is this thing working?

I’ve told myself time and time again to not always post every single feeling on the internet but in this case- no one is really here to pay attention to me. I’m kind of free in this way. Because of this liberty, I really hope Tumblr doesn’t shut down because I feel like I can just be me, brush my hands, and leave like I haven’t really put a print in the world.

I’ve been feeling down for dumb but valid reasons for the last few days. Some having to do with girls. Some having to do with tackling conflict in relationships. Some having to do with friends. Some having to do with jealousy. Some having to do with image. And some having to do with the future. I’ve sort of reached a mental wall in most of these cases. For others- it’s just me being stubborn or doing things that I know I shouldn’t that obviously make me upset after doing said thing. How do I overcome these problems? I have no fucking clue. Everyday I’m learning how I get over it for a second, a minute, an hour, a day, or a week. But one things that I feel like I’m starting to identify that all these issues may possibly have in common is that my way of “getting over things” is usually “accomplished” through brushing it under the rug and forgetting about it or getting over it temporarily until I get bored and find time to get upset.