HEYYY can i please request LADS men when you sleep on the couch after a heated argument
LaDS men when you sleep on the couch after an argument
pairings: LaDS men x Reader(separate)
content: hurt/comfort, arguments
a/n: these are so long idk what possessed me
You tried to just keep it a casual conversation, bringing up how you still felt like he was keeping things from you at times, like he still didnât trust you with everything after you two have been together for so long but with how he kept his answers short and clipped, his expression as cool as always, trying to change the topic, things started to get more heated.
You didnât like how he was brushing you off again.
âSee this is exactly what Iâm talking about, Xavier.â
His lack of response was really getting to you.
He stays expressionless, you keep saying things trying to get a reaction out of him but he doesnât falter.
On the inside, he feels regret and seeing you angry at him upsets him, too.
âFine. Whatever, be that way.â
He doesnât feel relieved when you walk out of the bedroom, but he just doesnât know what to say to make you feel better.
He follows after you, going into the bedroom, he freezes when he sees you grab the sheets and your pillow.
âWhat are you doing?â
âIâm sleeping on the couch, Xavier.â
You try to slip past him but he doesnât let you,
You stare up at him and seeing the usual affection replaced with anger hurts him.
âIâm mad, Xavier. I donât want to sleep with you tonight.â
The tremble in his voice doesnât go unnoticed,
âI canât sleep without you next to me. And I know you feel the same way.â
You try leaving again but he just wonât let you,
âDoesnât matter. I donât want to see you right now.â
You notice the hurt in his eyes and you feel kinda bad but you canât back down now, right?
He nods but still doesnât step aside,
âIâll sleep on the couch then. You take the bed.â
Your shoulders slump, seeing as he resembles a sad bunny.
You say and turn around, trying not to let this feeling get to you. You put your things back on the bed and hear him leave the room.
Confusion overtakes your features, why didnât he take his stuff? You wait a minute and walk out after him, after some hesitation.
As you quietly go back into living room, you see him lying on the couch, no blanket, no pillow, eyes closed.
âXavier, go get your things. Youâll catch a cold.â
He doesnât open his eyes as he speaks again,
âItâs what I deserve. I upset you.â
Your mouth falls open at that, the ridiculousness of his behaviour almost makes you break out into a laugh. Almost.
âXavier, even if Iâm mad at you, I donât want you to be cold and uncomfortable the whole night.â
He cracks one eye open, looking at you.
âBut I want to be cold and uncomfortable for making you mad.â
You sigh, trying to fight the smile thatâs making its way onto your face,
âYouâre unbelievable.â
Heâs looking at you with both eyes now, noticing the tension dissipate. Xavier props himself up,
You know he got you once you walk over and sit down on the couch next to him,
Reaching out with your hands to brush through his hair,
âAnd you know that Iâll forgive you once I wake up.â
He leans into your touch, testing the waters by lying his head in your lap.
âThank you. But please donât make sleep without you. I wonât intrude on your space, I just need to know that youâre still here.â
Scratching his scalp a defeated groan leaves your mouth,
âGo into the bedroom. Iâll be right there.â
His lips curl upwards, he begrudgingly lifts his head off your lap. He lingers, not getting up from the couch yet. You can guess why and knowing he needs the comfort just as much as you do, after everything that was said, you lean over and press a soft kiss to his forehead. A relieved hum forms in the back of his throat.
He then gets up, not trying to push his luck.
Xavier knows your feelings are valid and he would never want you to feel like they arenât.
He doesnât always handle things the right way but nothings more important to him than making it up to you. Heâll fix this, heâll show you how much he truly trusts you.
You didnât mean to leave him waiting, again.
Wondering where you are, if youâre okay and why you werenât answering your phone.
This morning, you texted him, letting him know about todayâs mission.
An emergency, there wasnât much time and you had to get going now. You promised to come see him and call once you were back.
Rafayel kept himself busy all day, he noticed how you didnât read his text, telling you to stay safe.
You also didnât read any of his follow up texts and as the hours passed and there was still no answer from you, he started to feel anxious.
It was getting late, the sun setting soon.
He tried to call you and when it went straight to voicemail, he couldnât help the concern clawing at him.
