âYou speak as though you are the cat.â Jacob dropped gracefully to the floorboards. Raindrops speckled the wood at his feet, then quickly spread to encompass the whole ship. âBut it is you who are trapped on my ship.â
âWell, wellâŚâ the stranger grinned. âIt appears this kitten has claws.â
Jacob drew his sword and pointed it menacingly at the stranger. âIt appears so. And it appears Iâve cornered a rat.â
âYou misunderstand, boy.â The masked intruder widened his stance, one leg sweeping back to put him in a fighting position. His leather-gloved hand rested on his sword hilt in warning. âThis is my ocean. My game. And youâll play by my rules.â
âI have no desire to play frivolous games with you!â Jacob roared, spittle flying from his mouth and blending with the quickening rain. Thunder cracked in the blackened clouds overhead. âI donât know why youâve been hunting my ship, but the chase ends today. You can try your luck in the ocean and swim back to your own vessel. Or you can submit to capture and remain in the brig until we make port. Itâs your choice.â
Derisive laughter bubbled forth from the man in red and black, the plumes of bright feathers shaking and shifting as his head tipped back in glee. When he leveled his gaze at Jacob once again, his eyes were void of color. The glassy orbs that stared back from the eye holes in the mask appeared almost white, as though his eyes had rolled backward into his skull when heâd tipped his head back.
In a slow, fluid motion, the invader drew his sword. âSuch a lack of hospitality.â He began circling to Jacob's left. âYou havenât so much as asked my name and already youâre ordering me to leave.â
âThe brig is also an option.â Jacob countered, matching the manâs movements and circling to his right. They held their swords low, ready to charge and swing at a momentâs notice. âOr if youâd prefer, I can toss your corpse in the sea for your crew to find. Let them know what they can expect from threatening The Marauder."
The man chuckled, his disconcerting milky eyes trained on Jacob as the pair moved equidistantly. They circled slowly, the weathered boards beneath them creaking under their boots. The challenger paused when he reached the spot where Jacob had been seconds ago, the port side of the ship now at his back and the starboard side behind Jacob.
âThe Red Raider doesnât surrender.â A malicious grin spread across his lips, highlighting the ominous nature of those otherworldly eyes. âAnd as I said before, I make my own rules.â
With that, the Raider raised his sword to the sky and opened his mouth wide in a resonant, high-pitched yell that was as musical and mesmerizing as it was jarring. He held the sound in a chilling falsetto, his voice trilling through the briny air.
What in the nine hells? Jacob took a half step forward â ready to charge ahead and slash the manâs vocal chords â then froze. The ship was rocking more than it should. He held a hand out toward the water, under the guise of steadying himself. There was a strange sensation beneath the surface. Something dark. Something that filled his senses with dread.
âCaptain?!â Footsteps pounded on the steps to Jacobâs left and a harried first mate appeared in his periphery.
Jacob held a hand out toward Christopher, a visual command to halt, but he kept his eyes trained on the Raider. The high-pitched wail faded, but in its place a low rumbling reached up through the depths and wound icy tendrils of dread around Jacobâs heart.
One heartbeatâŚ
TwoâŚ
Three.
The ship pitched sharply as something burst through the water on the port side. Jacob leaned forward to compensate for the sudden shift in gravity, his non-dominant hand reaching out to brace against the floorboards. He righted himself quickly, his stance low, legs instinctively adapting to the rocking of the ship. His head snapped to the side, searching for Christopher, who was holding tightly onto the railing of the stairs. Jacob breathed a tiny sigh of relief, which quickly dissipated when he turned his attention back to the port side of the ship.
The Red Raider clung the rigging with his free hand, waiting out the rocking of the ship with gleeful laughter. Behind him, twisting and writhing out of the depths, was a massive, monster-sized tentacle.
âI told you, Marauder.â The enemy drew out Jacobâs moniker, triumph coating his voice like honey. âThis is my ocean. And youâll play by my rules.â
***
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Jacob lay his head against the wall where he could best hear the world around his vessel. Feel the reverberation within his bones.
He could hear the ocean as it lapped and churned at the shipâs rugged hull. The creaks and groans came like the sounds of a laboring, living creature as it ate leagues of open sea. And if Jacob held his breath long enough, counted slow enough, allowed his mind to dull enough as the air in his lungs turned stagnant, he could almost hear the creatures of the deep stirring.
