And every time we touch, I feel the static

Okay so. There was an innerworld event where I split into two alters. The internal handler part of me is a separate guy now. The velociraptor kin with BPD is the guy who runs this blog.

I'm grateful my body in my timeline properly processed testosterone, but I know being in a body with PAIS in this life has taught me a lot more about being a man than I ever learned in my timeline. In my timeline, I thought it was about having a certain body type and using certain words, but now I know it's about adult responsibilities and not hurting people. I prefer my concept of masculinity and manhood over whatever perisex transmascs are talking about when they equate masculinity with testosterone.

I'm fronting because someone was being annoying but that's bad because I'm in pissed off raptor mode and no one likes me when I'm like this.

BTW I might be a Satanist now. In addition to being a Kemeticist. Since i guess my whole system became a Kemetic agnostic theistic Satanist or something and that might work out for me.

I fucking hate being in the plural community because whenever I recommend PluralTwine to someone and they go "but coding is hard and scary :(" there's no polite way for me to tell them that, if they don't want to learn the very simple steps it takes to code something in Twine, then they do not have the self-reliance they need to be an adult in this world and they are going to spend the rest of their life depending on external third parties who can take away their support and accessibility tools at a moment's notice.

I do not want to make friends. I do not want to form "communities". I just want to do my own thing in peace.

I genuinely dislike people so much and my "social needs" feel a lot more like an addiction than anything else.

We're in the process of making a Neocities site called PluralTwine that isn't actually an app to replace SimplyPlural but that rather explains how to use the game engine Twine to make system databases, as well as hosting sample databases for people to use as templates for their databases. Most of it is set up. All we have to do is fine-tune the first actual template we're making, and then it'll be posted from this blog and reblogged to our other blogs.

Okay well. I am getting used to the idea that taking care of myself is the most important and morally good thing I could do.

We've finished up our personal database, minus the qualitative part (which is just where we write lists of headmates based on the traits they have), and we're now in a place where we can write up some template databases for others. We'll likely make a Neocities to host them, as well as to discuss Twine databases in general.