You should be done by now. You said youâd call him, once you were back. So, what was wrong?
It was dark out now, you had finally wrapped everything up.
Your phone had died in the middle of the mission, as soon as you had gotten back to the HQ you left it to charge.
You knew Rafayel was probably worried but you had texted him this morning, it shouldnât be too bad. Or so you hoped.
Bidding your farewells to your coworkers, you left the associationâs building, finally turning your phone back on.
The wall of missed calls and messages from Rafayel didnât help your conflicted heart.
You tried to call him back, he wasnât picking up.
You tried once, twice, it just kept ringing and ringing.
As you finally arrived at his art studio, you noticed the gate was closed.
Confused, you unlocked it and walked to the door.
You were thinking of how to apologise him, you didnât mean to leave him hanging all day but itâs not like you did it on purpose.
Walking into his home, you saw him painting in the living room, back turned to the door.
You said quietly, placing your keys on the table, waiting for a reaction from your boyfriend.
You expected him to pout, whine, be upset but you were surprised, when⌠nothing came.
No reaction, he didnât even turn around.
You approached him slowly, not knowing what to do.
âIâm sorry, Rafayel. My phone died and the mission turned out to be more difficult than expected. I left as soon as I got to the association.â
Usually, heâd be talking to Reddie now, acknowledging your presence in some way or another, making sure you know he was upset.
No hum, no change in his movements, no looking over.
You sighed, you knew you messed up but the least he could do was talk to you about it.
âLook, I know I shouldâve been more careful, made sure my phone was charged or given you more details. I didnât know, though. So, can we please just-â
The first time he spoke since youâve arrived and he still wasnât looking at you.
âWhat do you expect me to do now? Throw myself into your arms, crying?â
You were taken aback by his tone,
âNo, I didnât mean-â
He cut in again, voice steady, words sharp,
âThis isnât the first time, and Iâm sure it wonât be the last. Am I supposed to lose my mind everytime you pull something like this? Itâs not like you keep your word, anyway.â
The accusation hung heavy in the air and you were trying to deal with this as sensibly as possible but he was making this increasingly more difficult.
âRafayel, you know how my job is. Iâd never ignore you on purpose. I kept you waiting and Iâm sorry, I really am. But sometimes, there just isnât anything I can do.â
A scoff escaped him and you could feel a headache forming. You were expecting him to follow up, come up with a retort, tell you how disappointed he was but he just went silent again.
You felt tired, your eyelids heavy and you simply didnât have the emotional maturity to deal with this appropriately right now.
You went to get changed, as you were leaving the room, you heard him mumble something under his breath,
You halted, standing still for a moment before turning back around,
âWhat was that? If you have something to say, speak up.â
You crossed your arms and he finally looked up at you, gaze completely void of emotion.
âNot like you care, anyway.â
Your eye twitched at that,
âI understand if youâre upset but if youâre not willing to talk to me like an adult, I canât help you. If you want to act like a child, be my guest.â
An ironic laugh left him at that and his eyes went back to his painting,
âIm the one acting like a child?â
âI donât have the energy to deal with this right now, Rafayel. I have to do my job, grow up.â
You spun around on your heel to actually leave the room this time, when you heard rustling behind you, he was getting up.
He grumbled under his breath again,
âDidnât know being a hunter meant you have to ghost your boyfriend.â
You clenched your teeth at his condescending comment but decided to not dignify him with a response.
You quickly walked into your shared bedroom, changing into your PJs.
Finally catching a glimpse of yourself for the first time today, you looked rough.
Thinking about how Rafayel still treated you so harshly, after seeing the state you were in.
Impulsively, you grabbed your pillow and your blanket and stormed into the living room.
He wasnât there anymore, probably having gone to the bathroom to get ready for bed as well.
You settled down on the couch, you knew you were acting petty but you just didnât want to put up with his attitude tonight.
You laid on your side, back turned to the room, when you heard the bathroom door open.
Rafayelâs steps were loud, you could feel his eyes on you as he came to a stop. The urge to turn heavy but you refused to budge.
He inhaled sharply, you could hear him mumble something under his breath again but couldnât make out what he was saying, even if you couldâve, you were done arguing.
When you still didnât hear him move, you turned around, seeing him standing in the middle of the room.
