My heart hurts today. My heart hurts today because you are gone. Because visions of the future and us and our relationship are gone. You were my best friend. My other half. My shoulder to cry on. My late-night phone call when I couldn’t sleep. My missing piece. My heart is heavy today because I will have to learn to move on without you.
You were pillow talk. You were the smell of cigarettes in the city. You were home when I didn’t even know home existed. To wake up and realize we won’t share our favorite moments throughout the day. To realize that exciting news and changes in our crazy lives won’t be exchanged amongst each other. To realize that the door is shut. There is no glimmer of hope, only darkness, emptiness and disappointment.
I loved you deep down through all of my days. You defined a connection that I had never experienced before. I will miss you always. I will love you always. I guess this should be expected when you fall in love with your best friend.
My heart hurts today.
