sweet night owls - Lysithea & Hubert
* CW: Vague Lysithea/Edelgard spoilers
Lysitheaâs assurance in her own abilities never fails to impress Hubertârarely does a student have such solid footing in her own skills. Many may be confident, yes, but that doesnât always correlate with true success. Lysithea, however, has earned that confidence. Her haughtiness sounds obnoxious to the ignorant individual, but Hubert would be remiss to patronize her.Â
Itâs difficult to dance around the reason as to why Hubert admires Lysithea so dearly. The thick tresses of white that spill from a petite head, plagued by undeserving peril; and the dark power that surges in her veins, almost inhuman in its severity. He wonders, how must he live each day, bleeding sympathy and pain for his lady, but pay others whoâve suffered the same fate not a single glance? Hubert knows that he is a stranger to kindness; but if he could assuage the guilt in his heart, work towards his and Lady Edelgardâs goal in an intimate, more meaningful way, then perhaps heâd truly be making a change.Â
âI admire that about you, Lysithea. I can see how hard youâve workedânatural talent canât get you this far.â Hubert grins gently, offering an inconspicuous wink her way.Â
After his response, she bounces compliments back at him. He has to admit, a selfish smile finds its way upon his lips, despite how unnatural it feels. Praise is something he seldom hears from anyone other than his ladyâand, well, any praise from her is not to be received without parrying it back tenfold. It is an intense dynamic he has with Lady Edelgard, maybe exceedingly so, but it is one he wouldnât trade for anythingâone he finds comfort in.Â
Lysithea asks him the same question he had asked her, and he feels compelled to give an answer that mirrors her own.Â
âWell, like yourself, I put my best effort forth. Iâve been writing and studying since I was a young boy, but especially after, uhâŚâ Hubert pauses, the memory rushing back like a violent riptide. Heâs aware of the grave implications the event brings, but he ultimately decides not to beat around the bush. âThe Insurrection. When Lady Edelgard disappeared, I couldnât do much. But I could redirect what control I thought I had lost towards studying, all of my own volition. Reading the works of past scholars, historians, philosophers⌠it was all I could do. But the knowledge I gained was invaluable. It shaped who I was. By the time Lady Edelgard returned three years later, I felt ready enough to conquer whatever powers had subdued her,â he finishes, his tone descending into something distant and despondent, but wishful, like the nostalgia he calls upon so delicately. Abruptly, a sharp breath cuts through his words. As he locks eyes with Lysithea, the beat of his heart hastens ever so minutely. The sensation unsettles him, and for once, he doesnât quite know how to continue on.Â
Quietly, Hubert shakes his head. âI⌠am sorry. Iâm sure you donât want to think about that at the moment,â he says, voice small, dark, and contrite.
**CW: Direct implications of Lysithea story spoilers
While Lysithea might remind Hubert of something close to his heart, Lysithea would have to admit quite the opposite from her perspective. Hubert is indeed impressive for his academic record, yet there was a reason she always believed the rumors that circulated about him. Other people had similar sentiments towards him, true, but for Lysithea it stretched beyond the surface layer and into the deeply psychological and physiological.
His appearance and his mannerisms reminded her of a ghastly creature, of a classic vampire on better days and a demonic entity on worse days. But above all of those, he reminded her of the cold doctors that sheâd been so acquainted with during the horrors of her early life. That calculating disposition that analyzed her like high-quality pork on the market had staked a claim in both Hubert and those doctorâs faces, dominating even in their resting expression. Felix, too, had that coldness, but his was driven by a fierce haughtiness that was obviously compensating for something. Hubertâs coldness was decorated solely by cruelty. Not malice, not venom, but merely cruelty. A single-minded willingness to be absolutely, inflexibly ruthless in his ambitions to any extent necessary. Nothing else but that cold cruelty that had baked into him could make her wince so noticeably at his sight or sound.Â
Yet she had controlled herself for a while, and thankfully it was becoming easier. There was not a single drop of compassion she saw in those men of old, those horrible would-be philosopher kings of their underground domain, but, contrastingly, she now saw a warm sensitivity buried within Hubert that he clearly had tried to extinguish but with only moderate success. That was the only thing that reminded her she was no longer in that twisted vivarium, and that Hubert was no python at heart.
âThank you, Hubert.â She huffed, glad to hear that he was willing to admit her prowess had a source beyond her mind and bodyâs base merits. âYou would not be able to conceive how many foolish, idiotic sods would sooner fall over dead than admit a girl-⌠y-younger individual, such as myself, has more than talent to blame for her accomplishments.â The compliment, combined with her exhaustion, had clearly left her slightly less capable of restraining her words. Academic though she was, she appreciated recognition like any other. Although she was starting to wonder why he had become so kind towards her.
âRight.â Wow. Okay, she didnât expect him to go that direction. âHubert, that's a really commendable journey you took.â A pause. âW-when I was at my most infirm, study also gave me control over my destiny when I felt like I had no other options.â Another pause. Lysithea looks away from Hubert for a moment, towards the window but clearly looking far beyond it, and then back again. Lysithea is no political junkie, but she has kept up with her familyâs side of the story and knows enough to understand the Insurrection placed her and Hubert on opposing sides of the conflict. And given the deeply personal ties she had with that incident, and how it affected her life up to today, she visibly tensed up whenever he used the word âsubdueâ or âconquerâ. âButâŚ.â She still gave Hubert the dignity of eye contact, but she had a piercing aspect now, as if she were trying to read him through his careful, diplomatic language. âI⌠yes. Iâm glad Edelgard came to you safely. But I care not to remember that particular time.â She pauses for several seconds in contemplation, as if to continue the conversation in another direction, but she then continues forward, this time with a frustrated tone. She gripped her hands together tightly, but yet given her bodyâs âincredibly soft object meets incredibly soft forceâ nature, it was hard to say if it was a strong enough grip to hurt.
âI donât mean to insult you, Hubert, but I doubt you really understand the complexity of that⌠incident. You donât really see the nuance.â She speaks swiftly and with increasing anger, as if she were forcing herself to speak through what would otherwise be hard-coded barriers to speech. âItâs not that simple, okay? You canât just handwave it so neatly. Not even for you, with all your high and mighty titles and connections and⌠oh, damn it.â
Her heart raced now. She immediately felt ashamed for speaking so freely. What was there to say now?