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She/They/He/It
Minor
Neurodivergent (Anxiety, other suspecteds)
Animator, Artist, Writer
In a billion fandoms + my original stories
My nameās Eris! I use she/he/it in any order, and heavily prefer you alternate. I prefer honorifics to be used jokingly but if you want to refer to me with one seriously i would prefer āMg./Mageā (sourced from here)
- i do not have much of a dni but i do block freely and whenever I want. It is nothing personal, unless it is -
[please do not tag any of my four and one art as onefour. i see them as siblings and draw them as such so it makes me incredibly uncomfortable]
I do not reblog posts that guilt trip or pressure you into interacting for my own mental health and for those that follow me.
please do not spoil hl2vrai for me I canāt watch it until the edited episodes come out
Iām trying to get better at adding alt text to images but I am not perfect at adding it to everything so if you see something I missed feel free to add one and Iāll reblog it!
I always use proper tags (tw/cw) when applicable; however here are some content warnings for my blog at large:
Lightly suggestive content
Depictions of poor mental health and toxic/ādarkā relationships
Blood/Gore
Brighter colors and glitchy imagery (tagged, and hidden under the cut when extreme)
Unreality/Existential topics
I speak my mind and will bring up issues I am adamant on, but I am always open to discussion of the topic if I am wrong. Weāre all here to learn from each other after all!
Tags
#wip - #doodles - #art - #comic - #animation - #reference / #references | Self explanatory
#friendsā art - #friendsā characters/stories | self explanatory as well, i also tend to tag friendās characters and stories individually like below.
#[story] - #[character] | self explanatory, that character/storyās tag
#friends art - #art of my characters | again, self explanatory
#friends of eris - doodles of me and my friends sonas.
Asks and Questions
Asks about me, about my tools, about my aus and stories; all of these are open!!! I love answering questions :3
- Video and Media submissions are on!!!
- I take requests; however only for my own ocs, aus, and canon characters from media that I am into!
Rules -
ā NO NSFW.
- anon is off but please let me know if you'd prefer me to censor your username in posts! and ill ping you privately for it <3
- Do not drag me into drama of the week with Some Guy You Donāt Like. i do not care for it! Iām a busy number! (see here for my opinions on drama!)
Creditation
dividers from here by @/moonlampthemoonlamp
(adding to this as needed)
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(a separate personās view of the rain, two, and exit situation.)
[while this does not go into the same level of specifics, I will mention heavier topics with the same warnings as the original document posted by @/enter-the-exit and the response posted by @/evilherehotel.]
(I do not have access to Exitās document, so I will not link either post for the sake of at least beginning on neutral ground. Both the document and the response are fully available on both sidesā blogs for your own reading.)
[And of course as is the nature of this sort of post, this does cover what can be categorized as ādiscourseā. please prioritize your mental health first. There is no obligation to engage with this post and I will not blame you for scrolling away.]
A disclaimer- while I have screenshots, Exit has since deleted as much as she could of our interactions on tumblr, as well as the server where a lot of our interactions had taken place. I do my best to stick solely to what I have screenshots of but in this case a large extent of my evidence has been tampered with or obscured, so I may fill in some gaps with my rather shoddy memory (for example, vague timespans as opposed to specific dates.) I will not, however, make serious claims without proper backup.
Hello! My name is Eris/orchurisarts and I have been posting my art online since around 2021/2022.
I met evilherehotel/Rain indirectly in march 30th of last year, and continued to interact indirectly with her through being mutuals until August 17th, 2025 when she invited me to the server run by enter-theexit/Exit, who was her friend at the time.
This was after I had posted on my art blog asking if anyone knew of any OSC rp servers (link)- which Exit would comment on a few weeks/to a month later stating that she had been having a bad time recently and had been intending to get around to giving me a link to the same server. She had specifically contacted me after interacting with me a few times in her own server (āXFOHV NERDSā) and after I had stated having a preestablished (albeit passive) friendship with Rain.
