iām padfootastic everywhere, but i go by penny online!
this is a no terf zone. we donāt support that kind of hateful rhetoric here.
ask box + inbox are always open! i love talking, even if im a bit terrible at the actual communication bit itself, so drop by whenever u like. prompts are always welcome too š
my favorite characters areāno surprise, iām sureāsirius, james, and harry! the sirius & harry dynamic is my favorite thing to write about. prongsfoot in any capacity, but especially qpp, is the love of my life <3
iām a scorpio (so uh, heavy projection on sirius sometimes. beware)
iām trilingual! english is teeeeeechnically my third language, so that often bleeds into my writing as well. ignore any weird issues & metaphors & SPaG errors pls n thx š
my posts are like icebergs with most of the fun stuff being buried down in the tags so. keep an eye out for that haha
My Works
foundations of decay - gen. ongoing wip! set post-gof, ft. independent, smart harry taking charge of his life. sirius & harry bonding.
glimpses of us - collection of all my tumblr drabbles/oneshots. featuring harry, sirius, james, next gen kids, random OCs.
like slow cooking a lobster - a jilypad fic where sirius swoops in to rescue newborn parents james & lily, eventually moving from godsend babysitting godfather to full time member of potter residence. lotsss of pining-but-oblivious sirius, fun & flirty lily, and enabler james. fluff and max cuteness.
(everything on tumblrās under āpenās writingā and ātumblr worksā)
since a list of everything would be tedious and take too longāi deal mainly in oneshots šāiāll just link my favourites!!
a home for you (for me) - 6.2k. Gen. A nebulous universe where qpp James & Sirius coparent Harry who wants to become Harry Potter-Black.
i fall to pieces (when iām with you) - 6.5k. Prongsfoot. James makes Siriusā blush, thatās it. The whole fic is just that.
go easy on me (i was still a child) - Gen, 13.8k. Postwar, Sirius-returns-from-the-veil and discovers already Harry has a tattoo when he tries to take him for what he believes is his godsonās first- cue feels and emotions and tears.
i wonāt ever let go of you - Gen. 8.4k. Set in OoTP. Molly says the wrong thing to Sirius and protective!harry erupts. Lots of bonding and affection.
home is wherever you are - Gen. 3.5k. Set in OoTP. Siriusā scentācigarettes; clove and tobacco and smokeāhas always reminded Harry of safety & home.
itās always been you - Gen. Set in OoTP. Sirius finally stands up for himself when Molly accuses him of treating Harry like James.
where you go, iām going - Gen/QPP. 3.2k. Prongsfoot!!! and tattoos!! Outsider Remus POV into the close knit bond between James & Sirius.
Sirius Black: The Godfather - Gen. 7.7k. Mostly pre-canon/canon compliant. Background Jily but mainly focusing on s&h. a series of one shots highlighting the godson-godfather bond. (the first time i delved deep into my fav duo!)
okay, iāll stop here š but! i have a lot of assorted one shots on my ao3 so check it out if any of this sounds interesting. my motto for writing is āread what u wanna see in the worldā hence why everything is soā¦self-indulgent.
thank u for being here!! i appreciate everyone who reads/interacts so much i can not put it in words :ā)
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presenting, foundations of decay (yes THAT FoD) CHAPTRR 14 WOOHOOOO
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
as promised many many months ago, harry is finally off to hogwarts!!!!!!! right at the very end hehe because we needed a heck of a lot of dialogue before that, of course. is anyone surpised? its harry and sirius' last few moments before theyre separated again, no wonder theyre yapping
continuing the streak of fic inspiration i havent felt in monthsssss, i am now writing a mirror conversation b/w harry and sirius after That occlumency lesson where he gets into the pensive ššš
the best, literal best, part about writing your own fic is that you can rewrite every single bit of canon and dominant fandom narratives that frustrate you and i am about to EARN that james and sirius apologist tag so hard
i...fear i have to edit a lot of this out and dump in the graveyard doc bc sirius is too mean ššš which js of course never a problem for me but its harry!!!! sirius would never!!!!!!