It was one thing to see the wide expanse of water, stretching as smooth and black as a dyed pane of glass. It was another to hear the relentless watery pull in his head.
The ocean called to him always, whispering his name in the froth. It was in the air. In the metallic, salty tang on his tongue. It was like a motherâs croon. A lullaby sang in a language none but him could decipher. It was usually a comfort to him.
But tonight it made his skin crawl. It reminded him that he was trapped on a lonely vessel, surrounded by fathomless empty space, with only the wood of his ship and the will of his men to keep him afloat.
âAnother episode?â A low, silken voice cut the vibration in his head.
Jacob released his breath in a rush of air through his teeth, âIâm well.â
The shape in the corner shifted closer, but its silence spoke like the lullabyâa knowing, calling plea. Jacob.
âIâm well.â He insisted, pulling himself from the floor by his bed, âI do not need your pity, nor do I need your advice, Christopher.â
âThen why does your shirt cling to your back?â Christopher entered the guttering light of the single candle, the flossy, fair tones in his hair mussed into a straw nest, âYouâre sweating in the night again.â
Jacob only hunched and tugged his linen smock over his head, exposing his amber skin to the salty air and the wavering candlelight. He shot a dark, warning glance and used the wadded fabric to sponge at his sun-baked chest.
Christopher raised his hands, placating, âI only fear for your constitution, Jacob. Weâve been at sea for our third fortnight and the monotony wears on us all.â
âIâm acutely aware of our progress,â He crossed, naked to the charter table, where weathered maps and tomes lay scattered on its surface, âAnd keep your fear; I merely become restless.â
âI see,â Christopher wandered nearer. Then his fingertips grazed the slope of one narrow shoulder.
Jacob inwardly cursed as his ensuing shiver betrayed his tension, which was knotted as tightly as the rigging on this groaning, creaking vessel.
âYouâre shaking,â He said softly, âFor one so stoic and steady, it must mean your dreams are horrors to behold.â
Finally, Jacob wavered. He let his first mate touch him, those wise, leathery fingers kneading the rigid lines of his taut muscles. It pained him to be witnessed in this moment of weakness. He felt unsteady, like a plaster bust shaken from its pedestalâa composed and regal persona so easily crushed.
But Christopherâs calm silence seemed to ease the pain. The constant, windy rhythm of his breaths overtook the humming lullabies in his head. The rumble of a wooden hull tearing through water faded until there was just thisâan intake of breath, a whisper of fingertips on skin, an exhale, warm on Jacobâs neck.
âThank you,â He conceded.
He could almost hear the smile cross Christopherâs face.
âYes. My dreams are horrors,â He leaned heavily on the table and let his eyes lose focus as the fingertips passed lower and lower down his spine, âAnd the nights give voice to my darkest thoughts. I cannot rest without them plaguing me.â
Christopher didnât speak. His silence welcomed Jacob and influenced him to fill it.
So he numbly continued, âSleep eludes me this night. For hours I tried, but I was only able to obtain a half-sleep, where the lucid nightmaresâŚWhere the soundsâtheyâre around me, relentless. I cannotââ His voice broke into splinters.
âHush, now,â Christopher laid a palm flat against Jacobâs lower back. Then warm lips touched the flat of his shoulder blade.
The silence returned, and with it the taunting liquid tickle of the ocean in his head, like rain and rushing rivers and deep voids full of dark mysteries. Jacob, it said, Come to me.
âWould you like a kindred soul to warm your bed tonight?â The tender hands coaxed Jacobâs long chocolate hair over one shoulder, opening a new slot of skin to Christopherâs wandering lips.
He let a long pause swallow them both until it felt like a tangible weight.
âI know why you hide your innermost thoughts,â The voice at Jacobâs nape mused.
A foreboding jolt like arctic ice slid down his throat and his mind scrambled for excuses and explanations. But then,
âItâs a heavy load for a Captain to keep a guise of inhuman strength for the benefit of his crew. Your strength steadies all of us, bolsters the faith that you will lead us well,â Another kiss touched the overwarm triangle of skin behind Jacobâs ear, âItâs noble of you.â
He almost audibly scoffed at the word Noble. If only Christopher truly knew the depths in the pit of his soul.
