Spade

Hello. I was putting off making this post but my deities have made it a point for me to finally reach out for help in this situation. I am an 18 year old indigenous transgender individual who is stuck in a racist and transphobic environment where I am abused both psychologically and physically. Back in April, I was struck in the eye so hard by my mother after telling her I was simply not comfortable with comments of my weight. A month later, she tried to make me hit her to start another fight and called me a "spic" and a "mutt" both times.

I was going to move in with my older brother, but my sister in law has proven to be an issue both politically and emotionally wise. Spreading lies about me to my own mother and grandmother so that simply won't be a safe environment to move into either.

I just need help financially. My mother has started to refuse to pay for my essentials like food and shower needs so I am truly alone right now. Anything would help.

https://cash.app/$zggles

( evidence of abuse beneath the cut off )

This prayer was written by me, and is part of a series of prayers to recite when going through rough times. Everyone is going through the ringer right now, given the state of everything, so hopefully this can help you get through some tough things too. Enjoy!

Praise be to great Lord Hades, ruler of the underworld,

The fair judge of souls one meets upon death!

Your words are firm, and yet so gentle,

Like the tender mercy of death to the sickly,

And you provide for all in your kingdom,

Alongside all those who call your name in life.

For you are the great father,

The shepherd of the departed,

A good husband to your queen

And a fair ruler for the deceased within your care;

I pray to you, Lord Hades,

That you may guide me down a better path,

Like how Charon and Hermes guide souls to your realm;

Bestow upon me your wisdom

And share with me your tender blessings

As I cry out to you from this place of anguish. 

You are the ultimate comfort for us mortals,

A promise of life after death,

A sweet relief from the pains of living,

And so I trust you to help me out of this pit,

To take me by the hand and guide me to a better life,

For you, O Hades, are so kind to humanity

And take such good care of us both before and after death,

And for this I shall praise your name until the end of time!