//unwritten //

and in a way they were right-time helps. I use to cry when the radio played Photograph and use to flinch at the sound of your name and when I saw you post of a girl the first time after me I stayed off social media for a month

so yea, none of those things happen anymore. I got over it, and in many ways I got over you

but I thought I would feel that way endless times, I thought I could fall again and find people to love

but that still hasn’t happened yet. 6 years since that night and nothing not one relationship has made me feel that way, no one I can endlessly talk to, no one who makes me feel that same spark

I told myself there would be millions of you, I would fall again and differently and maybe I would even fall for someone who fell for me too

How am I still not over you? Is it because you died? And now I will never get closure? Because I never confront the people who hurt me? Because ...just because I can’t ever let myself fall again?