hey if you like discodisorder's art please know that this person went out of their way to personally befriend and contact multiple abusers of mine including my father who I have been no-contact with since leaving home. they posted me on kiwifarms and accused me of just about every sort of bigotry and wrongdoing under the sun, constantly tried to suicide bait me, and spread lies about my fundraiser while I was actively homeless and reliant on it for survival!
they did all of this because I kinned* griffith from berserk, and they were a casca kinnie who did not like that I told a 17-year-old it was okay to kin griffith. somehow this justified literal years of harassment. I am not their only victim. They tried to make me their personal lolcow and justified it with kin drama and shipping discourse. I reported them countless times.
I tried to play it off as not taking it seriously and pulled ridiculous stunts to try and make it stop such as claiming I factkinned them and was actually the REAL nico (they went by majid at the time) and then they began to accuse me of stalking them because I began to check their public blog regularly to see what new accusation they would launch at me... As they were also religiously scrolling my blog to nitpick new things to add to my callout.
This was fucking traumatizing, I do not forgive them, and the fact that they are once again on this website (and apparently somehow know my blog!) is fucking wild to me. you don't actually get to wipe the slate clean and pretend you were never a piece of shit trying to suicide bait people over fucking kin drama and shipping discourse. You will never not be the person harassing a traumatized developmentally delayed young person into near-suicide. You will never not be the person who chose to fuck with the real, material, tangible life of a stranger on the internet. One day it will catch up to you and it will eat you up and I will laugh and laugh and laugh.
I don't hold any kindness towards them at all and given the fact that they're still good friends with a man who threatened to rape me pregnant, I don't think they've learned shit. And they certainly do not give a fuck about survivors.
*as it would turn out, that's an introject because I have been diagnosed with DID, something that Nico tried to fakeclaim and would speculate about my "real" diagnoses with my abusers. Guess what asshole, you just made our polyfragmentation even more complex. you made us more diagnoseable. good job you stupid cunt.
