Obscure Photography

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Until may last year I thought I generally had a bad back. However in May 2015 I was finally told (6 years after a procedure that determined my diagnosis) that I have Lumbarisation of my S1 and bulging discs. Nearly a year later, after being on 15mg of morphine Every hour of every day, naproxin, amotryptoline, anti sickness drugs, other painkillers and antiinflamatories I've been told I have Osteoarthritis of the spine. I'm 28 this November, have no children (thankfully) and feel now like I never will. What's the point in being a mom if you can't pick up your children? My outlook on the future at the moment is bleak at best. Every sharp wincing pain is a reminder of my future. I'm already depressed, I'm physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted. If anyone feels the same I'll be here to support you.

Another day spent fighting to keep my eyes open #morphine #morning

#cirqueberzerk contortionist firing arrow with her feet 👏

Contortionist at #cirqueberzerk last night 📷

Had a fantastic time at #cirqueberzerk. Can't wait to get home and sort through my photos 😀 Thanks again to #ents24 for the VIP tickets, so happy I won the competition!! I'd love to know what kind of poi were being used. You'll definitely be seeing me again, if only it were that easy to run away with the circus 😢

Sitting in a cupboard on the train, on my way to Cirque Berserk in Leicester ✌

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