except, somehow, he did š
i think i was subconsciously trying to parallel that scene where harry refuses to sneak out of the castle to meet him and sirius bitches him out. i ofc will not be keeping that in so i found another way for him to hurt his godson lmao
continuing the streak of fic inspiration i havent felt in monthsssss, i am now writing a mirror conversation b/w harry and sirius after That occlumency lesson where he gets into the pensive ššš
the best, literal best, part about writing your own fic is that you can rewrite every single bit of canon and dominant fandom narratives that frustrate you and i am about to EARN that james and sirius apologist tag so hard
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i know i've practically disappeared from the world but i just needed it on some kind of record that,,,,ive been writing FoD again šš this marks the first time in the last year and a half š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ
just a measly couple thousand eords but!!!!!! insanely big deal. it always is after a prolonged period of writers block.
james has the most perfect body ever and he's marked 24/7 because sirius cannot keep his mouth off him for longer than three minutes at a time. he is gnawing at james' back. hes biting james' arms.
gonna actually answer this properly, i'm sorry anon š«¶š«¶
but okay. so it was not a pantsing. it was more,, a robesing? cause yknow he wasn't wearing pants? i'm nitpicking there but yeah. i like to call it a robesing (but it is basically the same)
now pantsing (robesing in wizarding world) was a VERY common thing. especially in the 70s but like,, boys did it to other boys they didn't like or even their friends like all the time when i was at school too?? it was fairly common tbh, and would've been even more common in the 70s.
and the whole 2 v 1 thing is so stupid i fear. ofc they're gonna go after him when he's not with like mulciber, avery, etc. that's what you do??? why would you purposefully outnumber yourself??? (and severus and his friends would've done/100% did the same thing to the marauders AND other students (muggleborns)).
^plus james purely did it cause sirius was bored. sirius is a mean 16 yr old that hates blood supremacists. ofc he is gonna enjoy making fun of/bullying a blood supremacist. (and same with james too)
i think the main takeaway from that scene tbh is NOT the actual pantsing or anything. it is 1. peter enjoyed watching it immensely despite not wanting to participate himself, 2. lily's hint of a smile, 3. the end of lily & severus' friendship
severus wasn't shocked (he expects sirius & james to go after him), but severus can fight back quite well (goes for his wand to attack back, would've likely succeded in attacking them back if his friends were with him & likely would've used much much darker and more harmful magic on them than they used on him)
severus didn't become a blood supremacist because sirius & james bullied him, they bullied him because he was a blood supremacist <3
hard agree w both sides (but more so, the āicocnicā š¤) and also would like to add:
snape created the spell in the first place. he was the one who made a spell where u can levitate robed individuals in the air by one foot.presumably knowing it would flip their robes over their head/above them etc etc. he did that. it is literally his own creation biting him in the ass (or pants, as it were)
how did james and co come to know about it? canāt see them flipping through their own textbooks, let alone snapeās, so they must have heard it somewhere, iām gonna assume. wonder whereā¦.
(also tangentially, not at all related ofc, how did remus know sectumsempra was snapeās signature spell when death eaters were masked and they didnāt know ab him in the first war? could it beā¦hmā¦he was throwing it around willy nilly amidst the hogwarts grounds? possibilities, possibilitiesā¦)
james wouldāve adored the heck out of hermione for brewing the polyjuice in 2nd year (illega animagi anyone?) and also, for keeping rita locked up in a jar. oh and punching an asshole classmate in the face.
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i know this is probably meant to be along the lines of āthat disgusting fascist iām morally and ideologically fighting against, teach ME?ā but iām also just. so in love w the idea of arrogant sirius (canon) who looks down upon voldemort and just cannot imagine being shown anything new by that poser.
and just, so many angles to it also.
