yohan Ā understands Ā why Ā piper Ā was Ā cautious Ā around Ā him Ā . Ā while Ā he Ā didn't Ā have Ā the Ā best Ā reputation Ā , Ā he Ā was Ā also Ā inconsistent Ā with Ā certain Ā thingsā Ā commitment Ā being Ā one Ā of Ā them Ā , Ā probably Ā on Ā top Ā of Ā the Ā list Ā , Ā too Ā . Ā this Ā part Ā of Ā his Ā life Ā , Ā being Ā an Ā idol Ā , Ā was Ā demanding Ā of Ā his Ā attention Ā whether Ā he Ā had Ā a Ā schedule Ā or Ā not Ā , Ā so Ā it Ā was Ā difficult Ā to Ā hold Ā on Ā to Ā something Ā permanent Ā . Ā it's Ā not Ā to Ā say Ā that Ā he Ā was Ā a Ā terrible Ā person Ā , Ā this Ā ' Ā character Ā ' Ā that Ā he Ā plays Ā and Ā everything Ā tied Ā to Ā him Ā to Ā up Ā his Ā standing Ā in Ā this Ā society Ā had Ā people Ā turning Ā him Ā down Ā . Ā in Ā truth Ā , Ā yohan Ā is Ā gentle Ā and Ā loyal Ā . Ā he Ā doesn't Ā show Ā it Ā too Ā often Ā , Ā afraid Ā that Ā people Ā will Ā treat Ā him Ā differently Ā . Ā he Ā didn't Ā need Ā their Ā sympathy Ā , Ā he Ā just Ā wanted Ā to Ā be Ā respected Ā and Ā treated Ā like Ā a Ā human Ā being Ā , Ā not Ā just Ā some Ā trophy Ā that Ā gets Ā polished Ā when Ā it Ā needs Ā to Ā be Ā shown Ā off Ā . Ā it Ā gets Ā tiring Ā and Ā for Ā once Ā , Ā yohan Ā just Ā wanted Ā to Ā live Ā life Ā how Ā he Ā wanted Ā . Ā that's Ā why Ā he Ā had Ā plans Ā on Ā moving Ā away Ā , Ā that's Ā why Ā he Ā hired Ā piper Ā to Ā be Ā his Ā architect Ā . Ā he Ā just Ā didn't Ā expect Ā that Ā he'd Ā develop Ā feelings Ā for Ā her Ā after Ā their Ā numerous Ā ' Ā pleasant Ā ' Ā exchanges Ā . Ā " Ā i Ā don't Ā want Ā you Ā to Ā look Ā at Ā me Ā na Ā artista Ā or Ā idol Ā lang Ā , Ā kasi Ā chances Ā are Ā you Ā won't Ā trust Ā me Ā and Ā i Ā understand Ā that Ā , Ā i Ā can't Ā change Ā your Ā mind Ā about Ā that Ā side Ā of Ā me Ā , Ā " Ā he Ā starts Ā , Ā careful Ā with Ā his Ā words Ā . Ā piper Ā was Ā right Ā to Ā question Ā him Ā and Ā he Ā didn't Ā take Ā offense Ā to Ā that Ā . Ā " Ā i'm Ā asking Ā , Ā sincerelyā Ā if Ā you Ā can Ā give Ā me Ā a Ā chance Ā , Ā so Ā we Ā can Ā get Ā to Ā know Ā each Ā other Ā better Ā , Ā " Ā he Ā continues Ā , Ā his Ā gaze Ā softensĀ Ā when Ā they Ā meet Ā hers Ā . Ā " Ā i'm Ā not Ā asking Ā as Ā yohan Ā , Ā the Ā idol Ā or Ā yohan Ā , Ā the Ā cheaterā Ā i'm Ā asking Ā as Ā yohan Ā , Ā that's Ā it Ā . Ā i'm Ā not Ā the Ā bad Ā guy Ā that Ā everyone Ā thinks Ā i Ā am Ā . Ā "