He looked hurt, making eye contact with you but not saying anything else.
He turned around, walking into the bedroom.
You heard the door click shut and a feeling of hurt settled into your chest.
You laid awake for a while, tossing and turning, regret seeping in, you didnât want to fight with him like this.
Eyes falling shut, mind still stuck on the interaction with your boyfriend.
Your eyes fluttered open, taking in the darkness.
You wanted to rub your eyes, when you felt your left hand being engulfed by something warm and heavy.
As you looked over, you immediately noticed the mop of purple hair being on eye level with you.
The scene in front of you made a lump form in your throat;
Rafayel was sitting on the floor, one hand holding onto yours, face resting again the couch.
His long legs were crossed and his posture was atrocious, you knew heâd wake up sore like this.
Him setting his pride aside, seeking you out in your sleep, made your heart race, even after how he was acting earlier.
You knew he was trying to hurt you both in an attempt to put his walls back up, he was scared for you.
There was nothing he feared more than losing you, you disappearing again. He didnât want to wake up one day, finding out you were gone.
And you admittedly werenât always making it easy for him.
Your other hand reached out and ruffled his hair,
You got up to the best of your ability, with him still gripping your wrist, sitting down next to him.
You managed to wrap him up in the blanket as well as you could, pressing your head into his shoulder.
You two would make amends once he woke up.
You couldnât help but press a chaste kiss to his cheek.
Youâve been buried in work lately, barely having time for yourself. No time to cook meals, so youâve been relying on take out. Coming home so late from work makes you feel like youâre not making the most of your day, so in turn you stay up late, watching shows, playing games, trying to keep up with your boyfriendâs schedule.
Zayne has been trying to be lenient, he doesnât want to tell you what to do and what not to do but he could see how your unhealthy habits have been getting worse and how itâs wearing down your condition.
Once he brings it up, heâs objective, neutral, speaking as your doctor, not your boyfriend.
When you try to reason with him and explain how those little acts may be unhealthy but theyâre the only comfort you have in the midst of so much work.
You promise him, these habits arenât here to stay and once you have enough breathing room again, youâll go back to doing all those things he puts so much emphasis on.
Heâs unimpressed, urging you to rethink. You know it comes from a place of concern, heâs telling you these things out of love but it simply feels so belittling.
Youâve been so overwhelmed and heâs seen firsthand how badly you need some understanding more than you need health advice.
Seeing how he doesnât back down, you start to feel irritated. He refuses to see things from your perspective and you refuse to back down now.
The argument spirals as you call him out on not being much better,
âOverworked? Bold coming from you.â
His voice is steady and his words are harsh as he doesnât pay much attention to your feelings,
âYet I still make sure to get my nutrients. I also donât spend my free time rotting away in front of a screen. You barely go outside during your time off.â
Zayne notices the hurt on your face a little too late,
âYouâre my boyfriend before youâre my physician, Zayne. Act like it.â
His brows furrow at that, not responding.
He leaves the room before this could escalate any further, telling you to calm down first, which naturally sets you off even more.
You werenât done with this conversation but realising he wonât continue you this, you decide to back off.
Youâre mad at him and youâre going to show him.
While heâs in the bathroom, you grab your things from the bedroom and bring them over to the couch.
After heâs done getting ready for bed, he walks out and sees you sprawled out on the couch, cuddled up with your pillow, clinging onto it, the way you usually would to him.
He lets out a sigh, he canât see your face, but that sound aggravated you even more.
Zayne sits down next to you, you donât look at him.
âDo we have to do this?â
You donât answer, he stills for a moment before getting back up.
Your lips tremble, seeing how quickly he gave up but to your surprise he comes back with his own blanket and pillow in hand.
âItâs going to get cramped. But I donât mind, if you insist on sleeping here.â
âZayne, I wanna sleep alone.â
He shakes his head, putting his things down next to yours.
âWe mightâve disagreed but I donât want the day to end like this. If you donât want to talk to me right now, thatâs fine. But donât push me away, please.â
You stay silent at first, not knowing what to say.
Your heart feels a little warmer,
âAlmost forgot you can be thoughtful, after all.â
He chuckles at your snarky comment, showing heâs not irritated.
