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Umami!! What a great compliment you’ve paid me, I love that flavor haha

No, much to my disappointment. While I haven’t gone to a Reich-related historical location, I have held an actual photo book from the Reich in my hands, and seen actual Stalhelms, medals, and daggers & such in antique shops.

this little site right here :D

your himmler fics feel so real, so i can see that 100%. goebbels is such a complex guy, i feel like he’s hard to capture in writing but you do that very well, in clean that is definitely how he’d act towards a maid he liked. i think fics about more niche guys would be fun and different, and would make its own audience if there wasn’t already one.

at times i’m like, i wish there was more information about these guys and their personal lives. like, what was himmlers favorite music genre, or favorite color? what was goebbles favorite season? but when i write little short stories about them the mystery kinda pushes creativity it’s interesting that way, imo! it makes head-canons feel more original, cause everyone has a different interpretation of them and what they did.

one more thing, lol, sorry to keep writing thru anon asks! at first i was a bit nervous to send in an ask but I didn’t wanna pass up the chance to say something, cause before i had no idea about reichblr/fandom and just read a03 about them (specifically your stories). anyway, my day was good, and i hope yours is great! xx

Aw yeah I’m always happy to answer anything or chat! And yeah, I think your perceptions of them are also bang on. The dynamics in snow angel would be super fun to get more into for sure, maybe in a more developed story.

I'm really happy to hear you found the stories on Ao3! I remember when I wrote them and posted about the I felt like I was shouting into the void, that no one else really feels this way, but I was so pleasantly surprised that people actually cared and read the works! I agree with you about the headcanons, reading the different interpretations people have about them is all the more interesting. It's as though you can create a patchwork of their character, taking what resonates with you from each work you read. And yes, it would be awesome to know little intimate details, simple things about them, that are overlooked or never mentioned in history texts.

I think it's because it's so taboo to express any attraction towards these men, which makes sense, given how the war ended, and all those events in between. That being said, I don't think desire for men is evil, I don't think attraction to men is evil, for healthy young women :) There's a lot more nuance that I think I have, and maybe you can relate to, rather than just expression attraction to these guys for the purpose of being "edgy" or attention-seeking. Like, it's more complex than that.

Honestly, I think if anything, it kind of goes to show how you can't choose your attraction/interest in things, that they choose you. What you can control, is how you deal with it. I think writing and sometimes drawing about it helps me a ton.

definitely agree with the weather changes too, i like this middle ground where its not too hot but not too cold either, and the leaves changing is pretty to see in real time. and, i did have a question! xx

would you ever do something similar to worship for a.h with the MC as a secretary again? maybe the roles are reversed and a.h is the lovelorn one? im just thinking!! and, another question sorry! xx who do you like to write for best? is there anyone you wanna write for that you haven’t yet?

have a good day/night!!

Ooh yeah that’s a great idea! Yearning men are always fun to write. I think I started to explore that hungry yearner dynamic with A.H in some of my other writings, but definitely not to the degree of that Himmler fic lolol..That would be super interesting..

I think prefer writing Himmler the best. He comes the most naturally to me for some reason, I’m not sure why. Don’t know how to explain it, but I feel like I understand him the most? Followed closely by Goebbels. He's got a serious sort of intensity that I really enjoy exploring.

Randomly, I sort of want to write about Hans-Joachim Marseille, or Bubi (Erich Hartmann) but I feel like there's probably like no audience for that lmaooo. I am open to out of the box suggestions though, I did fulfill an Otto Günsche request a while back. A little off the beaten path there.

It’s always funny to write about the men in this era because, of course, they've been dead for 79+ years and I’ll never truly know just what they were like, or what they would say. There's just so many different accounts and conflicting information and still so much secrecy about them, personally, that I always think, "Would he really say/do this? Oh well" and just go for it haha. Typically I just write what I think feels right or accurate to me.

Lol I went a little off topic there but I hope you have a good day or night too!! :D

are u doing any more stories in the future for him?? also, how has ur month been? xx

I was just thinking about it! I haven't written any third reich related stories in so long or really made any art of it in a while, a lot of life stuff has just taken over for me :,(

And my month has been going well so far, fairly busy. I'm enjoying the weather getting colder, I really dislike the heat.

Thank you!! aw that's sweet 😭😭 I wear a style I'd describe as sort of like 90s- early 2000s feminine gothic/emo, a loottt of black and darker tones (usually red lolol), but I sometimes like wearing white and pink too :) depends what mood I'm in haha..but a decent portion of my wardrobe is secondhand from that era.