This Is My Brother And I Need A Shovel To Love Him

TELSOSADpod will be back on Wed., February 4th as we start going through season two of Supernatural. And to celebrate, we've got a new design and new merch!

But don't worry, all our season one stuff is still available, and we've got a couple of other stickers, too!

We've got 3-in-1 quote stickers in your choice of Light Mode or Dark Mode along with the special Wincest Recap Red! The 3-in-1's are literally that, three different stickers per sheet, to mix and match, and stick where you want. And these aren't teeny tiny little stickers! The Spoilers one is about 2" x 5", the Quote one is about 1.5" x 5", and the Title one is about .75" x 5"

TELSOSADpod Merch Shop

And look, we're not doing this to make money. We're making a podcast to have fun and have been thrilled at the wonderful response we've gotten from everyone, but it does cost money to produce. All proceeds from merch sales goes towards helping us cover productions costs. Also, Jinkies just really enjoys designing this stuff. Seriously, we couldn't stop her if we tried.

However, if you'd like to chip in your support for the podcast, but don't need or want more stuff in your life, then we also have a Ko-fi.

It is compelling, isn't it? The things people will do to stay together. To be loved. To be held.

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But...what if it wasn't romantic? What if you aren't a gorgeous, tragically traumatised protagonist? What if, stay with me now, what if there is no equally shattered twin flame to twine souls with? What if, when the bad things happen, you are a child? What if you are alone? What if you have no friends, no star-crossed, destined love. What if you are a child, and all you have is your family? What if you begin to cling to them, with that same frantic, awful, all-consuming desperation? What if, however many years go by, you cannot seem to grow out of it? What if every night before you go to sleep, you are jolted out of a doze by the fear that one day, they will be gone? What if, when you are apart, it breaks you? What if you live in fear of losing them? What if, when reunited, you never, ever want to let go? What if you grow into an adult and still cannot cease to cling, to trail them like smoke, to beg and plead for their love that they give to you, they do give it to you, they are your family, after all. What if, no matter what, it is never enough?

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Supernatural Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Dean Winchester/Sam Winchester Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester Additional Tags: Sibling Incest, Roughhousing, Frottage, Blow Jobs, Community: salt_burn_porn, Drunk Sex Summary:

A foam cowboy hat on rack in an aisle of an unsuspecting Texas gas station. A faded billboard off the highway that reads, “Best Pie in America, Exit 89!” The kid pushing a Scooby Doo plushie down the slide at the park. The lilting twang of “Stairway to Heaven” pooling into the alleyway from a bar.

There’s a certain jangle to someone pulling their keys out of their pocket in a parking lot and—for a second—it sounds just like Baby’s. If Sam closes his eyes, maybe it’s his big brother. Maybe he’ll toss Sammy a Snickers bar and tell him they can switch out at the state line.