oh luna

“I didn’t want to become aware of a love that’s over before it even started.”

Bitch, you can’t just come up clean and leave all the blame to me. I wanna shake the fuck out of your soul to make you realize it was your mistake not mine.

Wow. Why the fuck am I so weak??

When will covid end. I really wanna finish studying and earn money and get out from this shithole. Its exhausting as fuck.

I asked for a love story, not a fucking heartbreak.

Always been wondering, what even are these tears for.

I suddenly remembered, I was tipsy and I unmindfully uttered to him some of my miseries and fears in life. I really hope he wasn’t sober enough to remember any of those.

This totally the reason why I don’t like opening things up to you, about my ideas or even plans in my life, that someday I’d like to achieve. Yeah, you’d say you understand but will eventually discourage me because I failed once and you somehow already know that I can’t make it the second time around. It’s about trial and error. I hope you’ll understand that not everything you try in life comes out perfectly in just a single snap of your fingers.

People don’t often realize this but sometimes, we do things to protect ourselves from all the hurdles that we’ve long fought in order to keep our sanity.