It's been a long time no?
Actually in one hour I'll turn 17 years old
It's a really long time that I spend on this earth, but it's okay, this year has been one of the greatest I met a lot of great people and grew a bigger bon with those that I already knew, I remember some details of things that they told me this year that made me think (some of them are comfy from people who never told me such things ) and it makes me feel I don't know what, I grew up and while I'm thinking about this it made me think that I learned a lot (with the help of people around me and my besties) words, feelings, new point of view a lot of new things, I made a note with all the quotes that made me laught our think and I think it's a great exercice, i also started to write in a journal about everyday even if it's nothing interesting I write it, about my friend, my love stories, the landscape, or school.
School ... Since I came in highschool I've never been as bad as I am (I'm talking about grades) only in languages, history and economics it's well but others are bad in 13 days I have my French final exams everyone is talking about that I can't wait till we passe it and start the new years, this year's had flown to fast I didn't had the time to catch a cold this winter and didn't had any sunburn from this summer, I need to stop worrying maybe the time will pass slower and I will have the time to appreciate all the little things. talking like that makes me feel link an old woman, people keep telling me that 17 is nothing but for me it is! I lived 17 years on this earth, 17 years of experience but I remember only one year and not all of it it's like the movie that you had never fully watched because you blink, but at a moment I had fallen asleep, I closed my eyes and when I woke up. The movie had already lost his sens to me, so I had to catch up with what was going on and continue to watch it till the end, I learn everything from the beginning again. But at the end I wasn't alone some of my old friend told me what happened when I was asleep they helped me to understand the movie, and I finally understood and restart my life even if it is unperfect I will have to catch up with the next film that will come out next year but for the moment I understood this one and I can tell that I'm proud of us
