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✉️ – a hurt note
✉️ – a caring note
✉️ – a goodbye note
✉️ – a note written as a reminder
✉️ – a hateful note
✉️ – a sad note
✉️ – a cheerful note
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YOUR CHARACTER: IN 5 QUOTES
Tell us your favorite quotes from your character. Give us an idea of who they are by five things they’ve said. Then tag people.
Nelliel Tu Odelschwanck:
"Yep! Nel's a serious maso-kiss, so it no fun if I don't cry a lil!"
"This isn't a reason to fight! But you hurt people who were very dear to me! And you're going to pay for it!”
"You are a beast. I cannot accept you as a warrior. I have no desire to be burdened with the life of one who is no warrior."
"Carrying a weapon on your shoulder is threatening behavior. If you truly wish to appear strong, hide your weapon as you walk."
"If you're going to pick a fight in the middle of a conflict, do so elsewhere. At any rate, I fail to see what gives you, the Sexta, any right to order me, the Tres, around."
Tagged by: @mysticallities Tagging: Anyone who wants to do so!
mysticallities:
“H- hey!” She shouted, but gave no retort. She wasn’t used to being complimented, so her guard dropped just as fast as it was picked up again. Should Chris reveal what she was to her? It… was only fair, but first that last question.
“Noise are alien creatures that manifest into this world hailing from the Treasury of Babylon. Normally, Soloman’s Cane can control them, but now they’ve been popping up all over the world as of late. They can turn anything into red mist with just one touch,” Chris explains, before narrowing her eyes and adding, “Don’t ask about the Cane, destroyed it a long time ago,” best to cover all her bases.
Now with that out of the way; the Symphogear Wielder smirks and leaps into the air, thrusters powering up and suspending her in mid-air. “S.O.N.G Operative, Symphogear Wielder, Chris Yukine. Third Wielder behind Ame no Habakiri and Gungnir, I use my relic Ichaival to leave no Noise left standing.” She lands and dusts off her shoulders, “Hmph!” Chris smirks right at Nel. “Like I said before, S.O.N.G directed me to this place in response to a Noise disturbance.” details Chris. Perhaps it was an emerging outbreak? “Did the scanners discover the wrong creature?” She questioned.
Interesting. In the very least, this woman was peculiar and otherwise just otherworldly (by her world’s standards) but she gave a full address of her status much like she herself did. That at least could be appreciated for such cooperation. She doesn’t appear to be a threat, now that she thinks about it. Her function aligns similarly to the Soul Reapers of the Soul Society, keeping worlds in balance with any displacement that may arise in them. All of what she was mentioning was new to her, but a general rundown was all she needed. Nel’s sure that even with what she said, Chris wouldn’t understand fully either, so best to leave it there.
When it was clear that Chris was just here to take care of this Noise, Nelliel figured she could, at least, cooperate with her and assist in this extermination. “I’m unsure how your scanners of your world work, but something tells me that it didn’t pick up those Menos Grande we just fought. See, in these sands of Hueco Mundo, you, as an outsider, would think there’s just sand and dirt to this world’s core. However... There’s an entire “forest” called Forest of Menos beneath the surface of the sands. Hollows enjoy hiding there and pop out whenever they deem necessary to show up. If your scanners were picking up Menos, they would’ve picked up this entire place ten times over. Maybe even more. Meaning...” There’s a silence from her, parted with a breath before speaking again. “Whatever you’re looking for, if that scanner is correct, is still here somewhere. Let’s find it and exterminate it quickly, before more show up. If that’s possible.” And Nelliel moves forward to just walk further into the dunes. She’s not sure what Noise are supposed to look like, but she’s sure that it just needs to look completely different from any hollows she’s ever seen.

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kenishugasha:
so i should’ve said this sooner but im an idiot and you guys are already stuck with me. but! starting tomorrow i will be away for the week on a cruise, so i’ll be unavailable until friday, maybe saturday, depends on how i’m feeling. this goes for my other blogs as well: @spellweavcr @tatarinowsaster and @oderushuvanku. i know some of yall came here from nel but i’ll still reblog this on those blogs for anyone who’s not following this blog and nel.
i’ll miss you guys bunches! all of y’all better stay safe and well. or else.
mysticallities:
“Wh–” that compliment catches her off guard. Her twintails get zapped and her cheeks were quick to match her armor’s shade of red. Cheis was at a loss on what to say for a few moments, looking down at her relic pendant, then back at Nelliel. “Th- th- thank you! Although, impressing you wasn’t my idea, it was just a fight.” Chris rationalizes. The plan of protecting Nel, and herself, took precedence over anything. Now, onto that shy remark. “What?! I was shy?! If anything, I was trying to intimidate you!” “Tch.” She clicks her tongue and closes her eyes. Her crossbows were long gone, folded and hidden within her armor. “So, you can… also fire those lasers, huh?” Chris asks, knowing she was capable of those two, but only in X-Drive. “What are you, Nelliel Tu Odelschwanck?” Chris asks.
