genial grin’s plastered on his lips whilst charon rows past him, woes of forgotten / unburied souls — now fated to wander shores — emphatic to his ears. ( listen. listen. listen, he’s hurting. ) his grin has become a ghost of itself, position beside gates abandoned already despite not yet knowing where he must go to locate him. he hones in; murmur of rolling waves, solemn woes, and distant clamor all muffle. apollyon’s pleas transpire from depths, the patent torment of words striking cerberus. and his cry impedes hearing, causes features to contort. concern surges senses, and constricts a hollowed chest, yet epinephrine does its best to supersede it. why did he go down there?
a softly-spoken curse escapes on an exhale, eyes become privy to the wounded god. if true death was plausible for deities, it would seem, their expiration could only be gilt-swathed and divine. ichor pools from shredded flesh, its aureate hue embellishing terrain; the smell, however, singes nostrils, makes his stomach curl. and the pain of a living divinity appears comparable to that of mortals, and, perhaps, pain is a prime element in what branches the divide.
despite understanding and being reassured that his friend will recover with ease once metal’s removed, an ache nestles betwixt ribs as eyes note tear-imbrued cheeks, knowing that his person is hurting. he, desperately hopes this doesn’t sear him any further.
sat upon scuffed knees, fingers curl ‘round the pitchfork’s hilt, a calloused hand resting lightly upon the portion of apollyon’s leg where flesh has not been riven and skewered. he preserves a calm and tender disposition, though ire hums quietly within veins, and threatens full emergence as thoughts momentarily think of the beast to blame for this affliction. truly, have pity for the monster that’s done this. come morning, they will find only residue traces of it, scorched and unrecognizable. he’ll see to it himself. ❛ breathe. ❜ he mumbles. ❛ focus on me. ❜ umber hues consider hazel ones, offering a minor interlude for the stubborn-headed god’s convenience, and for himself, to brace for prospective cries. he goes as far as to fixate hearing on surrounding tumult, attempting to numb himself to his companion’s discomfort. then his gaze will fall to an ichor-adorned thigh, grip tightening, securing torn limb in place. he pulls. — nimble fingers drop the pitchfork, iron clamorous in clashing with infertile ground.
there’s no need to mention how senseless apollyon’s actions were, surely he’s aware after having been impaled. ❛ you didn’t think to let me know you’d be venturing this far? ❜ sabled brows arch, and lyric remains unheated — level, even in spite of blossoming frustration, and festering choler. this anger doesn’t extend to apollyon himself, however, cerberus is still displeased with him. because, somehow, despite having permission to explore this level of the underworld with the accompaniment of his father, the son of hades and persephone, his best friend, still manages to maintain unnecessarily headstrong qualities. ❛ and if your defense has something do with how i might have stopped you, or if it was another ploy to prove yourself, please, don’t say anything. ❜ but if it is the latter that’s true, words already loiter on his tongue : you are enough.
their bond was one that most didn’t understand, it had even confused the god every decade and now. the way that they could FEEL each other’s presence, how they just knew what was going on with the other, still dumbfounded apollyon. he never questioned it however, especially in time of need when it felt like his whole being was ripped in half. the cries of all of the dead couldn’t compare to the cacophony that was echoing through the lowest level of the underworld. self hatred clouded his thoughts, but the pain that surged through his whole body was enough to distract him. the only thing he could do now was wait, wait to show cerberus how weak he really was. how could he be so idiotic ??
he had to keep reminding himself that he was an immortal being, he could make it through this, he couldn’t die. yet depending on how much magic was behind the pitchfork, how much someone’s hatred for him burned, maybe he could have died. maybe he wasn’t as strong as his parents, maybe he wasn’t a true god. he knew what death was like, he felt it when he took life from something or someone, and this wasn’t it. this was just pain, it was just torture and he was going to have to be strong enough. he was going to have to hold out until cerb got there.
he can feel it, cerberus may understand he’s going to survive this but he’s hurting too. that made apollyon’s pain even more unbearable. there were two reasons. the first was that he was at his weakest, far from gaining any respect, but the second was that he was causing his best companion some form of pain.
instead of reaching out for cerberus’ arm, something that would have brought him comfort, he acted against the physical contact. he didn’t want to grab the male’s arm too hard, he didn’t want to act against him. then it became too much to even look at him. brown hues were hidden behind his eyelids, closed so shut that not even medusa herself could have found an entry point. his right hand slammed into the ground beside him once he heard cerb’s words. he couldn’t focus on him so instead he inflicted more pain on himself to act as a distraction. apollyon curled his hand into a fist and slammed it into the ground, gripping onto the solid earth and crushing it to dust in his palm. while he couldn’t exactly see, he knew what was coming next. he had to prepare himself. he bit down on his tongue again, swearing that if he was mortal if would have been bleeding by now. hopefully his eyes being so shut prevented tears from pouring out. apolly knew that he wasn’t ready for the pitchfork to come out, but he took all the measures he could to make himself ready.
a cry croaked out of the god’s throat after cerberus did it, saved him, but apollyon covered his mouth as fast as he could to muffle it. he finally opened his eyes, hues resting on the other’s as the final tears rolled down his cheek. ❛ thank you. ❜ he knew that he had a lot of explaining to do, but he couldn’t go on without saying that. ❛ i thought that i could have handled it on my own, there was no time. he was acting out against my father’s wishes. ❜ the unspoken words of saying he wasn’t enough to handle the monster still lingered in the air. maybe his other siblings could have handled it, hell maybe even cerberus was strong enough to handle it on his own, but he barely made it out. he slowly stood up, clawing his way up to a stance that was semi-presentable. ❛ in risk of starting an argument with you here, can we just go ?? ❜ he knew where this was going, but he also knew how stubborn he was.