You push your pillow lower, making your eyes visible to him.
Your eyebrows are still furrowed but he can tell your gaze softened.
You turned away and scooted over, making some space for him.
He took the hint and laid down next to you.
Youâre lying in the dark, breathing slowly, starting to miss your boyfriend even tho heâs right next to you.
Itâs not like you enjoyed fighting with him, especially with how apathetic he could be when he thought he was right.
You knew he didnât say any of those things with malice, he was worried and that was his way of expressing it.
Unable to sleep due to the emotional and slight physical distance to your boyfriend, the thoughts running through your mind and the tiny couch you were sharing with your freakishly tall partner, you opened your eyes again.
You whispered, being quiet in case he had already fallen asleep.
He hummed in response and you shimmied back a bit, wanting to feel him,
âI donât want to fight anymoreâŚâ
He shuffled, wrapping one arm around your waist loosely, not wanting to overstep,
âIâm glad. Me neither.â
His voice was low, not disturbing the quiet.
âDo you think we could go back to the bedroom?â
You heard him exhale a laugh,
âIf youâd like to.â
You nodded, still not turning around.
Before you could say anything else, Zayne spoke up again,
âIâm sorry. I overstepped earlier. I have no right to tell you what to do. However, I only want the best for you, even though I might not be the best at expressing that at times.â
You turned around, looking up at him in the dark, and he was still able to make out your features,
âIâm sorry, too. I wasnât willing to hear you out at all.â
âThe same goes for me. I wasnât offering solutions, I was just lecturing you.â
Leaning your head against his chest, you snuggled closer,
âHonestly, you had some valid points. I should spend more time with you whenever I finally have some free time.â
âDonât feel forced to. I just think I could make you food whenever you home, you donât have to get junk food. In hindsight, thereâs nothing wrong with indulging once in a while.â
âYeah, sounds like a good plan.â
The two of you basked in each otherâs presence like this for a little while longer, before Zayne dragged you back to bed.
His main priority is looking after you, his love for you is unrivalled but heâs still new to all of this, heâs trying.
You and Caleb rarely fought.
Ever since you were younger, Caleb was always willing to bend to your whims.
Heâd always back down and let you have your way.
Whether itâd be about who got to go first in a game, who got to sit in the passenger seat of the car or who had to clean up after playtime.
The older you two got, the more serious your fights became at times but Caleb would still back down, wait for you to let your anger out at him.
Obviously, whenever he could, heâd try to mediate.
He never wanted to fight with you, it was the worst.
There was this irrational fear in his mind, that whenever you were mad at him, youâd leave, hating him, never wanting to see him again.
He knew it was stupid, unrealistic but he much preferred your loud anger, yelling at him, staring him in the face, not turning away and ignoring him.
It was the same reason heâs never truly been angry at you.
Yeah, heâs been irritated because of careless things youâve done but that comes from a place of concern.
He loves you too much, feels too much for you to ever show his anger, however that doesnât mean the mask doesnât slip sometimes.
Still, he wouldnât keep arguments going.
Heâd serve as an outlet for your anger, heâd let you get everything off your chest and whenever he wanted to bring something up that bothered him, heâd do it in a way you wouldnât notice his true feelings.
So, whenever it did come to an argument, you knew it was serious to him. But you simply werenât used to having him not agree with you, especially because you knew you were in the right about this.
Well, so youâd say, if you could recall what âthisâ was.
You donât even remember what the fight was about, you two have just been spiralling from one thing to the other for a while now. The tension was starting to become unbearable.
Especially because Caleb was doing what heâs always done, taking whatever you throw at him and just accepting it.
Heâs willing to be the bad guy in your eyes, as long as it meant keeping you safe.
And you were starting to grow sick of it.
Caleb would never raise his voice at you, heâd never intentionally do anything that could hurt you, whether it be emotionally or physically.
A stark contrast to how youâve been shouting at him for the past 20 minutes.
Everything was so different now, it was like you were both speaking a different language. Not like when you two were kids, not when it felt like it was you and him against the world.
You didnât want him to just stand there and take it while standing his ground, insisting he knew better than you.
It was starting to drive you crazy, so the next thing you knew, was you angrily stomping out of the room.