As far as she knows, not an Alchemist, and certainly not a Wielder or “doll”. During the glimpses she caught of the woman fighting, no alchemy insignias or songs were sung… the thought was incredibly perplexing to her.
Well, this is a new talk from her. She seemed to be very emotive, which wasn’t exactly perplexing but she switches moods rather quickly. Just like now, where Chris was thanking Nel and looking embarrassed, but now seemed temperamental over being called shy. A bit laughable, Nelliel giggling a bit at the expression change. “If your idea of intimidation is making depends and being afraid and switching between the two, then consider it a failure.” she says, fixing her stance to release the tension in her body, she stood upright, now listening to the mention of her being able to fire “lasers” as well.
“I am the Tres Espada, Nelliel Tu Odelschwanck. I am the third strongest of nine Espada. What I fired, as well as those Menos, was a cero. Arrancar, alike myself and even in lesser forms, fire some forms of ceros like that, varying in power depending on the type of hollow. Now that you got your question... Explain to me your purpose here. What is this Noise you mentioned before?”
inoue-san:
“We can definitely share clothes, Nel-chan!” Orihime turned to the other and handed her a dress from her luggage. This has been one of the things she wanted to do if she has a sister. Waiting for Nelliel to take the dress, she looked in her luggage once more tried to find the other pair of swimsuit she owned. “You can use this too… But I’m pretty sure we will be in robes most the time. Would it be your first time to go to the hot springs, Nel-chan?” she tilted her head to the side and took a seat on her bed.
Staying longer at the hot springs didn’t sound so bad. If anything, it sounded the best idea at all. Should she call the others? Maybe she should, “Ne, Nel-chan, would you like to invite the others? I mean, I don’t know if anyone would be free, but we could call them,” she took her phone and tried to phone some of her friends. After a few calls, Orihime turned back to Nel with a frown on her face.
“No one is answering…” she shrugged and put her phone back in her back. Orihime clapped gently as she stood up, “Well, more time for us to do whatever we want, Nel-chan. I heard that they have unlimited barbeque!” she closed her luggage and carried it off her bed. “Come on, Nel-chan… Put on the dress~ I want to see how it looks on you!” she grinned brightly at her and took the dress, “I can help you with it…”
The joy she felt was just overwhelming, not super expecting Orihime to be so complicit with such a spontaneous idea, but it only furthered the means that she was well-prepared for spontaneous. Before she could even respond, she was handed a dress of hers that she looked over, curious if it would even look good on her. Her style was somewhat different from Inoue-san’s but, if it’s just for awhile she wouldn’t mind it. Then there was the swimsuit, but that one she denied. “We’ll be in the robes mostly, yeah. Besides, the spring water is mostly enjoyed unclothed, I believe. That’s how I see most people. I’ve only been once with Kuchiki-san, but it wasn’t for too long.” That was a still a good time.
Inviting others? She truly didn’t mind it, simply nodding to her with a smile to give her the go ahead to see who else wanted to join. While Inoue-san made the calls, she’s just looking at the dress still and at Orihime’s wardrobe, seeing if there were anything she’d wear, if she wanted to wear her clothes as well, at least. The offer was placed and Nel’s sure the other wouldn’t make it an empty offer.
To hearing no one else would be joining was a bit disheartening as she, as she personally thinks, functions best in groups of others, but at the same time didn’t mind spending alone time with Orihime, as it’d be their first time doing some. If she’s with her, Ichigo was usually there as well. At the offer to help her with the dress, her lips shine a bright smile. “Really? Thank you, Inoue-san!” Her bright mood was ever shining, handing off the dress to Orihime for her to hold while she closed to door to grant them privacy, then disrobing. She set her clothes off to the side, taking hold of the dress once again to begin dressing herself in it and accepting Inoue-san’s help whenever presented. “I just hope it looks okay on me..”
mysticallities:
No answer? Best to finish this quick. Chris continues to sing, her Armed Gear was quick to fire her crossbows at the Menos, its slow movements leaving it open to attack! Chris charges at it, then leaps into the air, bringing her hands together and summoning a bow three times the size of her body. ARTEMIS CAPTURE. With a bit of aim in and the closure of an eye, Chris fires a large bow directly at the Menos, the arrow piercing, a blast of Cero firing and hitting to the right of Chris, sending her high in the air! The girl shielded her face and steadies herself with her thrusters, landing safely on land once more.
Finally, the real ability activates, pink energy bows begin to grow from the Menos Grande from the inside, tearing it apart before an explosion sends billions of particles of sand into the air. “Phew!” Chris smirks and begins thrusting to Nel, the answer to her question being revealed by her own eyes. Her Armed Gears fold into her armor and her thrusters stop movement, “Seems like you handled yourself well.” Chris quips, rubbing her head nervously.
Nelliel watched this woman display more of the power she was capable, astonished by it. It was similar to Kido, she figured, calling out the name of which kido and then the power of it activating once recited. However, it didn’t seem to be the case for all of her attacks, as some occurred just on their own maybe through a mental incantation over a verbal one. Regardless, this woman’s form... Was it more similar to a bankai? Definitely not a resurreccion, as she wasn’t an arrancar, nor had anything centered around the theme from a mask. This was a new look she’s never seen so she’s just comparing to what she already knows. Whatever this was, Chris had a rivaled power that she could possibly match, but she wouldn’t know it until she actually fought her. Negotiations may be easier now that they’ve seen what each other can do, on limited terms at least.
