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so i saw this person do this silly poll thingy and i wanna try it too...!

so... what madoka magica character do i remind you of?

わたしいじょうすてき、 おんあのこなんてどこにも

さがしてもいないたわこと、 あなたわしらない ♡

who wants to place bets forensica's a foodie? but in a way that she might go "i have memorized twenty restaurants down the street that way, four bakeries, 2 cafes and i remember the exact texture of wagyu from a hotpot that closed 4 years ago"

i like to think she's secretly easy to bribe with food, not intentionally but imagine chief asking her to cooperate.

forensica straight away refuses, "no."

chief: "there will be food."

... forensica stares. as if expecting something to be said

...

chief: "what...?"

forensica: "and? what kind?"

i'm so confused why is my fyp just posts my mutuals commented on, sent asks to etc. because umm uh it's none of my business about who else they're interacting with but like... tumblr why-??

i'm considering revamping my theme into tsukimi kurashita from princess jellyfish because she looks awfully like me and i'm not even joking or just saying it because i like her alot. the thick eyebrows, black messy hair, brown eyes...

years ago did i have a conversation with a close friend about reincarnation and what would we like to be if it ever were to happen. they wanted to be a bird, and i told them i wanted to become a jellyfish.

i said this before i knew princess jellyfish btw

it was a dumb decision of mine, but i really liked the concept of being born from a sea flower (well, looks like a very alien flower but it's actually a baby jellyfish - a pylop). floating and letting the sea guide me on a little adventure. i could look pretty and untouchable as a jellyfish !! >:)

but now did i only realize there was a scene where tsukimi really said something similar as i did: ❝If reincarnation is real I hope I'm not a human next time. But I don't want to be a dog or a cat. Because there are "cute" ones and "not cute" ones. I just want to rock gently on the ocean waves. I want to be a jellyfish.❞

so yeah i think i found an accurate fictionkin hoorayyy i can be the tsukimi of jiraiblr :D

my sign to actually move schools because my teacher is saying the class didn't do enough and this year's batch was very bad even though we GOT A PASS...

like idgaf if i go to a public school anymore it's just 1 more year and i'm out. or i'll just get employed early.

BUT PLEASSEE I DON'T WANT TO BE DEPICTED AS A PROBLEMATIC OR LAZY STUDENT, I'M REALLY REALLY DOING MY BEST OUT OF THISSS I DIDN'T ASK TO FEEL BURNT OUT PLEAAAAAAASSSSSSSSEEEE

i feel like i'm about to get jumped by this teacher for not finishing my document yesterday even though I'M TRYING 💔💔💔 there is so much to do in it which is why the whole class was given two weeks and yet i'm meant to finish it in a day or two... i might need just 2 or 3 more days or something to really finish it.

sigh i'll be clear with her because what am i to do if i'm trying to multitask two documents at the same time and i'm only good at doing things one step at a time or one document at a time... please i'm tight on deadlines and yes it's my fault for feeling so burnt out i am tryinnggg i just dont know how to prove it to you😔

the worst part about this subject is that if you fail just ONE REPORT you have to restart the whole year.

what kind of subject was i forced into taking.

update: teacher gave me up to friday to do it even though the document is due at the same time as the report. so i'm going to really lock in, i'll be less likely online on here.