The way she uses people’s traumas and damage against them to gaslight is not endearing either.

I think I am supposed to feel bad she owes money but here is where “cool motive still murder” phrase comes in.

I’ve seen people say “but complainers were fine with LMH in Blue Sea.” Sure - I became fine with him when it became clear he caught feelings. There is not a single shred of evidence FL has any feelings of any kind for anyone in that household (or that she has any personality outside the scam thing - it’s not that she has one fake personality she uses to scam and a real actual personality - we see none of the latter.)

1. She was also a child when that "family" of scammers also took advantage not only of her traumas and her situation. I don't justify it but for me being 13 years old and having a family is not the same as being 17 and being completely alone with a debt that wasn't even yours and having to pay it (not counting everything she had to go through during her childhood). You don't know if she is so used to seeing adults take advantage of children that she doesn't take the time to think about the damage it does.

2. It was not her debt and look, 13 years later she still cannot pay it

3. Why should she have feelings? No one in that house has genuine feelings for her, you forget that they are also using her for their own benefit.

Doom at your service  (via 0sunflower0)

I LOVE ANGST AUGH

they’re both being so careful with each other here because they’ve just been having such a sweet and lovely time and this turn in atmosphere is so sudden and unexpected and they neither of them know exactly what’s wrong or why or where they stand with each other. but also they’ve both learned from their previous fight, and this fight mirrors that one so closely–someone is leaving unexpectedly, someone feels abruptly left out–and so they’re very cautious with their words and how they react to the hurt they’re feeling cause they neither of them want what happened before–the not talking, the night spent apart worried followed by days of anger and no communication–to be repeated.

for mijoo he just said he’s moving out, that in fact he came to the shoot already prepared to move out–to leave her. so while taking care of her while she was sick, while feeding her, while encouraging her to do as she pleases, he was already prepared to leave. and leaving means something to mijoo–she was told to leave the set early, but she stayed to finish her work; she had no home and she built one, created one for herself–and seongyeom already defined the home she built as “a place to *return* to.” and seongyeom has this entire history, too, one that’s informing how he’s taking in mijoo’s words. he’s mr. one month. people are interested in him (his good looks and money and family?) for a month and then they bail cause he’s too boring. somehow mijoo has lasted for over a month. and so when she says he’s putting up walls, and he–who so assiduously started writing in a journal so he could know himself better–has no knowledge of himself doing so, what his history of romantic interest is telling him is that she’s getting becoming with him.