lilliana

i never felt like this towards anyone in my life it hurts now and will forever hurt in the future

i miss who i was before i met you

it's july 2025 and here we are again. i'm crying and you're not understanding how to give me the tiniest bits of comfort i wonder how we got here i wonder if you even care anymore i wonder why didn't my mother tell me love hurts this bad

we found comfort on how we made each other miserable

despite hating each other, we still sit here in the burning house holding hands and never leaving because we know this is the best it can get

let me love you like the forest loves the earth, let me in like a wildfire, and miss me when my fire goes away

you want change? go and do it life is short you dont know when you will die

change happens when the pain of staying the same is greater than the pain of change

i need to wake up besides you

he told me how much he loved me i just laughed and said "if you loved me like you said you did you would've saved me"

i just want to walk through the woods and smoke a cigarette

cannot live like this anymore

the things i whisper under my breathe in my bed thinking about you

i remember that october night where you held my hand and told me you will never leave oh to go back to that

you are my everything

oh to be in a my little apartment with my two cats cooking some pasta listening to silly songs waiting for you to come home