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My Blogs:

@encyclopediadumort - aesthetic

@bingotails - agere/kidcore

@jichaelmackdaughter - mj fanblog

@homosexualcowpoke - red dead fanblog

(18+ blog is invite only, mutuals must be over 18 w age in bio to recieve url)

My Tags:

📢🐛 - general talk posts

🎮🐛 - video game posts

📱🐛 - mobile game posts

📸🐛 - photos by me

💿🐛 - music and playlists

📼🐛 - music videos, clips, and youtube videos

💌🐛 - lovebug letters (ask tag)

morbidicasweep - anon hate

petposting - see my animals

eek ew ew ew ew omg a bug!!!!! - see my face

Bookworm Reading List 2026

Currently Reading:

Up Jumped The Devil: The Real Life of Robert Johnson by Bruce Conforth and Gayle Wardlow (34% Complete)

The Delectable Negro: Human Consumption and Homoeroticism within US Slave Culture by Vincent Woodard (54% Complete)

Stiff: The Curious Lives of Human Cadavers by Mary Roach (78% Complete)

To Be Read:

Black AF History by Michael Harriot

Manhunt by Gretchen Felker-Martin

The Eyes Are The Best Part by Monika Kim

American Psycho by Bret Easton-Ellis

Audition by Ryu Murakami

Revenge by Yoko Ogawa

Frankenstein by Mary Wollstonecraft-Shelley

The Haunting of Hill House by Shirley Jackson

The Shining by Stephen King

My acknowledgement and apology that I should not and will not act as a victim advocate can be found here. If you are in need of help, please refer to the resources below. I can only offer advice and assistance in how to use these resources to file an actionable report - I cannot file on your behalf and cannot act on any allegations made to me about another person.

Resources:

INHOPE - International online child sexual abuse hotline directory

NCMEC Cybertip - US online and in-person child sexual abuse hotline

NCMEC Take It Down - US-based resources to aid in having nonconsensual sexual images taken of you when under the age of 18 removed

The Trevor Project - Youth-focused LGBT suicide prevention hotline

RAINN - Rape, Abuse, and Incest Network provides resources and support for those suffering from sexual abuse, incestuous abuse, and domestic violence

THORN - US-based nonprofit providing resources for parents and children on how to prevent online grooming and sextortion and cope with its effects

ECPAT - Thai-based international network for ending child sexual abuse in all its forms, including online

Related Organizations:

BEAM: Black Emotional And Mental Health Collective

Face It - Men's mental health support foundation

Soaring Spirits - LGBTQ widow support network

LGBT Foundation - UK-based LGBTQ support charity

Mermaids UK - UK-based trans and GNC youth foundation

Give What You Can:

GazaFunds - Give aid directly to families facing genocide, famine, disease, and housing insecurity in Gaza

UNRWA - United Nations Relief and Works Agency providing food, medicine, clean water, and other aid to those affected by the Palestinian genocide

Gaza Soup Kitchen - Foundation providing on-the-ground support feeding those facing famine and malnutrition in the Gaza Strip

SudanFunds - Give aid directly to families and individuals facing genocide, famine, disease, and housing insecurity in Sudan

Sudan Relief Fund - Charity organization dedicated to providing food, medicine, clean water, and other aid to those affected by the Sudanese genocide

@queersudan - The direct contact blog of Abdu, the representing member of a queer refugee group seeking aid during the Sudanese genocide

National Blood Clot Alliance - Foundation dedicated to the prevention, treatment, support, and care for those struggling with blood clots, clotting disorders, DVT, and their families, as well as resources for surviving family of those lost to pulmonary embolism

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panicatthecriscodisco

on a more positive note i was watching tales from the crypt with my mom and one of the episodes' bumper stories was the cryptkeeper working as a hairstylist at a videad sassoon salon so i know what my next tattoo is gonna be 💀

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it's a vhs cover in baked potato quality but this is what i'm talking about. it's cunt.

