I'm not good for this world

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and I listened to Sakuranbo by Ai Otsuka (his first walk up song before he starts using his brother's song)

this song is soooo sawaharu vibes !!!!! I'm gonna turn this into another one of my silly ship posts but

wdym you have so many memories together and you want to stay together forever ????? that's what I mean when I say Haruichi had this very innocent(? love for eijun when they're in high school and can't help but fantasize a little of what it would be like being together and being in a romantic relationship

I think maybe as time passes he realizes it's really not that simple and decides to put his feelings aside for some time to focus on other things. Kinda giving up on his feelings a bit, deciding that it's all childish dreaming and that he can just cheer Eijun on from the sidelines like everyone else.

But Eijun is Not having it ! Haruichi finds out Eijun has also been dreaming about the same things with him and that's how their relationship starts

And if they did, who would take whose name ?

I think Haruichi still has a little bit of that innocent love and fantasies he had about Eijun when he was younger, thinking about changing his last name to Sawamura and growing old together.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIJI KYUI 🥳🥝✨