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❝Stop assuming that I want it in the first place — ❞ Look of utter dismay and disgust written all over his face – the man who so openly embraces his sensual side just makes him so, uncomfortable. Conveniently disregarding his own thoughts of possible envy.

A GRIN REMAINS on his face as he leans towards the other, coming just close enough to make the situation border on UNCOMFORTABLE. He remains in close proximity to Yuta for a moment before leaning away, a slightly less SMUG smile taking the place of his previous one. "If you change your mind, Yuta-kun, I'd be HAPPY to share."

   ✿ The statement is exceedingly uncalled for, but Chidori knows it isn’t necessarily a personal attack towards her alone. Nobody appreciates the sick feelings of sadness that have resonated since they started sharing their emotions as well as physical pain. “I–it’s not all me, I assure you!” she cries, balling her hands into nervous fists. “But… believe me, I am trying.”

HIS GOLDEN EYES regard her curiously; he was almost CERTAIN that a decent of the fluctuating emotions were hers. Of course, a significant amount could be pinned on Honoka-chan as well. Based on what he knew about them, though, he figured Chidori was more likely to respond to him with physical violence.

BOOK SMARTS OR STREET SMARTS

INTROVERTED OR EXTROVERTED

SENSIBLE OR IMAGINATIVE

BRAVE OR FOOLHARDY

FAMILY OR FRIENDS

WRATH OR GREED

SUNRISE OR SUNSET

INDOORS OR OUTDOORS

NIGHT OWL OR EARLY BIRD

TECHNOLOGY OR OLD FASHIONED

         Ugh, c’mon– let ‘m have a lil’ fun, Hisomu–!          Besides, he is currently in the other’s lap & any more supposed– ‘ physical stimulation ’ for the masochist would’ve been incredibly awkward. Even though a lap is quite the perfect size & cushion for someone’s head; he’s not so certain he’ll want to share that spot with a person’s boner–.

         ❝ You’re only allowed one per day–. ❞ One forehead flick that is; he won’t lie– it’s kinda abnormal for someone who’s made a professional occupation out of flattenin’ delinquents never had to limit himself. But– he guessed Hisomu isn’t exactly a ‘bad’ kid; a little questionable, maybe–? ❝ No stealin’ people’s spots, either. I claimed this couch before you were even around, y’know–!  ❞ But he’s not gonna move & neither is Hisomu until he’s had a pleasant rest. ❝ I guess you’re a good pillow, though–. ❞

HE COULDN’T BE happier to be sharing his new home with such a VIOLENT individual. Whether or not Tenga meant to be as rough as he usually was, violence was violence, and Hisomu wasn’t going to complain about being roughed up a bit. 

( PLEASE REPOST, DO NOT REBLOG! ) TAGGED BY: @twoshoed ilysm my daughter

1. BASICS

NAME: aki PRONOUNS: he/him SEXUALITY: demihomosexual ZODIAC SIGN: aquarius TAKEN OR SINGLE: taken THREE FACTS:

i love berries

there are currently 4 dogs in my home

im cosplaying hisomu, katsuhira, and kagari shusei to a con this weekend

2. EXPERIENCE

HOW LONG (MONTHS/YEARS?): a Long time. idk like, my whole life tbh but writing maybe like  7 years or smth? PLATFORMS YOU’VE USED: tumblr, skype 
BEST EXPERIENCE: mirai nikki!!! and psycho pass probably

3. MUSE  PREFERENCES

FEMALE OR MALE: male FAVORITE FACE: andy 
LEAST FAVORITE FACE: mine MULTI OR SINGLE:  single

4.  WRITING  PREFERENCES

FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT: i love to suffer but they all have thier place  PLOTS OR MEMES:  both; it just depends on the muse and situation LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: um,,, depends on the roleplay tbh BEST TIME TO WRITE: when i should be doing something else 
ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S): yeah

first, ill start off with what we know about hisomu from the show. 

1. he enjoys physical, but not emotional or mental pain.  2. he does not like to open up to others about himself; when pushed by first, katsuhira (ep.3), and second, maki (ep.8), he becomes defensive and aggressive and lashes out at whoever tried to find out about him 3. when tenga used the phrase “your body belongs to us now”, he becomes upset and immediately leaves.  4. he craves “stimulation”. when we see him at the hospital before the kiznaiver surgery, he doesnt seem anything like the hisomu that is shown interacting with the others.  5. hisomu’s parents are absent from his life. or at least, definitely not often actively involved.

so. headcanons. 

1. hisomu was sexually, mentally, and physically abused as a child. most likely by family or family friends. maybe both. because of the overlap in the sexual and physical abuse, he subconsciously began to associate pain with sexual interactions, thus making him hypersexual when it comes to physical pain. he is uncomfortable with actual relationships (sexual, romantic, or platonic); as the only bonds he has formed with other human beings have been negative.he is afraid of emotional intimacy because he associates it with betrayal. in addition, he is uncomfortable sharing his past due to societal views on men being raped. he is the “enigma” so far in the sea of hetero bullshit romance bc he refuses to allow himself to grow close to other human beings. 

2. hisomu has as many piercings as he does because he is desperately trying to “take back” his body and make his own in whatever way he can.

3. because of the constant abuse, hisomu suffers from severe depression. his coping mechanisms started out with self-harming, but soon that also was not enough “stimulation” for him. therefore, he prefers unexpected pain; the more shocking it is, the bigger the adrenaline rush is, the more alive he feels.

4. in order to hide this, he not only uses his hypersexual feelings towards pain, but also a more dramatic, “weird” persona. most people won’t pursue a relationship with someone they find exceedingly strange, and it allows him to hide his past, trauma, and mental illnesses while keeping bonds with others a safe distance away from him.

✘ | accepting

“Beauty isn’t a strong enough word to describe it. It’s not simply negative, nor simply positive.”

✘ | accepting

“Oh? That’s funny, I can’t imagine anyone less suited for that title than yourself, Katsuhira-kun.”