UNUSUAL THOUGHTS, UNUSUAL HUNGERS

i guess it would defeat the point of obsession to be able to control what you're obsessed with huh

mostly i repeat phrases i like the sound of. i'm basically a human echo chamber

fundamentally i was always meant to be a walking weapon. i'm supposed to throw my limbs at things over and over again til they stop moving and i keep being denied that grace

a little, perhaps, a morsel, a touch inundated with the idea that everything i do is derivative and i'm only ever gonna be a vessel for many dozens of things speaking through me and i function mostly as a sort of esoteric ninja blender and if left to my devices without seeing anything new for a while i stop thinking at all