every drop of my blood sings our song

My mom came over to try to save me yesterday and bestie came over today. Laughed so hard i cried, ate multiple great meals and as soon as they left it all came back.

I forget my memory sucks and then it makes itself known.... I have no fucking clue how i got myself out of the pitt before. I cant remember it at all.

Real 2022 me behavior with not being able to stop crying even when medicated and with the full on burnout.

97% sure im on the edge of burnout

Just finished gentlemen prefer blondes in time to see marija cicak in the coin toss for osaka v ribakina 🥰🥰🥰

Existencial crisis over all the dad pictures on instagram stories. I called my dad and we talked for like an hour this morning but i couldnt visit :///

Being loved as a child and having parents that are good at communication is amazing. It will not save you. It will make life easier.

Dreamt of a guy that i used to know (really tall and hot early 50s) from work was in my parents house and trying to do everything to fuck me. When i was about to sneak out i had to deal with a tooth falling out and my mouth bleeding. I think it had been months, maybe over a year since i had this kind of dream. Literally why cant i just get a normal sex dream and have fun

Found out i gained some weight and now im sure thats what broke my bench plateau. The power of food!!!!

All of a sudden i really suck at reading people (one specific person) and its driving me nuts

I don't know how I got here but i'm looking at vintage ussr watches and I want one so bad