stopped eating

how do you explain to someone that you don’t want to die but existing is just a little too hard for you right now

Imagine where you could be by January 2019. Now do the work.

October be good to me

do you ever just think about starving yourself so much and you get so excited about it and start thinking that’s the only thing that will make you feel good for real?

you’ve gotta stat romanticizing your life. you gotta start believing that your morning commute is cute and fun, that every cup of coffee is the best you’ve ever had, that even the smallest and most mundane things are exciting and new. you have to, because that’s when you start truly living. that’s when you look forward to every day.