Making dreams a reality.

The summer started as always; trying to get my marks up and finishing some late shifts at work. Inspired from the confidence my coworkers gave me, I made some personal resolve to go all out and make some flyers and eventually leave my current position. May arrived and we had a list of fights about how I haven't worked. How I was always at home with nothing to do. But I did make an effort to do it. I just asked for a little time for my first opportunity. I did it, including 3 other jobs and still future opportunities. But still, it seems like all my efforts were futile. I’m still someone that didn't try. I’m someone that isn't enough. and the time with me just isn’t cutting it.

Now it seems like I have no other options. More indications are appearing at every opportunity that I should go. It feels like I can only ever wake up and see you and live with you. But its finally dawning on me how much more important it is to me than to you. It sad to really think about it. All the times from the break of the first light when we almost split up on on McNeilly years ago to when I was hiding up in the train track posts. All those times I thought you were as special as someone could ever be. I think I’m still right about that. Its just not reciprocated.