#📢🐛#tales from the crypt #body horror

the kit thing gets funnier: the fucking swim suit designs in the gameoverse pilot were made by women, apparently. oh and chee got pissy at the creator of gameoverse dedicating the pilot to his DEAD FRIEND who created rwby bc of the swimsuit and "sexualization" shit. like i dont even care abt gameoverse (just not my thing) but its gross as fuck to tell ppl when they can and cannot talk about or dedicate smth to their dead fucking friend. ghoulish behavior

MONTY OHM????? THEY CALLED THE GAMEOVERSE CREATOR A PIECE OF SHIT FOR DEDICATING THE PILOT TO THEIR FRIEND MONTY FUCKING OHM?

i'm gonna do something drastic i can feel it clawing its way up the back of my throat like a parasitic twin that finally developed arm strength

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#📢🐛#tales from the crypt

these mfs telling on themselves at this point. why does your dick get wet when you see completely sfw pokemon fanart, immediately come to the conclusion that it must be sexual in nature bc your first thought abt seeing a punk teenager in a tanktop was sex related, and you respond to that by immediately accusing the artist of being a creep and/or pedophile? the self-projection is crazy. y'all never beating the "acts like a conservative christian" allegations.

- 🪦🐺 (did the right combo this time lol)

not even dick wet, just a single passing sexual thought. it's like they think every intrusive sexual thought is the fault of the art/artist/person and not themselves. almost like.... almost like a.... it's on the top of my tongue...

#💌🐛#🪦🐺 “anon”#i'll fix the other one in post #anywho.#“did you see what she was wearing she's totally begging for it”#and it's a child with breasts in a tank top #man that's really ringing some bells for me #i wonder why (was a child with breasts who was sexualized by adults based on my clothing)

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Chee was one of the people complaining about how Kit Bodega was "sexualized" in the Gameoverse pilot despite it being a normal sport suit, so none of this surprises me. God forbid women have bodies and exist and wear a swimsuit or clothes I guess

i have no clue what that means but like. a fucking standard sport suit?

one of these bad boys???? a fucking one piecer??????

#💌🐛#strawberrycheesecakehare #cherryblossomventi

genuinely imo but exist and chee are just creepy and misogynistic as fuck. ocelot is creepy for agreeing with them abt the lillie shit bc why tf are you viewing a child wearing a tank top like that, first of all. idk if oce has any misogyny he needs to unpack but if she does then they need to do it already instead of making excuses.

oh oce absolutely has plenty of misogyny to unpack! and antiblackness! never forget: he mocked me for being a gay black trans man going to cosmetology school. twice.

and then got so fixated on being a racist misogynist transmisandrist prick to me after both i and deej called them out for it that they changed their entire header about it

so like. idfk blud you might wanna get that looked at by a professional at this point.

#💌🐛#wokerevolverocelot

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It is funny whenever people vague/criticize you about stuff like this they exclusively use he/him and refuse to bring up that you’re trans while making sure to mention that the women they’re defending are. Tumblr has a real talent for stuff like this so that it looks like a bunch of cis people punching down on trans folks when really it’s trying to hold our own accountable

i have to be the scary black man attacking the innocent white woman, you see. acknowledging my complex gender identity is not only not beneficial to them as it doesn't appeal to trans allies as much as openly acknowledging that that's what they're aiming for would be so it is imperative that i be a man (lmao) and that i also be a threat that cannot be actively confronted lest i rip them apart with my savage strength but i also am so weak and ineffectual that i am easy to make fun of behind my back as if i give enough of a fuck to notice let alone care

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let this be a lesson to my lovebugs that a true idgaf warrior knows this by heart

considering adding this to my pinned ngl

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exist genuinely astonishes me with how stupid and unself aware they are. i genuinely struggle to believe this is a real person but he unfortunately is

like? grow up. deadass get out of your computer chair before you fuse with the fabric and touch some fucking grass. go to a fucking gay bar like a normal person. read some books without pictures in them.

#💌🐛#how do these people exist

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IM GAGGED exist legit said that the artist modified the uniform… but when you look the cut is legitimately IDENTICAL. The only difference is the lack of the bandana. Does exist seriously think that— I’m gonna laugh oh my god—that removing a bandana to show off her face was the artist sexualizing her???