I had priorly had interaction with Exit herself starting even before seeing Rainās posts- though only through following her gimmick blog (āfour every four daysā or some variation of the name.) I submitted my four design to be drawn at some point, then mostly forgot about the blog and Exit in general because at the time I did not care for Four that much.
Throughout my time in the server it was clear that while Exit was not around the server often she was solely āin chargeā and to my knowledge, had the final say in any server related changes.
Most of my time in XFOHV NERDS was uneventful aside from roleplays, inviting some friends, chatting- and I did not personally talk to Exit that much prior to early October of 2025, where things began to become tense in the server itself.
Rain and another user that I since have called my friend, Two/@/lunaballoona09 would intermittedly vanish from the server itself, as if kicked or leaving of their own accord- and Exit herself left the server and later rejoined without explanation at least once. Additionally, messages would occasionally vanish- I chalked this up to Discord bugging out at first, but then, messages questioning the disappearances would vanish as well. The server began to have an air of supression, as if something was happening that Exit did not want to acknowledge.
The largest incident of this was on October 6th, 2025- Two posting art for an October prompt list, which was received well by myself and a few others. Shortly after, both the art and comments were deleted, as well an attempt by Two to post it a second time. Further questions on where the art went was additionally deleted until Exit dmāed me. This is where our interactions began.
I will first describe the interaction- then place the full transcript below for proofreasons.
Exit began our interactions with a blatant ignorance of my own boundaries- I had priorly stated that I did not accept friend requests or DMs from people I did not know well, and she ignored that wholly. I additionally felt pressure to reply due to her both serving as admin and moderator of (at the time) my only link to new friends I had made in the OSC.
She proceeded to ask me to promise her I would not talk about our interaction to anyone else- thus creating an expectation of secrecy which again, had pressure held on it from her server ranking.
She proceeded to state that Rain and Two had done āsomething pretty awfulā and that they āhadnāt been treating [her] wellā. While this isnāt particularly damning, this was at the time the only information she gave me while expecting me to hold her secrets and accusations against other people that had been nothing but kind to me.
She also had other vague statements to say towards Rain and Two, as well as a third [respectfully anonymous] party where she insinuated [them] as a liar.
Later on in the day she would additionally become slightly demanding upon learning I had been backreading the art channels in XFOHV NERDS- before pressuring once again and stating ānothing happened in 2024ā. I had never mentioned 2024, and still donāt know what that was about.
From then on, I only interacted fairly lightly with Exit- mostly about shared characters of interest. I will not share those screenshots because they meander a bit and are irrelevant to my point.
^[Censored both Exitās discord username and the name of a third party.]
[IDās have slightly modified text, only to fix typos / make them more screenreader accessible due to both Exit and Iās informal speech]
During all this I had some interaction with Rain- particularly after she left XFOHV nerds the final time. We did not talk about the situation to my memory, as I considered it none of my business. Every time the situation became my āproblemā was when Exit herself initiated the DM conversation- without my consent or permission beforehand.
I do not believe she intended to make me uncomfortable- but i do believe that she was aware of the imbalance created by continuing to put all of this on me despite my stating I was not in a good space to handle the situation.
Overall, the interactions left me with a bad taste- but feeling confused and pressured to continue my neutrality lest I face repercussions, I remained friended with her and interacted on a base level with Exit until October 12th.
The day before, on October 11th, Two had contacted me to invite me to a smaller friend server of theirs along with some other friends of theirs. I accepted it and am still a member today.
However, Exit caught wind of this and on the day after I was not only messaged by her, but by one of her supporters with two separate tones. Her supporter, who I will not name, took a more āworriedā approach to which i declined- and Exit herself both (as with our first interaction) violated my boundaries to DM me about personal issues bordering on venting- and openly admitted to messaging several other people that had joined Twoās server within the same few minutes she messaged me.
