parade of mind

Prior to this preparation in pouring all thoughts unimaginable, I have gathered ideas, events, examples, and courage to write this course of confusion life took me. Yet, as of this writing, thoughts hardly come to substance. 

i answered “not good enough, and will never be, probably” 

There I was -- at the top of the hill, my eyes looking at the ocean meters beyond. Embers crackling against the silent night as winds blow its glory, I found myself calm, in peace, and free.