Otis

Deep down, I always knew you didn't love me and you were just trying to find a replacement.

Why is it always me who has to understand others? Why won't others try to understand ME for once? I'm also mentally ill, I also have trauma, I also have issues, I also have feelings, why won't you try to understand ME? I'm tired of this.

Why does every choice I make ends in someone getting hurt? It's not fair. I don't want to hurt anyone.

It was a bad decision. Why do I only make bad choices? I fucking hate myself

I don't want to wake up

"You should put your needs first" um... NO! 😂😂😂😂 It only brings me more suffering actually 😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣 it actually makes me wanna kill myself now 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

I knew it. My fate is to always be alone. It was meant from the start. Nothing will eber change that.

I don't know what to do. I feel so lost and hopeless. I want to die.

I cant stop cryyng

They hate me and for a rightful reason. God, I'm so awful. I really do want to be better but I always make mistakes. I deserve to be alone.

I NEED TO DKE I NEDD YO BE KILELX I NEEC TO BE KILLED