beast monster thing

why can’t i sleep anymore bro let me sleep being awake SUCKS

oh okay there’s something deeply wrong with me… oh well i have to go to college so let’s worry abt that later

just realised i used to get sedated on a regular basis… how did i genuinely never realise that before ??

i have a tendency to never get closure whenever i need it

danganronpa! do do do do do do dodo do

whenever someone i don’t know compliments me i remember they don’t know me and if they knew me they wouldn’t like me. i fear people only like the concept of me

this one time when i was drunk i got all the lyrics to beast monster thing in my notes app and explained why i related to every single line

after all these years i still need a name for what im feeling, so i can start to work on a meaning. there’s a reason i got those lyrics tattooed i guess #htltreference

do i have bpd 🤔🤔🤔

maybe i never had a successful attempt because i never did it the way i always wanted to 🤔

i’m a horrible person

nooo angel don’t blame yourself 😔😔💔

anyone else ever get the random urge to self destruct and fuck everything up

i feel like it’s mostly easier to decide everyone doesn’t like you because then when they prove they actually DO like you it feels really special. better than assuming everyone likes u then finding out everyone hates you and wants u to kys