(^ my discussion with her supporter at the time. sorry for the more short tone I take here)
I will put the screenshot of Exit and Iās conversation first- then my thoughts, of which I have several. I lightly marked over one of the messages due to her sharing information Iām unsure she would want public, but otherwise this is the full unedited screenshot.
first off, please forgive my more placid tone- I had been going through a difficult personal time and struggle with a fear of confrontation so I sort of just,,, folded here
Exit begins with a frantic, pushy sounding message that she backs off of after I reply firmly, returning to her prior state of being incredibly apologetic and saying very little in her entire paragraph of talking.
She assumes the server is a copy of hers (it is not. Rain and Two created the server with the full intent of just existing after Exit practically drove them out of hers.)
She continues her concerning insistence on controlling othersā interactions with Rain and Two- a behavior she has upkept for months, and does so still.
She continues to posit herself as a warning bell against Rain and Two, warning me of ways to get them to āback offā. Rain and Two never bothered or pushed me to leave Exit alone or stand against her- and throughout this entire situation were incredibly mature and kind, particularly to me as an uninvolved party.
After all of this, I did not receive any direct contact from Exit until a brief interaction four days later, where she attempted to ascertain information about a shared friend from me.
At an unknown time afterwards, Exit entirely cut contact with me as well as several others in an incredibly thorough way (via blocking us from her own blog, as well as every single one of her sideblogs- And manually deleting most of our interactions.) This was not incriminating on its own, but I do have my suspicions as to why.
Fast forward to April 4th, 2026- roughly, anyways. (Due to my distinct exclusion from Exitās blog, I have vague dates on this)
Exit released a document you are likely at least aware of due to your reading this far- months after the situation had cooled down, and long after everyone else had moved on. Since its release she has been consistently, nonstop posting what can only be defined as slander to Rain and Twoās reputation- using arguments that fall apart if you do the slightest bit of research, and making wild accusations that she backs up with cropped screenshots and exaggerations.
I do not have proof that this is her intentions, but it is convenient that the very people who have even an inkling of a contradiction to her words are rendered completely unable to counter what sheās saying.
Now the below is going to mention some heavier things, so please be aware. I am covering a few accusations Exit herself has made regardless of her prior relationship with Rain or Two.
Letās start with the one I have seen the most. Rain and Two did not give Exit Graveās Disease. I cant believe I have to say this.
According to Wikipedia, Graveās Disease is an autoimmune disorder of which we still donāt have an exact cause for, but we do know that its risk is increased by many factors including having a family history of it. It can be triggered by stress but that is by far only one method- and absolutely is not the fault of two random people she only knew for a relatively short period of time.
I do hope that Exit is able to be in good health, but it is irresponsible and innacurate to frame a condition nobody can control on other peopleās actions.
2. āRain wrote noncon/Rain is a rape enjoyer/Rain is a proshipperā
First of all, no. The fic often cited for this is a smut fic, one I have personally read out of curiosity, and not only is very specifically tagged as explicit but has a laundry list of tags on the OFF CHANCE someone still doesnāt know what theyāre getting into.
And not to mention the fact that the fic specifically clarifies the characters gave consent. multiple times.
Secondarily, I have known Rain to be an enjoyer of complicated themes in ships (primarily a ship we both enjoy, Basketball x One) but (again, I canāt believe I have to spell this out) she does not support going out and being abusive or whatever the fuck keeps being said! Do we really not understand media literacy? I like watching Breaking Bad, and Iām not going to go start a drug lab!
And additionally- Exit has gone on to claim that Rain fetishizes rape. Let me repeat- regardless of Exitās age, that is publicly speculating on a minorās private sexual interests and inciting harassment over it.
3. āRain and Two are doing this for attention/victim blaming/etcā
last time I checked they were not only happy to move on from a situation that was Not Great for them, but were not blaming or pushing to harrass Exit in the slightest. Exit started this up after months, blew everything out of proportion, and actively pushed to not only harm their reputation but destroy connections Rain and Two had with other people, similar to how she tried to push me and others out of Twoās server in October of last year.
