Panoptiography

“But now he lives inside Someone he does not recognize when he catches his reflection on accident.” #vsco #vscocam #carbondale #iphoneonly (at Carbondale, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnvRsv9FHpj/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4bdaiiq9hi2i

“I'm trapped in a life that I have chosen My heart's growing colder, yet harder to be broken Again and again, again and again I'm chipping away at nothing So I've made up my mind I shouldn't be loved” #vscocam #vsco #iphoneonly (at Crowne Plaza Indianapolis Downtown) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bne3o2NAeC2/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ar718a5suoe4

We all die disguised. #vscocam #photoshopexpress #iphoneonly (at Murphysboro, Illinois)

“Lord, Lord, Lord, is there some way to make it stop? 'Cause nothing that I do has ever helped to turn it off. And everything supposed to help me sleep at night, Don't help me sleep at night, anymore” . . . . #vsco #vscocam #iphoneonly #indianapolis (at Crowne Plaza Indianapolis-Dwtn-Union Stn)

“How can I begin anything new with all of yesterday in me?” L.C. . . . . #vsco #vscocam #iphoneonly #iphoneography (at Indianapolis, Indiana)

We blessed mourners of your beatitude —forsaken by You as You by Him— have none of our promised comfort or consolation. Only Your absence and our pain and anger. Vengeance can never pay your debts to us: Heaven. Comfort. Earth. Satiety. Mercy. God. Father. Reply. #vsco #vscocam #iphoneonly #photography (at Pomona, Illinois)

A moat of dead dreams separates wHere I livE from the worLd—keePing us in and others out. Descend time to find Us. Don’t move here. Send supplieS. #vsco #vscocam #southernillinois #iphoneonly (at Village of Tamaroa)

"What a waste of time I was in retrospect. I’d take a leap of faith, but I’d lose my nerve. In the end, I’ll get the hell that I deserve. I’m always gone with the wind Crawling in and out of my mind God knows, I lost all my faith..." - - - - - - #vsco #vscocam #iphoneonly #memphis #econolodge #pieceittogether #thinkaboutit (at Downtown Memphis)

"The weight of the world is resting on thin ice. When the surface breaks will I find paradise?" . . . #vsco #vscocam #iphoneonly #brutalism (at Southern Illinois University Carbondale)

Fade away Fade away Waste away wraith I don't want to see you again. . . . . #vsco #vscocam #iphoneonly

"We've been to the edge and we know what it's like to want to die, And that's something we won't glorify. We'll leave those miserable times behind. How far can I go? I'm rising from the depths of my own hell." #vsco #vscocam #iphoneonly #panthersdenwilderness (at Panther Den Wilderness)

"You'll never be happy. But it was all for nothing. It was all a waste. You held on tight and for dear life. But it was all for nothing, When you took off that ring." - - - - #vsco #vscocam #iphoneonly #accident #crash #instability #brokenstructure #thisisametaphor #whatsametaphor #carbondale (at Carbondale, Illinois)

"When you got sick You were through with fun and games Now that the times have all changed I can’t find you, I can’t put you back into place" Cat Power- Bully #iphoneonly #vscocam #vsco #devilskitchenlake (at Devils Kitchen Lake)

2 Rosy Maple Moths #vsco #vscocam #iphoneonly (at Devils Kitchen Lake)

@bou_the_bengal in Repose. - - - #iphoneonly #vscocam #vsco #catsofinstagram (at Saint Catharines, Ontario)

"Groped up, to see if God was there - Groped backward at Himself" #vsco #vscocam #iphoneonly

A composition in loneliness. #iphoneonly #vscocam #vsco #thisissiu (at Southern Illinois University Carbondale)