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Jurina peeled her eyes open, relaxed beyond any feeling she had ever known. A dim morning light penetrated through the outdoor fusuma; it was barely sunrise. Jurina tilted her head to her left, and observed the beautiful woman lying naked beside her. Her protector was on her back, eyes closed, her chest slowly rising and falling, her breathing steady as she was peacefully asleep.

The bedcover rested over her chest, covering her breasts but tantalizing her with a peek of naked flesh. Her long dark hair spilled over the pillow and her face, contrasting sharply with her pale face. Jurina was unable to look away, her thoughts and emotions in a jumble. She had longed to touch and possess her body more intimately, and last night, it became reality. Pride and satisfaction swelled in her at the accomplishment, but at the same time, she felt a twinge of vulnerability.

Jurina watched with adoration the feminine, slender form in bed, cautious not to move or make too much noise. Even if she tried, Jurina would be unable to look away, drinking in the sight of the beautiful, naked actress sleeping beside her so innocently and peacefully. A few times already, Jurina had resisted the urge to close the distance and refamiliarize herself with the taste of Rena’s soft, warm inviting lips, luxuriating in the feeling of pure bliss coursing through her veins.

Bonus 

How to spend your free time

On my free time

I do selfie with filter（· ∀ ·）

One person chin on palm pose（· ∀ ·）

ah, I will appear again at…18！

yuiyuirinrin

yuiyui and rinrin

And ice cream（*·q·*）mgmg

Baskin robin’s 3 scoop as usual～！delicious！ 

New song’s first performance

We the sekai senbatsu sousenkyo’s senbatsu member performed

53rd single 『Sentimental Train』

I sang it with believing in myself, my fans

And the gratitude I have to everyone who support me

And gave me this position to rank 5th！

We performed the new song without Jurina san

Thinking about it

Made me really sad, I want to meet her soon…

But I hope she can rest well and pay attention to her body…

When I just entered the 16 member senbatsu

And I’m not familiar with them,

Jurina san is the senior who always talked to me (´· _ ·｀）

She’s so hot blooded and cool

But I want to meet the spoiled Jurina san again

Please listen to Sentimental Train

A lot ok（*´A｀*）

I will appear after this～！find me～！

Thanks for giving me so many oportunity to appear

We performed Koisuru Fortune cookie

For A song everyone can dance along medley（*°3°*）

I made a heart pose with Yuka chan

Did you see it? I really want to see the video！lol

Please keep watching it

SakamichiAKB will perform soon!

From Facebook: Kaede Ishiyama’s (石山楓) post about Jurina: 

Good Afternoon (or Hello) everyone, The World Election has ended, I am so happy because my Kami-oshi Jurina-senpai won the elections! CONGRATS KAMI OSHI JURINA-SENPAI! I’m also happy because the event came out well. Let’s anticipate the 53rd AKB48 single!

I’m sorry I took quite a bit of time before answering this question, Anon, but I wanted to be absolutely sure I had as much information to work with as possible before I waded into this pretty thorny debate. Already, fans are going at each others’ throats over the issue, with many leaping to tear Jurina apart for allegations of unprofessional behaviour in the hours leading up to and after Sousenkyo, and just as many rushing to defend her by denying that any of it is true. I’m not here to do either of that. All I want to do is to try and get the facts straight.

So, first things first, here is what we DO know:

Jurina DID tell Sakura off with words along the lines of “Please dance properly, or else AKB48 is finished”. This occurred during the concert when “10-nen Sakura” was being performed. Jurina later admitted to this during the press conference, with her justification being that she wanted Sakura to improve, and that “48G needs her to keep the group alive and interesting”. She also apologized for her remarks after realizing that it had inadvertently led to Sakura not appearing from the press conference.  (Source: https://twitter.com/shndnshtk/status/1008637791796776960)

Which then leads me to the next bit: Why is it causing such an uproar? 

On one hand, some people probably felt it went overboard; Sakura was facing arguably as much pressure as Jurina was, with a much less realistic chance of achieving her goals. Lashing out at Sakura like that was uncalled for, especially considering both of them are, outside of Sousenkyo, essentially comrades-in-arms working together for the benefit of the organization.

