These are the details of the last composition that I've post it " The cutting of Jaime's Hand"
This chapter always fascinates me ...because everything happens so fast...you go from killing "cousin Cleos" to the duel with Brienne ....and then they are captured by The Brave Companion ...meeting Vargo Hoat ( which is this guy so so bored totally desensitised - he's not even scarry - like war and violence is so mundane ...) ...and after Jaime FINALLY does something right- rescuing Brienne from rape - (after being such an asshole , perpetual complaint ,so nihilist, and the Only Existentialist of the story😊) ...you are at the end of the chapter ....a jester jumps on his back ...and you think to yourself they're going to kill him ...the arrack ...the scream....and that's it 🤷♀️ Every time this chapter gets to me because everything is so absurd ...almost nonsensical....I think Jaime expects to die ...I think he is prepared for it ...I think on some level he is wishing for it ...because he despises himself so much ...but ...no man, they are going to torture him more 😊He gets to live ....without his hand ....now what ? 🤷♀️
I think his story is the reverse of Jon's story ...if Jon is an example of what happens when you only do your duty without protecting your loves , your desires, your wants ...Jaime is the opposite of that what happens when you only protect your loves, your desires , your wants. Even his greatest deed is because of love - I suspect that the salvation of the people in King's Landing is not because he loves humanity so much ...he is incapable of loving this way...abstract in a sense...it's because Aerys send him to kill his own father(Tywin) ...which he( Jaime ) despises and loves equally ( like he loves and despises his sister ) ....but ...his father is Family ...and he loves and protects his family no matter what..
The same goes with what he did to Bran ....in that moment Bran was a threat to his sister - because he witnessed the incest and Cercei was Queen- and like always he did what needs to be done for his Love....it didn't matter that Bran was a child ...or who's child was he 🤷♀️ it wasn't personal ...he was a threat ...so..he disconnected ,disengaged with reality ...and the consequences of that reality and Bran flew...
I think , because of this action - that in a way marks the beginning of the story -in my head at list Jaime's story is very much tied up with Bran's story ... that's why the arrack like a "crescent moon " from my drawing,the crows ...or the tower in the back - which in the text is a small ruined sept- and the septon ( also drawn) is hanging from it ... - the hanged septon I think ties in with this idea of Catelyn / Lady Stoneheart...Also what I love is that the end of the chapter happens at sunset ...when the sun goes out and the moon rises ...and shadows appear ...I've also tried to capture that ...because is a motif in Jaime's character arc ...Catelyn sees him and his hair is turning from gold to white because of the moon ... also this motif of day turning into the night ties in with his ,later, weirwood dream....
And I can go on on .. but I will stop here ...😊