These people need to unpack their adversity to skin omg you can’t even use asexuality as an excuse here bc it’s deadass just skin. no sexualized framing in sight!

again. mx how do these people pearlclutch so hard because my asexuality protects me from ever having to confront my anti-sex worldview that is so cloistered i think children having visible breasts means they're now inherently sexual beings and that anyone afab showing skin is a harlot. AND all art by japanese people is either for children or is porn.

#💌🐛#how do these people exist

reminded of this beautiful classic thinking about a certain someone thinking swallowing is abortion

#📼🐛#monty python #Youtube

Im just a rando who saw the 'sexualized lillie art' stuff and just for a bit of background on the game there: shes literally just wearing the uniform worn by the other 'villain team' members there. Like, there is no changes made to the outfit other than she doesn't have the bandana. They're called team skull if you want to see the other members of the team- lillie is just wearing the standard grunt outfit and looks exactly like the other female team members (which are all just punk teens) Theres even an older young adult/older teen boss girl with a *slightly* more exposed outfit (Plumeria) that she is NOT wearing. If the goal was to sexualize lillie at all with that outfit, why wouldn't they pick the outfit that was actually a bit provocative? And even then Plumeria's outfit is pretty tame and nonsexual, it just has the sort of skin-showiness you might associate with a punk older teen in a gang. I really can't stress enough this is literally just the outfit straight from the game, worn by other characters that are meant to be punk teenagers, with literally no deviations to make it more sexual in any way

what in the fuck??????? just making shit up as usual huh

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Saw that hdtpe post and I'm suddenly reminded of when some people were calling fuckass helluva boss merch trans fetish fuel because a trans woman character was presenting with a visible bulge, in a swimwear line/valentines line of merch, something that the trans woman that voice acted her and was in charge of merch requested since thats how she presents in those clothes irl, and she didn't want bottom surgery.

Like people were not even trying to hide their transmisoginy and were just trying to present it as protect trans women from being sexualized.

Just as hdtpe is trying to present racism as preventing the sexualization of kids.

Both things are real problems, but the people behind it are disingenuous and their intent is to spread bigotry lily orchard style.

given the big lorch personally signed off on their crusade against britt, they teamed up with fennec to get it started, and one of their little friends had to say directly "fuck off lily" because she was orbiting them enough to reblog their posts directly from them uh.

not surprised ! ^_^ not surprised in the least !

#💌🐛#how do these people exist

Struggling to find anything sexualized about that drawing of Lillie Pokemon. I had to squint to see the "evil cleavage". These people just see something that makes them uncomfortable and they have to grasp at straws to make them into a bad person (insert Bob's Burgers "I'm LITERALLY grasping at straws!!" Gif here)

like??? it doesn't even really look like cleavage. it could be a pendant for all i know from the fucking image hdtpe posted. i had to really fucking squint and even then it's like oh. boohoo. sometimes children have breasts. sometimes children even have big breasts (someone who went from flatchested to a D by age 11). you sound like you're tattling on yourself.

#💌🐛#how do these people exist

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i wanna correct the anon saying the csam threat is over the pkmn fanart: its actually a threat chee made a year ago (still gross, still abhorrent, clearly hasn't changed) towards the creator of sparklecare, who is also a horrible person but is also a csa victim. chee wanted to send it to the creator of sparklecare to teach them not to "fetishize abuse" and is still trying to play it off as just a joke to this day, showing he clearly has zero remorse for the threat of essentially wanting to further victimize the victim in the material he threatened to send as sharing it around only further harms the victim

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#💌🐛#strawberrycheesecakehare #cherryblossomventi

these people cannot even handle pomemon fanart then idk if they should be on the internet whatsoever, they got bigger fish to fry trying to sweep for chee threatening to send an actual CSEM fucking video to someone over some basic ass pokemon fanart to get all up in arms over Jesus christ, can thes people just log tf off ever for a day???????

no see if they address any of it they LOSE and they lose FOREVER so they can never ever ever ever admit to having done something out of malice. because then the harassment campaign they started out of malice would actually start looking like it.

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