BE HEARTLESS OR BE HEARTBROKEN

he curled my hair before parties, I sleep in his shirt with his bed sheets and pillow case, he's seen me be sick on the floor from food poisoning and nearly blackout drunk from red wine, he's seen me flirt and gave me his blessing, been my wingman, come out with me and the guy I was speaking to to see if he approved of him, he's seen me waking up from crying myself to sleep, listened to me open up about my eating disorder and family issues, seen my parents fight, heard my mum's toxic comments and defended me from them, heard and smelled me fart at night, cooked my lunch and dinner, driven me everywhere, come gym with me and pretended I was his cousin so I could use his family gym membership, met my grandparents, lived with me, watched me cry over boys and over my dad, heard me practice piano, helped me choose my outfits for the nights out, given me daily song suggestions which I turned into a huge playlist, seen me get bullied, come visit me when I moved to a different country