Caleb stood in the living room, unmoving.
Replaying the argument in his mind, trying to think of where he went wrong.
As he was standing there, starting to wallow in self pity, you returned.
He was thinking of how to solve the situation, when he noticed the blanket and pillow you were holding.
You waltzed straight past him, plopping down on the couch, fluffing up your pillow in silence.
âPipsqueak, câmon.â
Not looking at him, still preparing your newly decided sleeping spot, you answer,
âWeâll talk in the morning. I donât wanna be near you right now.â
His eyes widened slightly, moving towards you but keeping his distance, as to not set you off more.
âI understand that but I donât want you to go to sleep upset.â
At that, you paused for a moment, fingers hovering over the pillow you were still adjusting, before you collected yourself and went to busy your hands again,
âItâs a little late for that.â
You heard a thud near you and you quickly looked up, worried.
You saw Caleb on his knees in front you, head hanging low,
âIâm sorry. Youâre rightfully upset but please, let me fix this.â
âCaleb, go to sleep. Weâre not doing this right now.â
Once he looked up at you, you felt your resolve waver. Just why did he have to resemble a kicked puppy so much?
You turned around, not letting your wet dog of a boyfriend get to you.
âOkay, I love you. Sleep well.â
He said but he got up really slowly, hoping youâd change your mind after all.
He went into your shared bedroom, leaving the door open behind him.
Caleb tried to sleep, he really did but heâs been laying awake for the past two hours.
It felt wrong to sleep without you in his arms. The right side of the bed shouldnât be cold; you shouldnât be away from him, especially after such a long time apart.
He didnât want you to be mad at him, he didnât even want to fight with you but you were just so stubborn.
Why couldnât you just see he was trying to protect you?
He stopped his train of thought, knowing it was just putting him in a worse mood.
Surely, you were asleep by now, right?
And youâll have cooled off by the time you woke up.
So, you definitely wouldnât blame him if he joined you on the couch, would you? He just missed you so much, he couldnât sleep without you.
He quietly walked into the living room, not wanting to wake you up.
When he saw you there, lying all by yourself, he felt something in his chest tighten.
It made him feel like he was a little boy again, like you were right here but so far out of his reach.
So, fragile and vulnerable, like if he touched you, youâd break, disappear.
He was pulled out of his thoughts, when you mumbled quietly in your sleep,
ââŚcaleb, donât..â
He couldnât make out what else you were saying, but you were thinking like him, even in your sleep.
He never wanted you to go to sleep upset.
He slid in under the covers with you, wrapping his arms around you.
He couldnât stand being away from you too long, he needed to make sure you were real, that you were with him.
And with that thought, he finally managed to drift off to sleep.
This was the angriest you had ever been at Sylus.
He prided himself on being a man of his word, keeping all his promises, especially the ones he made to you.
So, when he showed up again after 4 days, you were making sure he knew how mad you were.
He had promised you, he wouldnât repeat what happened with Tulla Island.
He wouldnât disappear without saying anything, he wouldnât leave you wondering whether he was dead or alive, but thatâs exactly what he did.
He send you a cryptic message the morning of, not answering when you tried to figure out what he meant.
Mephisto was still around, but he was no help either.
So, when you decided to pull up to the base 2 days in, having Luke and Kieran explain to you, that your boyfriend had to leave on urgent business that they couldnât elaborate on, you felt many things at once.
Youâd been seething until he showed back up, acting like nothing happened.
âYou promised, Sylus.â
He was sitting, while you were pacing around the bedroom, anger evident in your voice.
âThis time was different. I didnât leave without a trace. You ended up asking the twins, no?â
You stopped in your tracks, looking at him in outrage,
âAnd they were no help at all! I didnât know where you were, I didnât know what you were up to, actually, I still donât know!â
He was trying to be understand and pragmatically approach the situation but you werenât putting up with this.
