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My mind meddles meticulously,monotonously mirroring marred memories.

- You were pondering all your memories, everything you've been through, especially the good times and comparing that to now.

Yearning yielding

- Wishing that you could go back, but yielding because now you know you can't.

When words warp what Is inside immersed in involition, inhibition , instantly it inprisons.

-  When the words were spoken, that you were sick it bent the picture, involition meaning your organs failing, inhibition you became self-concious of the reality that you could die and you were unable to deal with this thought, it was when you became a prisoner to the thought of death.

Leaving little lessons

- I think here is where you are thinking that you could have done things better or differently, you're speaking of the things that you would have done. Maybe perhaps with your health as well, things you could have done better to keep healthy. Maybe you're also thinking about the impact you have on this world and how you're leaving behind little lessons. I definitely think you taught us a big lesson by leaving us. I'm going to text James right now.

Liberating little

- To set free little? I feel like you are still thinking about everything and you are still uneasy and not free or happy with decisions you have made. Also, liberating like you're speaking about us and how you want to set us free a bit, or yourself free from your sickness. Which I am guilty of, I never wanted to acknowledge that you were sick ever. I didn't want to be a part of that I was so closed-minded. I think in this sense wanted me and others like me in our family to be liberated.

So showing strength, solitude, sollice shows souls scribbled storytelling - Even though you were alone in this, you showed strength. I feel bad to say that not many had your back in this. At the end of the day, I guess we were more selfish than helpful. Saying we would show when we didn't, away,overseas, in our own shit. You comforted yourself with this storytelling, these poems and thoughts. You were left alone with your thoughts. You put your soul here. Maybe you already felt like a "soul" being in a hospital for so long, maybe you got familiar to that feel.

Perpetuating power proving people - You made yourself powerful, proving people wrong, that you had more in you. You didn't need no one and you were going to get out of this.

Emulate emotion, exercise extravertedness, endear, enduring endlessly - You had to act like you cared or had emotion for people you felt had given up on you, you know cause were family, were friends. You exercised extravertedness , acted social because we showed, had to endure everythng, keep calm, show forgiveness, endure being where you are.

All accordingly apt along - Because that's what you're supposed to do isn't it? Have guests... what 4pm-till 8pm? That's the shift. That's what were entitled to do and visit. As the person we visiting, it is apt that you be grateful that we at least came to visit.

Kinship - Blood. Us. You mean us.

Showing sunlight supremely severs shadows -To show that you "Sunny" Hiroshi, can overcome your darkness and that positivity should reign over negativity. I guess now it means something different. Like Everytime you see sunlight, think of sunny, think of you, know that in every flicker of ight it gives, you are there, know that sunlight always is in your shadow, you're always around even in darkness, even when you are not here.

Rest In Peace Sunny.