𝖔𝖗𝖞𝖓𝖉𝖔𝖑𝖑

"I just wanted to write a song about being pathetic. I think everyone should get a chance to be in their feelings, drunk call their ex, beg them to take them back, say, 'I'll Change for You, I'll do anything.' There should be a song for that."

Ok, I identify a lot with this song haha... I feel like this song expresses my romantic feelings more than I could myself. Besides being for this kind of pathetic people (me, although nowadays I've learned to control myself and let pain fuck me up alone while I mind my business), she also gave this beautiful and pathetic lyric a "bossa nova" melody, which is a Brazilian rhythm; I'm Brazilian and of course I loved that melody even before paying attention to the lyrics. This song is me: pathetic, desperately romantic, drunk, missing my ex and Brazilian. Thanks, Mitski!

Seriously though, the way some people treat liking media as if it has an expiration date is so weird to me. And three years is still so recent in the grand scheme of things anyway, actually!

apparently today is national best friends day, so this is a call out post for @oryndoll, my bestie of many decades, who has ruined my life over squid in a way nobody else could ever have :') love u bruh 🥰