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So after using my trust never fail vein in the crook of my right elbow in smaller sized vein - in comparison to some larger ones running down the inside of both my inner fore arms ( I’m not overly a veiny person how ever I dont bruise easily and before this shot last night u would never see any evidence even looking up close ) I dont use every day .. i tend to binge …. so back to last night .. i dug and dug pulled out back air tiny bit or blood nothing same spot that has been so reliable before Normally in and out done !! I’m always very careful .. but u relax and become careless it was so easy and I think this is partly to blame .. so this went on for 20 mins .. I hit ‘something’ at Some stage as I stated with 40 units and ended up with 90 units this is after continuously blowing air bubbles with residue out before sticking the point back in growing increasingly anxious as I didn’t want to dare waste this awesome gear and it was the last final big finale for few weeks throw in the hard cock that was ready to take off after about 9 or so failed attempts all with in two centremeters of each other along the line of the vein that ‘never fails’ lol so after 10 or so minutes the blood in the needle was almost now almost black why ? Did I hit a deeper vein … an artery perhaps ? What’s the difference good or bad, between a vein or an artery when it comes to injecting meth?.. it hadnt cogulated as far as I could seems on the second last failed attempt it bled a lot upon pulling out but I just couldn’t see if it registered .. so last attempt I thought lots of blood same hole can’t go wrong right !? Yeah not correct.. I was sticking this shit in my arm right now and then !! As I pushed the meth/blood mix thru I knew something was not right as I normally dont even get to a half way thru when I feel it hit the ba k of my throat..but i kept going , it didn’t hurt at first and I though ok I just wigged out and it ton the hit awayas such as I wasn’t relaxed at all. After a few minutes I knew I had wasted a good product and probably was about to die .. first the injection site went numbing thought that was because I applied heavier than normal pressure to the area as it looked like a mine field exploded … then I got a very mild rush .. all that effort and pain for that!? WTF .. more e importantly I came back to reality to the sensation of basically an entire right arm inner from thumb to top bicep being numb .. now this is when I really started to worry and I was about to get on hands and knees and pray ( even though not the slightest bit religious funny as humans how selfish we get when we think our number is up ) I then rang a friend who also used to use … I had see her go thru countless similar struggles at times which is why I continued on with what I was doing when I knew in all honesty the best thing to do was to STOP remove it from the syringe and either mix it in soft drink and ingest it (that thought is absolutely GROSS no way ) or plug it ( ALWAYS more fun with two lol ) she just gave me very needed reassuring advice and offered to come get me take me to the ER .. by this stage 20 mins had elapsed I certainly wasn’t getting worse .. I applied ice ( lol ) which helped my mind was racing with the thought that I’m having a stroke as my face stated to tingle as well.. so I thought let s just do the Normal things I would do and try and forget about it .. so porn it was .. and it certainly helped divert the attention away from my impending death .. anyhow cut a long story short I not dead .. I won’t die .. in defiantly getting a very slow release rush 24 hrs later .. I have a huge bruise and large bruise under the skin not overly raised but my arm is no longer numb but pain has replaced the numbness .. if my understanding of the human body is anything by pain is good .. that’s the body’s way of saying 'I got this dude we is fighting it ’ so it’s very tender to bend. Questions please anyone .. What happened ? Did I hit an artery ! Why didn’t anything register in a spot that was always a sure fire winner ? I know that if it stings when ur administering that you should STOP right away , but it didn’t at the time so I pushed it all in, did I inject into a nerve or muscle ? If so what are the ramifications of both long term ? Did I prior to starting this whole epic fail blow that faithful vein 24 hrs earlier ? Even though no pain or evidence of a hit before this effort. Did I blow a vein this time round ? I would think I may have! What are the signs of a blown vein ? Do they over t

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