The final blast that was sent straight into the sands of Hueco Mundo below them left her unfazed, standing there watching her obliterate the Menos Grande as if with relative ease. They are one of the weakest forms of hollow, in truth, but it isn’t like anyone could break through their masks or even hurt. She, however, could, which meant she had control of how strong she could be. Nel’s eyes fall unto Chris once the sand settles and the threat has been cleared. Sheathing her Zanpakuto, she responds. “And you as well. I’m intrigued that you fight so well, which separates you from that more shy demeanor you had prior. You’re interesting, Chris Yukine.” Interesting indeed, which gives her a means of wanting to settle their disagreements and reduce hostility to figure out this Noise once again.
inoue-san:
Orihime giggled and took Nel’s hand and raised it with hers, cheering as she did, “We’ll go to the hot springs! Come on, come on!” she led her to her room and grabbed her luggage then started putting random clothes in it. “Should I bring a lot of clothes? Are we going to stay there for a long time?”
Nelliel was a bit taken aback with how cooperative Orihime was, but nevertheless her joy knew no bounds. Being led to her room, she simply watched as the other stuff clothes into her luggage. “I would be more inclined to stay for awhile if I had as many clothes as you, Inoue-san. Though, I don’t mind staying for a long time! I can simply go without clothes if neccessary!”

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kingsprotector said: I can go with you Nel-chan!
really? i wouldn’t want to stop you from doing something else if you were busy.
i’ve a sudden urge to go to the hot springs. but that isn’t very fun to do alone.
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oderushuvanku:
i know i literally just got back but… i decided to make some boys.. just a few boys..
you can find them here @kenishugasha i promise though i’ll still be on nel, i just have them too now wejrbwqinef

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summer days are always the longest.. however i never feel like i do very much with them, besides sleeping or eating.
mysticallities:
“Got it!” Chris took off into the air, ready to fire off Billion Maiden. Her Armed Gears load with crossbows, five in each hand. The Menos cut off her upwards approach by way of reaching out and up as if she was a fly! Sure, she could avoid their arms, but for how long! Out of the corner of her eye, she noticed one of two’s mouth glow a bright red! It was charging! And like Nel, she couldn’t tank the attack! A loud boom splits the sands as the Cero raced right toward Chris! Her skirt armor sends out dozens of diamond projectiles to guard her behind, reflecting the beam and sending it all around the desert! Though, that wasn’t without its consequences, a few of them blowing up in the process. “Tch.” Chris flies back and lands on the ground again, now a few feet away. Both were coming right at her. Good.
Raising her arms up, Chris’s armor transforms into a large futuristic sniper rifle resembling that of a more jagged-edged Barret .50 Cal, supported with two stands at both sides half-way up the barrel. A targeting scope pops up while a green-tinted scope comes over her right eye from the headpiece, a blue-tinted one over the left eye. The girl adjusts into a crouch and aimed for the other Hollow, the same red beam charging up! “RED HOT BLAZE!” Chris shouted, pulling the trigger with minimal recoil! A sharp bang breaks the sound barrier as the bullet was sent right through the mask of the Menos Grande. One down, one to go. “How are you holding up?!” Chris yelled, sniper transforming back into the armor.
Her focus is now on her own Menos. She’s hoping that Chris can handle her own but unaware of her power, she doesn’t hold tight to the idea that she wouldn’t need saving. That isn’t her concern, however. One of the Menos she was handling lifted its foot to try and stomp on her, but luckily, their size was much to their own detriment as it meant she would just have to jump out of the way, and with it, jumping onto its foot and then beginning to scale the hollow’s body upward. It’s mouth was opening as if in preparation for a cero, but she had reached it before it could begin charging, Nelliel piercing its mask with her Zanpakuto and opening up her mouth. Most espada will blast a cero of their own from their fingers or their hands. Nel, however, shot a large, pink beam through the Menos’ mask with a quick build up so it could do enough damage to destroy it in one go.
Hearing the Menos’ cero get reflected through the sands, she had to make sure she didn’t get hit by it, but it at least looked like Chris handled herself fairly well and took one down, so now they only had one to deal with on their own. Nel heard Chris call to her about how she’s holding up,Nel just looking in her direction for a moment before seeing her second Menos shine a red light on her. While she was fighting the first, the second prepared its cero to catch her off guard, no doubt. Nel stared the hollow down without any shred of fear, waiting for the blast. Once it was release straight at her, she sheathed her zanpakuto and took one exhale before inhaling the entire blast of the the cero. It settles into her a moment once she closed her mouth, then reopening it wide to shoot a much larger, pink cero out at the Menos Grande and obliterating half of it in one go. Hers were taken care of, now it was just one more that she’d leave to Chris. Her question remains unanswered, but she’ll give an answer once they have time to breathe.