spider

Now I have a whole island where I just have ocs I make up on the spot, gave them all in depth lore and the island name also has lore behind it and I'm canonically their all seeing God

Having planned couples and making everything have amazingly cool designs was highkey so boring on my other island

I just let them do whatever they want and it's so much more fun honestly

Like yeah I'm a fictionkin but I'm also just Spider

When you're talking about Spider from avatar you're talking about me

I'm spider socorro if this is your first time seeing me

Ofcourse I miss her more than anything, but I don't want this to get too sulky

Because some things are oddly comforting, like seeing people call us soulmates, saying "they're together in every universe" "nothing could separate them"

Like hey, you're right, hell if death didn't stop me still loving her I don't think anything could.

Sometimes I wonder if she was possibly reincarnated here too, maybe one day we'll meet again.

And on the other hand, people criticising our relationship doesn't really get to me at all, if anything it's just sort of annoying hearing the same points repeated every time 😭

Getting to see her face on my screen is very cool too, I mean I couldn't exactly stare at my beautiful wife for an hour as much as I wanted to back then, but I can now so aye thats a plus

Seeing everyone's fanfics, going through the spiri hashtag, seeing alternative universes, I love all that shit.

I swear this fan base either hates me with their whole heart or defends me to death, same goes for the spiri relationship

It's also awesome to see art of us together

Kinda a yap oh well