At the same time, her behaviour in the moments after her victory has added fuel to the fire. Her tone during her victory speech (as well as during her words to Sakura and during the above press conference) was certainly one of pride, with an almost drunken quality to it as she reveled in her win, as compared to Sashihara’s more humble, down-to-earth speech patterns and Watanabe’s more mature, elegant tone of voice during previous years. Critics latched on to this, and claimed that she was being arrogant, smug, and disrespectful towards her rivals. 

What do I think? I think it’s somewhere in the middle. I don’t deny that I think Jurina is partly at fault. Yes, it’s a stressful time for her. People say and do stupid things when they’re under pressure. But it’s just as stressful for everyone else who’s participating, and especially so for Sakura. To lash out like that against a valuable colleague who has worked so closely with you for so long is just immature and unprofessional. To that effect, I’m glad she has at least taken steps to apologize, make amends and move forward. 

That said, I think there’s an additional element to it that no one’s seeing - sleep deprivation. Allegedly, Jurina was unable to eat well or sleep for at least 3 nights leading up to Sousenkyo due to the pressure she was facing (Source: http://ske48matome.net/archives/52127834.html). Emotional lability (breaking down and being unable to continue performing during “Chance no Junban”), increased irritability, and maybe a bit of mania as well - falls right into the classic symptomatology of short-term sleep deprivation. 

So everyone know by now that Jurina snapped at Sakura right in the middle of the concert telling her to “dance better or you’ll fail AKB.” We only knew this because Jurina came out and said herself in interview shoot right after her election win. Now, it’s understandable to see where she’s coming from since many AKB members have been outspoken about how AKB have past their golden age and there’s a huge stress on junior members to carry the torch. She’s also under stress of putting on perfect show in Nagoya, her homeland, while not eating or sleeping for 3 days, has a nervous break down and fainted before the concert start. The only fault is that she should have waited in private setting but she is not in her right mental state at the time. However, if you want to hold her responsible then that’s her inconsideration and we establish this. No one would know if she didn’t out herself so it’s obvious she’s genuinely apologetic about it. She apologized and took responsibility for this. Some people said she sounded “"ungenuine”“ or ”“creepy”“ in her speech but have they considered the nervous break down, the not eating and sleeping probably~~ got something with how weird she acted??

That’s it.

It’s done.

Let move the fuck on.

Everything else about how she caused Sakura to have break down, or her stealing Ogiyuka mic (D E A R G O D ) are all speculations that antis and salty fans are adding to fuel the fanwar because. The pre-concert happened 6+ HOURS before the election, do fans really think Sakura as some fragile, petty girl that would still be bothered and break over something like that? Sakura broke down and cried when she realized she’s 3rd because she was also in stress to represent HKT and she didn’t even get into 2nd place to take a shot at the spot. She kept apologizing to HKT and Sashi when she shouldn’t since it’s not her fault. Then the MC have to rub salt into the wound asking if Jurina wants to talk to her rival when that’s usually done between 1st and 2nd place. It’s completely understanble her not showing up to the group picture later was because of all of these pressure and shocked by how the results played out but you can’t put on all this on Jurina!

The Ogiyuka mic situation is likely a misunderstanding from position change. Antis and fans are saying Jurina stole Ogiyuka mic during Heavy Rotation when it’s clear Ogiyuka moved naturally behind Jurina during her verse and came up to sing her line after Jurina was done. It was clearly intended for Jurina to have solo position on that mic.

It is completely frustrating how fandom is escalating the situation, spreading false infos, making the situation worst, or even turned the narrative into how Jurina hate Sakura…

S H E D O E S N T.

They might not be BFF but both of them have a healthy respect for each others. Jurina asked Sakura in her speech to help her lead AKB48G with her from now on. She accept that she can’t do it alone and wants Sakura help and it’s disgusting fans forget that but zoom on irrelevant shit to sell their narrative because they can’t handle the results or dislike members.

Election sucks

It is unnecessary stress on these young girls just for management to make money and sell drama to thirsty people. Both girls are suffering from the negative effects of this event and neither are in their right minds rn. Fans need to back the fuck off and calm down a bit from creating unnecessary dramas that will just add to the stress on both of these girls.

Be understanding that idols aren’t robot and sometimes they say wrong things. As long as they took responsibility for it, there’s no need for Internet armchair warriors to take the fight to themselves and leave hate comment on idols’ SNS *hintfuckinghint*

Stop being petty.