i’m so so sorry for all of the inactivity and being here for a week then gone again.....basically i’ve been going through A LOT. not to bore you with my personal life, but last year i got married, bought a house, rescued another dog, and traveled a lot. it was great just sooo busy for me. then something unexpected happened - i found out i was pregnant. it’s been a difficult and high risk pregnancy for me, i was put on bed rest for a while (i’m usually very active so this was really hard for me) and had every intention of using all of that extra time to be here and write. unfortunately it really messed with my mental health and made me super depressed. now i’m here, due in a month in the midst of the pandemic basically isolated in my house with my husband and our dogs, unable to see family or friends. we had to cancel our baby shower and my birthday which was last week and was rough. but now i’m scared to leave my house to even go to my doctor’s appointments and my husband may not be able to be with me when i give birth because of everything. needless to say my anxiety and depression is still in full swing with this.