im in a mood ™

they really told me in school "when you start making 6 figures don't let lifestyle creep get to you remember your students loans" and i ignored it bc of my built in "im poor" mindset but omg i do be dropping 100$ on fannart and video games willy nilly now

sometimes i realize im selfharming by restricting my own access to water but then i just,,, keep doing it

Me after drinking 36 oz of coffee and eating only a cookie: why tf does my stomach hate me

Trying not to be rash but I'm thinking about quitting art lmao

I'm gonna lose it, the work person I'm working under didn't do the thing he said he would and now I feel like I'm gonna have an ulcer 😩😩😩😩😩 this lady is not gonna get her chemo in time bc he didn't 2nd check like he said he would but now I'm like, we'll I could've checked last night and texted him but also he said he would do it so I assumed he would 😭😭😭😭 and bro does not get to work on time ever so he won't even notice until the patient is already here and the chemo tech that has to make it I gonna be mad 😔😔😔😔😔😔 I hate this

While having my roommate be my live in chef has kept me alive during this year for sure I have also regressed so bad bc why am I literally spending 3 days straight eating only 1 meal a day bc I'm toouch of a baby to go buy myself food

I need to get over the need to share my disordered eating on social media 😭😭😭 I think it's quirky but rly it's just sad lmao

😭😭😭 I waited to make dinner bc I'm a dumbass and then my roommates were out there and I was feeling shy or something (note these are my friends I have known for 3 yrs) but now I'm starving and they say they're having friends over and there will be pizza that I'm welcome to but I haven't showered 8n like 3 days and was already feeling like being a hermit so now I will just have to skip dinner I guess 😭😭

Where my poopshy babes at 😍 how yall shit without headphones I gotta know I lost mine

Ah, I'm hungry but my roommates mom (this is their old house) spends like hours making the most delicious food in the kitchen and I am too awkward to go make my own trash food when she's there so I starve 😔 but also I do not want them to ask me to join bc even tho it is the most delicious food I've had in a while I feel so bad like I'm imposing 😔

I think I might actually accidentally develop disordered eating habits 😔 I keep avoiding eating bc I don't want to cook and I can't buy ready to eat meals or fast food bc they aren't "healthy"

I don't FEEL stressed or anxious in particular, but this is the second night in a row that I've hyperfixated on one single song for hours so....

my friend keeps telling me about how hes playing ctf with his other friends and updating me on how good they are and their antics for like 3 days evn tho he KNOWS its my favorite ow game mode and no one likes playing it w/me bc all my ow friends hate that mode so bad and i already told him im jealous (in like ajoking way but) 😭😭😭😭

LoVE having high functioning anxiety bc I do things like, don't eat before first day at 8am to 6pm internship and also don't bring lunch bc I'm not sure if I get break or where to put stuff