Don't be gentle

The boy I'm dating atm was in a very frisky mood today. He told me there was alot of dirty thoughts in his head about me that he couldn't say. You could tell he was bothered by it. He sat with his head down between his knees, so i nibbled on his neck & ear a little to be a tease bc i wanted to kiss him for the longest time but he kept his head down. He shuddered and said doing that isn't helping his dirty thoughts, it's actually making it worse. I told him I was just trying to get him to kiss me. Little did I know what i just did. He pulled me in close and actually growled in my ear & he kissed me very deeply, even with tongue (we never did that before). He was groping my butt and had his other hand up my inner thigh(again, things he never did before), telling me where he wanted to put his hand in a low voice that only I can hear (chills) . Bitting and licking my neck and cheek like he was hungry. He kept pulling me closer to him and growled the command, "come" if I moved even just an inch. But we were in public (in a slightly secluded area but people pass by often so it's too risky) so we didn't continue, I actually had to take his hands off of me after a while bc wow, that boy is very handsy (which i love tbh) and didn't care about what people think (but i do lol). He said it's too bad i wasnt wearing a dress bc it'd be easier to get his hands 'under there' but he felt a bit better after all of that . I just rolled my eyes at him and called him a dirty boy. But I'd be lying if it wasn't hot tho . Whewww. I'll definitely keep replaying that growl and those words in my head for a while. And the way he looked at me...like I was something to eat... Wow, that gaze. I know that if we were in a completely private place, he would've completely lost all control of himself. Unfortunately, as of right now, we don't have that opportunity. One day tho. He soon went back to his casual, grinning, dorky self.

But knowing that I was able to help him 'blow off some steam' made me feel pretty sexy.