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@ohhtana

Name's Santana. Grew up in Long Beach, currently in Astoria, Queens. 21. Senior at CUNY and majoring in Culinary Arts. Jude's mom, Sky's girlfriend, Rosario's twin. I barely work, but I play so hard. The beach is in my soul. If you want good food or a good time, get at me. main

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….

Can we do the things were we don’t make me worry about that..?

You can eat this sandwich for starters and we'll go from there?

#//AWWWW BRITTANY

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But there is nothing wrong with uncircumcised, just diseases are.

Aren’t all kids? I’m worried because my sisters and I got in to a lot of trouble when we were kids.

I know, but still. It was fun to say.

Your baby's gonna be a little hellion with Denny as her dad. Just a warning.

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… Ew. Omg. I-.. thank you, San. It’s nice to have something constant in my life. Jude’s just going to make sure she’s constantly in trouble or something. He’s adorable.

Just keepin' it real.

Well, yeah, that too. He's adorable but he's a little monster.

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I’m really happy. I wasn’t for a while because of .. well obviously I was in a new relationship and the kids bio dad isn’t exactly.. great… But I’m happier now.

The kid's bio dad can go suck a dick. A diseased, uncircumcised one. You and Denny are presh, and your baby's gonna be perfect, and Jude's gonna be her best friend. He's already excited even though he's a little mad at Denny for stealing you from him.

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Yeah, that’s my.. that’s my baby.

I’ll find her later and let her feel her.

I'm really happy for you, Britt. And really excited!

Good. ...Yeah.

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Gimme. Feel?… That one actually sorta hurt too.

oh my god BABY.

You should definitely let Sk-... let Sky feel this. She'd be so excited, and she could use something happy in her life right now.

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Goodnight, Santana.

Sky...

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No, it’s not. Stop. No one ever loves me, I get it, crystal clear. If there’s one thing life’s shown me, it’s that everything I am is not okay and I have to be punished for it somehow. I like girls, so my daddy beats me. I’m too trusting or nice or just naive, so my girlfriend cheats on me. And then again. And then again. No matter how many times she’s promised not to, no matter how much I love her, and no matter the fact that I’ve given her every single part of me. I get it. There’s something wrong with me and until I figure out how to fix it, all I’ll be is that smooshed old toy at the bottom of the toy box. The one you told me I wasn’t right before you made me feel even worse than that.

…I told you I couldn’t do this. I need to go.

Sky, no. That's not true. None of that is true. You're beautiful and wonderful and kind and caring, and that's amazing. There's nothing wrong with you, bunny, it's me. You don't deserve to be cheated on or beaten or anything like that. You're a person. A wonderful person. My favorite person. Not a toy. And I'm so, so sorry I made you feel even worse than one. But don't own that. That's because I'm messed up, not you. Wherever you go and whatever-... whatever happens between the two of us, don't carry that with you because it's not yours to own. You're perfect. There's nothing wrong with you.

#//ow ow ow ow ow

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Stop. You don’t get to say that.

But it's the truth.

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I don’t know. I don’t know anything. Never have, probably never will. But I can’t do this right now, I can’t talk to you and I don’t want to. I need to talk to my best friend.

I'm sorry. I love you so much. I'm so sorry.

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I don’t want that room either. I’ll find somewhere else. You shouldn’t leave that up to me.

Right. Okay. I shouldn't? Why not? I mean... wouldn't that be easier? Instead of me bugging you about whether or not you're ready to talk to me, you could just come to me yourself. I thought it made more sense that way, but maybe I'm wrong.

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That’s okay because I really don’t wanna talk right now. Not to you.

Okay. That's fair. ...I'll stay in Jude's room, and you can have ours. And... come and find me when you wanna talk.

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I only said one one word answer.

Okay, but-... nevermind. I don't know.

I don't know what to say.

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Right.

I know. I guess I’ll call him.

...Is that all you're gonna say? Just one word answers?

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You have a tendency to do that.

I need to talk to Owen.

I'm so sorry, bunny. I don't have any excuses because they don't matter. I'm just so, so sorry.

He's back in Texas, but he'll talk to you.

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Always the beach or the kitchen, I’ve learned that. But the beach usually means sad. Why are you sad? And hi.

Hi.

There's no easy way to say this, but I have to. You've probably noticed that Owen and Savannah are gone, and that's my fault. And Andy's. ...A few nights ago, Jude had a nightmare and wanted to see Andy and I before he went back to sleep. We found a room together to stay close to him, and... we had sex. Andy told Owen, and... now I'm telling you.

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…The weird poopy ones with chocolate bars in diapers are weird.

Oh wait, wait. Hand.

Oh! Oh! Hand! Here! I'm here!

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