This is an additional personal peeve but Exit has supported readings of the situation at the same level of the Pressure situation from a few months ago. To recap that briefly, equating her falling out with a friend to a real life sexual offender and his victim.
I could go on, but this is long enough. Let me summarize.
since April, Exit has:
Initiated mass defamation of Rain, Two, and incited harassment + abandonment of both them and anyone who even interacts with them
Has continually posted, every day, every week, about this. Her entire online life is dedicated to this singular falling out.
Taken this to other websites neither Rain or Two are active on to spread her complaints behind their back
(Recent!) is actively trying to get people to block rain and two on art fight. ART FIGHT.
Has done nothing short of encouraging full grown fucking adults 21+ years of age from harrassing and denouncing rain and two
At the point we stand, regardless of the original context, Exitās actions are legally considered defamation and harassment as well as genuinely stalking their pages- the proper kind, not the watered down version.
more I am absolutely missing. im so tired dude this is 2026 and I have now seen people so much older than me who canāt even use basic media literacy that they learned in elementary school
I am not trying to tell you to harrass Exit. Supporting victims of a situation does not mean going after the perpetrator. My hope is that by sharing my experiences I can lend some credibility to Rain and Two- or at least get people to reconsider being an asshole about situations they were never in.
thank you for reading this far.
last edited / posted fri, july 3 2026.
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important 2 remember ! sometihmg i am learning myself. u are allowed to like something that people think is dumb or poorly written. you are not bad for enjoying [insert season/ending] here. evenif you see people complaining about it online
Inversely: if yousee people complaining about [ending/show] this is Not an excuse to attack them and force your opinion on theirs! | if you Didnāt like the ending, do not accuse people who did like it of being a bad person or an apologist or whatever just because they disagree with you!
important 2 remember ! sometihmg i am learning myself. u are allowed to like something that people think is dumb or poorly written. you are not bad for enjoying [insert season/ending] here. evenif you see people complaining about it online
Inversely: if yousee people complaining about [ending/show] this is Not an excuse to attack them and force your opinion on theirs! | if you Didnāt like the ending, do not accuse people who did like it of being a bad person or an apologist or whatever just because they disagree with you!
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OK OK I NEEDTO TALK ABOUT THE STUFF WE GOT IN TPOT 23 as you know i am a diehard kitchen gang fan and i just am completely losing it!! i was not expecting anything about them considering present day is kind of Yup
particularly how theywent with more flasbacks. ok i do need to preface that i feel this could have maybe been a short? but intermittently scattering some flashbacks with Xās parts of the episode was an admittedly creative choice (albeit not the best they could have made)
i do love how it was namely x focused, he deserves a lot more attention and putting a pinpoint on all the stuff he had to handle post tpot 15 is auch a neat opportunity especially considering all the chaos LOL
I ALSO WANT TO POINT OUT! something a bit Weird but Really interesting is we also got a brief bit of some character ive never seen in the show before? well i think they showed up as like a cameo Once but i never actually saw thrm since and I think now we have a bit of an explanation. this guyyy:
not ! blender and camera i jnow theyve beenhere but
^The!! athis thing!
if i had to guess the way thosw two were chasing this little guy around was cuz; they help the residents with stuff? They showed up so shortly though:( maybe wāell get more someday
ANYWAYS backto the actual episode i already closed it so no more screenies 4 u guys im afraid. but i do love the uptic in quality and my friend @/berrybooks had some good stuff to say about the elimination imo, go see their post
I think if i could have picked one thing that would be better itd be the sheer amount of cast active rn- with thr Exitors and the eliminated contestants amd the numbers etc etc thereās soooo many guys running around im losing track of āem all :(
still think its really funny that steve cobs apparently has a tumblr account and hasnāt done anything significant other than stay impressively in character the entire time
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