âBut you need not hide from me.â
If only.
Jacob leaned into the kisses, but kept his tumultuous silence.
*
In the night Jacobâs eyes had been black. As inky and dark as the ocean under the moon. His hair had been charcoal against the sheets and his skin had been bronzed and smoothed by the dying candle. And as the pair had made love beneath the wavering glass of the Captainâs quarters window, those eyes had been as endless as an abyss.
Heâd ached to know what kinds of horrors lived behind those wells of pigment. What secrets Jacob had kept hidden behind the iron wall around his heart. And heâd fucked him then as heâd always fucked himâas though he could crack him open with tenderness and passion alone.
But no. Thereâd been only a strangled, desperate, âChristopher,â as heâd cum. Then sleep had finally taken his secretive, sacred Jacob far, far away.
Now, those eyes caught the daylight like a pool of spiced rum or a cache of the rarest honey as they scanned a distant horizon. His hair was a sun-lightened and windswept brown, tucked securely beneath a supple leather tri-cornered hat. His billowy shirt and trousers hid the slight, narrow form beneath themâthe delicate body which Christopher alone had witnessedâand a scarf sensibly hid the window to his breast, now scattered with love bites.
âWeâre making good time,â Jacob said quietly, as though to himself, âThe winds are with us.â
His body, having been a trembling and vulnerable husk only hours ago, stood straight as the mast now, resuming its impenetrable front. He was as stoic as a statue, his every thought unreadable.
Well, almost unreadable. Over time Christopher had learned to read his gestures more than his face. Heâd learned that an absent scratch at his chin meant Jacob was searching for words. Heâd learned that a shift of balance on the balls of his feet meant he was sizing up an enemy and calculating how to strike. Each fidget meant something different. Each motion like a code, were one only wise enough to see it.
Jacob scratched at his chin, âChristopher, IâŚâ
He half-turned, following the line of his captainâs sight.
âWhat happened last nightâŚâ
Christopher leaned against the banister and inhaled the scent of sea spray on the wind. He only waited, knowing that his companionable silence would be enough to coax out the words.
Jacob twisted the signet ring on his finger.
A private half-smile lifted the First Mateâs lips.
The signet ring was an heirloom, its crest so worn and weathered that it was unrecognizable. But it was a physical link to something deep in Jacobâs hidden self, and when he touched it, a crack in his guise would inevitably follow.
âI did not intend to wake you. And I did not intend to be seen,â His face was a wall, but that ring kept circling round and round and round⌠âBut I am glad you were there. It might've been a much darker night had you not come to my aid.â
The ocean seemed to sigh around them and a gust of wind plucked at their clothes. Fine. He preferred to be without clothes anyway. And if fate worked according to his own design, had the two of them been alone on these polished decks, he mightâve made love to this beautiful creature right here against the mast.
But instead he only traced a fingernail along the wood grain of the banister, powerless against the tightening in his gut and the warmth within his trousers. He dared a glance.
Jacob was staggering to behold. Those honey brown pools seemed to swirl with coffee tones and sugary warmth, despite their pensive stoicism. Pert lips and an arrow-straight nose decorated a rounded, paradoxically youthful face, as though his beauty had persisted in defiance of the elements. His complexion had been spared by the sun and disease, by the freckles and burns and peeling skin that befell them all one day or another. He was tan and smooth, unblemished and unwrinkled. Even with the sleepless nights, the harrowing toil on the high seas with all its storms and tantrums, and the long stretches with measly rations, Jacobâs back remained straight where othersâ may have bent and broken.
âChild Pirate,âtheyâd called him in ages past. Then as the years progressed, so had the names. And the mysteries. âGhost Boy,â after his flighty nature and his tendency to climb the rigging with the dexterity of a spider. âBonny Mackey,â after the fabled prostitute turned disguised buccaneer, once a legend, then only a campfire tale, and then finally a forgotten childrenâs story. Coincidentally Jacobâs soft features, high cheekbones, and endless, pained eyes had lent themselves to the legends. But no matterâChristopher let all of them lie and die in their own time.
But the newest and fiercest of names fit him the closest: The Marauder. The name of the ship beneath their feet.
