Caffiene Addict

So I haven't given up. I have had some stuff come up that caused me to have to divide up my energy differently. Unfortunately, tumblr took a back seat but I want to keep up this diary as best as I can.

So diet wise has been sort of all over the place. I am currently sick so my appetite has been all over the place. I tracked 1700 cals today which is more than usual but I didnt finish everything. I tracked a protein shake but I only drank like 5 sips. I tracked protein pancakes but I only ate half so i think the calories are lower. I was able to get myself to workout but i modified it so I could complete better reps while I am so congested I feel like my head is going to explode. After an easy weight lifting sesh and a short walk I was in the gym for around 40 minutes.

In terms of bettering myself, I have seriously upped my cleaning game. Saturday night I could not sleep so I stayed up until 4am cleaning my room. I filled some trash bags, sorted out some clothes, and completely redid my make up desk so I could also use it for homework and journaling. It is so amazing that I am actually typing this on my desk. I am a make up collector so there was some gross make up I had to get rid of. I even bought myself new sheets for my bed. Real talk, my depression can make me gross and I have not washed my sheets in months so buying new sheets feels like a fresh start to help motivate me to take of myself and my belongings.

September 12th Update

I didn’t update yesterday because i was so tired and so sluggish all day. Heres what i got done

Work out✅

Laundry✅

What I didn’t do :(

Homework❌

Cleaning❌

Wash my face❌