Papaelmsss

Thank you Lord. I just can’t thank you enough for everything. The feeling of being secured can only be received from You. I just felt so overwhelmed about your love, about You. You kept on reminding me that my future is secured and everything that I risk is nothing because I have you. Even though I know that it will hurt me. But I know that you are always there for me. I love that person and she’s worth suffering for. I don’t know what the future holds, but I know who holds the future. I just trust you and every time I cry out to you, I gain my trust. That’s truly amazing and I don’t know. I feel whole again, complete and it’s because of You, Lord, my God. Thank you very much. All these things are for you, even when it hurts, my praise is still on You.

a memorable bye.

But we will always be a family forevermore. 

I’m just here, remembering what God had done in my life. I was nothing, then I became something that I wouldn’t really expect to be. It was a long time ago since I accepted Him as my Lord and savior. I just feel so light like, I know that He got me and I don’t need to worry. It feels good to have someone in your life that will never ever leave you or forsake you. Trials, challenges, depression, anxieties or what, I had overcome it and will continue because of Him. Thanky Lord.

Inside this place, Filled with empty space. Sorrow flows fore my face, Wondering, of things that couldn’t take place.

I just feel bad about myself, I just don’t know what to do.It felt like I’m waiting for something that i’m not sure. This thing inside my chest, part of it is void. Nothing at all, but loneliness and darkness like a box filled with empty spaces while hearing the whisper of the air. I just don’t understand it. What is this? “A place for something special?” But why? I need to be filled, I need to be consistent. Reveal me something, show me something. It’s hard. I’ve been so flogged here with these evil spirits surrounding me. Then this, Christians shouldn’t be like this,I feel bad. It’s sad.

I don’t know what to say. But I want you to know that You’re awesome. You still continue to amaze me. Even though things looked impossible, still, You amazed me. I can see it now. The things that I’ve been praying for, happening. And it’s all because of You. You worked for me. You did this just for me to be happy. I don’t know, but I’m happy, very happy. My heart is overwhelmed, it feels like a soft, light, uplifting, calm, cheerful, happy and safe place here inside. It’s so secured like nobody can destroy nor harm me. Then I realized that it’s just You all along. My Lord, My Savior, My Father. But I know that these are just the beginning. I know that you’ll still continue to amaze and still continue to exceed my expectations. Thank you.

And when you return, He will accept you with gladness and delight. And will celebrate because you are united again with Him. Even though you hurt Him, even though you have forsaken Him, still, He accepts you and loves you the way He loved you back. All He wanted is you behind His back, fighting this fight that you cannot fight. And that person is Him, the person who’s there on that cross, dying because of you. Because of love that He has for you.

I was looking at the Instagram of my friend where her artworks are posted. I saw one of her artwork and read its description. I was amazed. Why? Because this girl dedicated her life to her Savior. While reading the description, I was misty-eyed. It was her second anniversary with her Savior. I was touched. The artwork shows herself in a wedding gown that symbolizes that she is married. Married to her Savior. If you’re reading this, I just want to tell that I’m proud of you. Keep it up. That passion, make it burn even more. His name, glorify it. His word, share it, His love, let them feel it. He himself, praise Him. Surround yourself with His light so you yourself will become His light for those who cannot see. Kudos to you. God bless.

There are times when you’re praying for something. Something that you want, something that you need, something that you’ve been searching or what. Then you felt like it became more impossible. You perceived that those things that you’ve been praying for will not work because of what you see or what you feel. But take heart, that’s how He prepares something good for you or for what you’ve been praying for. Impossible things are just God’s way of wrapping His gift for you. So what I want you to do is to rip the wrapper apart. Rip it as fast as possible. The things that you had perceived or felt, rip it. Have some faith. Then you will see, then you will receive, then you will find the things that you’ve been longing for.