Like her master, she was a majestic vessel, impeccably crafted and dynamically sculpted to cut water and weather any storm. Her decks gleamed, her sails stretched like a blouse over the solid bones of her masts, and her rigging was organized and coordinated like tendons. Sheâd become like a living being to Christopher, as dependable and strong, yet nimble and graceful as the man who stood before him.
âI was glad to be there,â He finally said, when it became evident that Jacobâs words were spent (I will always be there, he said in his heart).
But Jacob did not seem to hear. His expression soured into a frown and the sun cast lines across his face. His eyes appeared to turn black again as he tipped his face downward, using the brim of his hat to shield his gaze from the golden morning glare. He shifted on the balls of his feet.
âShip on the horizon!â Scabâs sandy voice roared from the lookout above.
âThey came from the East,â Jacob spat bitterly, âThey thought to hide in the sunrise.â
âTo your posts!â Christopher snapped back into his role as First Mate as naturally as one slips into well-worn boots, âAt your stations and await orders!â
There was a scuffle of motion on the lower decks as bleary, half-awake seamen roused one another to Christopherâs order.
âCaptain?â He waited, poised for action. The familiar cold clutch of adrenaline began to stir his blood.
âWhat flag does she fly?â Jacob spoke gently and squinted at the distant speck. His palm ground against the pommel of the cutlass on his belt and his slender fingers drummed against the steel handleâanother gesture that meant something in the library of codes in Christopherâs head. It meant he was gathering his wits for a bloody and terrible battle.
âWhat flag does she fly?â Christopher repeated, raising his voice toward Scab in the crowâs nest, âCan you see it, man?â
âNay, it is beyond my sight!â
But the lookout neednât have said anything, because Jacobâs fingers continued to drum. As though he already knew what ship crested the horizon now. His lips moved steadily, with an eerily calm, even cadence, âDoes she have two masts or three?â
Christopher swallowed, âDoes she have two masts or three?!â
âThree, my Captain!â
âHellâs Gate,â Jacob cursed, and his fingers locked around the leather grip on his blade.
***
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Jacob lay his head against the wall where he could best hear the world around his vessel. Feel the reverberation within his bones.
He could hear the ocean as it lapped and churned at the shipâs rugged hull. The creaks and groans came like the sounds of a laboring, living creature as it ate leagues of open sea. And if Jacob held his breath long enough, counted slow enough, allowed his mind to dull enough as the air in his lungs turned stagnant, he could almost hear the creatures of the deep stirring.
The ocean called to him always, whispering his name in the froth. It was in the air. In the metallic, salty tang on his tongue. It was like a motherâs croon. A lullaby sang in a language none but him could decipher.
âAnother episode?â A low, silken voice cut the vibration in his head.
Jacob released his breath in a rush of air through his teeth, âIâm well.â
The shape in the corner shifted closer, but its silence spoke like the lullabyâa knowing, calling plea. Jacob.
âIâm well.â He insisted, pulling himself from the floor by his bed, âI do not need your pity, nor do I need your advice, Christopher.â
âThen why does your shirt cling to your back?â Christopher entered the guttering light of the single candle, the flossy, fair tones in his hair mussed into a straw nest, âYouâre sweating in the night again.â
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Jacob lay his head against the wall where he could best hear the world around his vessel. Feel the reverberation within his bones.
He could hear the ocean as it lapped and churned at the shipâs rugged hull. The creaks and groans came like the sounds of a laboring, living creature as it ate leagues of open sea. And if Jacob held his breath long enough, counted slow enough, allowed his mind to dull enough as the air in his lungs turned stagnant, he could almost hear the creatures of the deep stirring.
The ocean called to him always, whispering his name in the froth. It was in the air. In the metallic, salty tang on his tongue. It was like a motherâs croon. A lullaby sang in a language none but him could decipher.
âAnother episode?â A low, silken voice cut the vibration in his head.
Jacob released his breath in a rush of air through his teeth, âIâm well.â
The shape in the corner shifted closer, but its silence spoke like the lullabyâa knowing, calling plea. Jacob.
âIâm well.â He insisted, pulling himself from the floor by his bed, âI do not need your pity, nor do I need your advice, Christopher.â
âThen why does your shirt cling to your back?â Christopher entered the guttering light of the single candle, the flossy, fair tones in his hair mussed into a straw nest, âYouâre sweating in the night again.â
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