âSylus, youâre not listening to me at all. How many more times are you planning on pulling something like this?â
He raised a brow at you, having a hard time hiding his amusement, you thought he was mocking you, when in reality he felt relieved to know you cared about him so much,
âThis isnât much different from you leaving for your missions. You donât tell me where youâre going, either.â
âYou canât be serious. You can utilise your stupid resources and figure out where I am, you find a way everytime. Itâs either Mephie showing up or you! How is that fair?â
He propped his chin up on his palm, looking at you with hooded eyes,
âThose resources are open to you, too, sweetie. Whatâs mine is yours. Besides, donât you know the saying? Where thereâs a will, thereâs a way. Maybe you werenât trying hard enough.â
You couldnât deal with his sarcasm, not when youâd been worried for the past four days, wondering if he was alright, whether this was his way of disappearing out of your life after all, still feeling the anxiety you had the last time this happened.
The smugness on his face was just pissing you off more.
âCanât you be considerate of my feelings for once? Is it fun to you to see me suffer like this? Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with you.â
You knew you didnât mean any of the things you just said, he knew you didnât mean any of it, he was always bending over backwards to accommodate you.
His love for you was unconditional and whenever he kept you in the dark, it was for your own sake.
But his usual teasing was just setting you off.
You were getting more animated by the second, the realisation of how you had been feeling for the past few these really settling itself in your mind.
Sylus was just silently watching, not saying anything but seems like that was also not quite the right choice, as his silence irritated you as well.
At some point, Sylus started answering. His patience started to run thin, while it would never run out when it came to you, he didnât appreciate the tone you were using with him.
He stood up in the middle of your sentence, walking towards the door,
âWhat, so youâre just going to walk away now?!â
âYes. Before either of us say something weâll both regret.â
And with that, he was out of the door.
You watched, dumbfounded.
Your firsts clenched, you felt like he wasnât taking you seriously.
He was definitely underestimating your level of pettiness.
Sylus had left your apartment, thinking of how to make it up to you.
He understood why you felt the way that you did and he never meant to leave you worried but sometimes ignorance was bliss.
Admittedly, his business ended up taking longer than expected.
He originally wanted to be back sooner, before you even knew it but things played out more complicated.
Still, you should know he was essentially undefeated.
There was nothing, that could stop him from coming back home to you.
So, coming back to just to see you hurt like this, because of him, made his heart break.
He also didnât dislike your angry side, he liked seeing you give into your emotions, showing what you truly thought.
What he didnât like, was seeing you talk yourself into a spiral without letting him get a word in.
He thought it would be for the best to leave you to cool off, while he tried to get back into your good graces.
Now, what he didnât expect upon his return into your bedroom, was the emptiness on your side of the bed.
He walked into the living room with quick steps.
And there you were, in all your glory, hogging the entire couch, duvet, comforter, multiple pillows, plushies included.
You were on your phone, paying him no mind.
âWhatâs the big idea, kitten?â
You just hummed, turning to lay on your stomach, kicking your feet up in the air, tapping away on your phone,
âIâm mad at you, so Iâm sleeping here tonight. Good night.â
The laugh he let out vexed you even more, and of course, he noticed that.
âThatâs funny, sweetie. Come now, get up.â
When you didnât move, the corners of his mouth curled up in an entertained smirk.
He walked over to you and stopped right next to the couch, towering over you.
âDonât make me say it again, kitten.â
You didnât miss the amused lilt in his voice.
You barely spared him a glance,
âSylus, I donât want to sleep in the same place as you tonight. You managed for the past four days, Iâm sure youâll be able to handle it today as well.â
âMy, thatâs too bad.â
You thought that meant, heâd leave you be, so imagine the surprised noise you let out, as he picked you up and tossed you over his shoulder.
âSylus, you jerk! Iâm not joking around with you!â
Sylus tightened his grip on you, as you started thrashing around,
Your escape attempts were futile, he carried you back into the bedroom and dropped you onto your bed,
âYou can be mad at me, scream at me but you donât get to avoid me. That wonât make things right.â
You jutted out your lower lip, feeling vulnerable all of a sudden,
âYou donât get to lecture me right now.â
You rolled over onto his side of the bed and hid under his covers.
The bed dipped, he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you closer to him but not taking the blanket off your head,
âYouâre right. But I donât want the love of my life to feel even more alone than they already have for the past four days.â
You slowly lifted the blanket off your face, not looking up at him,
âAllow me to mend things between us.â
âThereâs nothing brokenâŚâ
âThen, let me show you just how much I adore you.â