“Ikke alt ekte er sant; Ikke hver drøm er falsk. “

KILL ME

*Queued hours ago when I was still alive and hadn’t purposely fucked up

*I’m sorry this was how I planned to go out

*I hope this never goes through and you never see it. I hope queue fails me and you never find out what I’ve done.

*I hope you hate me forever, I deserve it. I never deserved your kindess, love, or loyalty.

*I have done nothing but failed you at every turn

*I dont know what I will do or say to you, but I hope its enough to make you sickened and disgusted by me.

*I hope its enough to make you happy of my... leave.

*I promise I will never fail you or dissapoint you ever again. You’ll never have to watch me fall apart again. You’ll never have to put up with me day in and day out. I’ll never have a chance to ruin your life again.

*I love you.

*Goodbye

I’m sorry. I’d rather have you hate me then watch me die like this.

I know you’ll never see this, but I did what I had to do to protect you. You were right, about why I was doing what I was doing...but now I have to play the heartless villan till I die.

You’ll be fine, you’ll be happy and you’ll thrive now that I cut myself out of your life.