- simple arrogance of the youth where u think ur invincible and ur enemies are idiots. would 10/10 look down upon the idea that the āother sideā would have anything worthwhile to teach u
- but even better, sirius has seen voldemort fight and is just. so unimpressed w him. like. āomg what is he doing thatās SO basicā (bc of my hc about sirius and magic and intuition etc etc) and heās just like. this man, this monster, who wields magic like a blunt hammer and not the beautifully, precisely carved dagger it must be, is not someone i can ever take seriously.
- also, this is interesting hc territory bc afaik he didnāt know about the riddle roots at the time (or maybeā¦.and this is another hc iāve always been obsessed withā¦walburga told him?) but! imagine a sirius who knows that voldemort is a half blood from a muggle orphanage. try as he might, he is still a black at heart, still walburgaās son, and just as he cannot stop himself from comparing peter to filth, and looking down his nose haughtily at those he considers inferior, so too can he not fully accept voldemort. something along the lines ofā¦āthat upstart, teach ME, the scion of house black? weāve forgotten more magic in the last two centuries than heās ever managed to even glance at, and you think he can teach me?ā not like, blood superiority exactly, but def some form of us vs them mentality. just, so delicious.
(also want to mention the sheer comedy of pettigrew shrieking about dark magic when that fool knows full well about padfoot and has, in fact, been surviving due to the same āmagicā as sirius. he was fully banking on the chaos of the moment so that no one looked deeper into his words, u just know. which, huh, can be another reason sirius is laughingāāvoldemort teach me? we did this together you idiot, and james and i had to teach youā just disbelieving laughter at the pitch pettigrew decides to go w)
Tbh I'm surprised more people don't write Barty Crouch Jr. as a perv. Obvs the real moody wasn't the kind to misuse his magical eye, thts probably y most ppl ignore tht scene during the yule ball in gof where moody comments on Harry's socks and Parvati calls his eye creepy. But we know now tht it wasn't moody, so wtf was Barty using tht eye for?? U can't convince me it was just to look at ppl's socks and feet
nobody talks about the split second realization - the cold , gut wrenching truth that james must have had - that his bestfriend , his brother in all but blood , had handed them over to die
nobody talks about the guilt that must have consumed him as he stood wandless , knowing he had trusted the wrong hands with everything he loved
nobody talks about how his trust was turned into a weopen against him
nobody talks about how james didnāt just die protecting his family but carrying the unbearable amount of betrayal and guilt
nobody talks about the fact that maybe james potterās last thoughts was to not only to protect his family but also thinking how could he?
nobody talks about james potter - the boy who loved hard , laughed loud , had a bravery that never faltered , died with betrayal in his heart
i just remembered that canonically, sirius got to godrics hollow after hagrid.
which means that after he had his godson taken away from him (bc lbr thatās exactly what hagrid and dumbledoreās orders basically did) then he went into the house and saw james and lilyās dead bodies alone. no buffer in the form of harry crying out for his parents or even the godfatherly instinct of making sure his kid is alright.
he was there, with his brother and friendās cooking body, all alone. stewing in grief and pain and rage and guilt. ALONE.
do we even know how long he was there? for all we know, he couldāve been catatonic right there besides james all day.
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One of my most hot take hp confessions is that, unfortunately, if I imagine teenage/young adult Sirius, I do think of Ben Barnes solely bc of all the edits I wound up seeing when I first got into the Marauders
no but this is so real ššš atj and ben barnes come hand in hand and i can never unsee it. i have this edit someone on twt made years ago saved on my ipadāitās basically That one movie of ATJ and dorian grey BB and itās like. a james & sirius thing. and iām so so obsessed w the overall vibes of it.
me: *reads someoneās interpretation of a character*
me: theyāre so wrongā¦..
me: [at dinner] theyāre so wrongā¦
me: [trying to sleep] theyāre so wrongā¦.
me: [in the bathroom] theyāre so wrongā¦.
me: [breathing] the y Ā RE Ā So W rONg